Cassandra D

Day three: destiny

Added 2020-04-29 15:26:49 +0000 UTC

Destiny is not as easy as people make it be. Is it mine? Do I want this? Is this my role? And many times you say yes with your heart unsure, pulling away. For years I struggled with the pull of the light, damning it’s very existence, blind to the possibilities and driven by a false sense of belonging. I knew, even if I was unaware, in denial, I knew. This was not mine but I was made to believe it was. And I didn’t question it. Why listen to the unceartainty of this pull while I could dwell in the comfort of this darkness?

Destiny is an interesting topic, especially how our heroine and “villain” struggle with the different phases of it. Being imposed one or falling into one, then discovering it’s not what you thought, how do you get out. And it’s wild how it’s a very cinematic theme, yet its something we live and experience in our everyday... is this job for me? Is this what I want? And we answer yes yes yes, so we don’t have to think and staring our hearts with unresolved desires and painful failures....

Hehe, I really like writing a little meta, if you ever want to discuss I on twitter :P, also, which one do you like? I’m not sure which one to post oN SN...