Trying not to be sorry #1 - My office
Added 2023-04-05 18:00:03 +0000 UTCWell, this is a first.
Here and there I have strained with Patreon, trying to have a business view and to be genuine with myself. For the longest time I've been hesitant to be bold, leaving me with a feeling of not doing enough, of not being able to create content I could share here, but mostly, feeling like I can't connect anymore. I used to connect thru Reylo, but now that it doesn't drive me as before well, I need to do so somehow.
I want to start drawing comics again, which is probably why a lot of you started supporting me in the first place, but I haven't been able to push myself to do it; out of fear of burnout, insecurity, and just being frozen on the spot. For the last couple of months I've hear the same phrase over and over "just do it" and... of course I was hesitant.
So when I saw am autobiographical comic workshop, I jumped right in, maybe that was the last push I needed, but now I know that If I don't make myself accountable it will never happen.
I want to experiment with personal comics, oc's nsfw , body positivity, queerness, gender expression and more but I am honestly afraid of this place dying, yet I ironically neglected it by not making the necessary decisions... But it's time.
I love doing NSFW fanart and I will not stop, but I gotta come clean:
I am not an "aesthetic" creator, I am terrible at curating my content, I suck at being sequential, I don't have a "theme" anymore, I don't connect thru business and creating like before; I just wanna do me while trying not to be sorry about it...
Let's see where this goes and I hope you guys want to stick around and maybe even spread the word.
