It pains me to my core to say this..but

Hey guys <3
So as you know, the situation in Lebanon is very unstable. Between a war erupting any minute now and the chaotic nature of my life, I'm finding it extremely difficult to film and edit.
As u know I'm an emotionally driven person and currently my anxiety levels have reached an ultimate new high..
Long story short my TMJ is misaligned from the constant stress clenching, my anxiety attacks are triggering asthma attacks, and the tension in my GI tract is making me puke constantly.

I'm only telling you this right now cuz I've decided to make some changes at least for the time being cuz I've hit an all time low..I still want to sustain my channel but my mental and physical health are deteriorating and I'm scared I'll reach a point of no return.

SO. From now on, I will be doing Live reactions for my patron's suggestions every Sunday OR Saturday between 3&4 PM EST (Will make a poll to decide which day suits u guys best)
I did a test drive last week to see how things will go and honestly having you guys with me while filming was quite reassuring and reduced my anxiety while filming so thank you for that ❤️
I'm looking into data bundles I can purchase while streaming to have better internet quality so hopefully next time the quality will be smoother

Also, I'll be posting only shorts for the next month or so
I've been working really hard the past few months, I have a lot of footage, but no strength to edit them out. HOWEVER, I am able to edit 15 sec clips..so I'm gonna try to maintain my channel through posting highlight moments of reactions.

And finally, as I've told u before I want to explore new reaction fields. I've put my heart and soul into this channel and it generates me zero revenue because of copyrighted content. I immensely appreciate my patrons for keeping me afloat for all this time, but I have reached a very critical point in my life. I've never accepted a full time job because I always reserved 2-3 days a week to work on my channel. Unfortunately, I can no longer do that..
Living expenses have sky rocketed that my patreon income can no longer suffice so I'm forced into getting a full time job :/
It's either I make a change in the type of content I make, or close down GiddyKitty for good..which pains me to my core. I don't wanna let go of my channel..I'm choking up just thinking about it
SO. I'm giving it one last shot. Rebranding is never easy but, I'm eliminating the "What if" before I completely give up.
I really hope you support me in these new videos guys..I need u now more than ever.

Love, Rana❤️