I'm Back <3
Added 2022-11-12 16:35:56 +0000 UTC1st of all, I wanna say how thankful I am for your support. Like seriously, I was just wallowing in my sadness cuz I just had enough of this world and then I got overwhelmed with emotions because as lonely and abandoned as I was feeling, I realized that I still have you guys in my life..and that alone brought back life into me.
2nd of all, I've been going nuts trying to balance work, uni and youtube..I was pressuring myself to do it all UNTIL..I got hospitalized due to exhaustion. That brought some perspective into my life and I'm glad to say that I finally quit my 9-5 job. I'm taking medication and trying to lead a healthier lifestyle, so hopefully I'll recuperate in no time <3
3rd of all, I know I haven't been the best content creator keeping up with my responsibilities towards you guys but you still stuck by me. I CANNOT ask for more beautiful souls. SO! I'm gonna try my best to make it up to you guys. & actually I'm in the process of doing so💃🏻
I have filmed so far 6 reactions (all YOUR suggestions)
& I'm gonna roll them out as soon as I'm done editing them (so it's not gonna be 1 reaction per week; at least not on patreon.)
I'm also gonna be doing more livestreams so if you have any specific topics in mind, mention them in the comments!
As always, Thank you guys for your patience & understanding
I love you❤️!!
Comments
I hope things keep improving for you. You deserve it! Please put yourself first when you can.
paul
2022-11-13 19:53:14 +0000 UTCDear Rana, I'm very sorry that you had so much struggling the last months with your family situation, your job, your study and everything else! You are a very strong woman, but sometimes it's better to withdraw a little... especially when it goes on your health, that's a too high price! There I think it was a good decision to quite your day job. As I remember what you said before, it was quite badly paid, and when at the end it leads to your complete exhaustion and even brings you into the hospital, it's not worth it! So I'm glad to hear that you have got away from it and try to live more healthy, very good decision! And you are right, your loyal patrons will always support you, because you deserve it so much! You are a wonderful person and such a lovely and adorable young lady, I'm very proud to be able to support you... be assured, I will be always at your side if you need some help! Yeah, and more live streams in future would be great, it's always so nice to see you and hear your voice:-) I'm also looking forward to your new reactions, but as Noam said, take care of yourself and don't overdo it. I send you all my best wishes and much love, you are the best:-) ❤️
Arno Benter
2022-11-12 23:28:51 +0000 UTCI'm proud of you ❤️ Taking care of yourself should always be a priority. Oh, I have another song suggestion 🙂 this time I suggest what YOU want! Scorpions - Wind of Change
Noam Barnea
2022-11-12 17:08:12 +0000 UTCOh wow, sorry to hear you had such a rollercoaster the past few weeks Rana and so glad to see that you are getting better. Good one on quitting that job, it really was draining you a lot, taking too much of your time and although you love helping animals, keep in mind that your time is valuable; emotional rewards are not the only thing that matters, if you put yourself under such pressure, without tangible reward. Looking forward to see your reactions and hang out during live streams 😊😊 Take care now 😘😘😘 PD: the song I requested, I hope you got to check the lyrics, because that's you right there, didn't pick that one because is a beast of a song, but because I knew you could reflect yourself on it
Efren Guzman
2022-11-12 16:48:41 +0000 UTC
