Trying to explain my absence – Putting the page on hold for this month.

I remember one day when I was on the bus, trying to reach a part of the city that was on the other side. An old man with a cane sit next to me and he wanted to chat. He said a lot of stuff, but there is something that he said that right now I understand: I hope whenever you face troubles, you stay calm and collected. Do not fall in despair, because if you do, you will feel like everything around you is falling.

Maybe not that precise, but I translated the idioms he said.  

Hello guys, I hope I’m writing this on time. First off, I am very sorry. I am very sorry for not being able to communicate with you guys. It pisses me off and stresses me a lot not being able to communicate properly, because a bad communication is what makes everything fails.

I don’t want to get too much into details because I’m in a very anxious state and I’ve been for quite a while, but a lot of stuff have happened in real life. Everything came so fast I wasn’t ready to face any of the tons of changes I’m facing right now, that also have hit on my health a little harder than last time.

Because of that, I’ve been unable to work on the same speed I’m used to work, and everything is either going to slow and more stuff keeps coming out.

I’m slowly getting on my feet, and I hope you guys can understand it.

I’m not completely sure if I lost patrons because I’m writing this first thing without looking at the numbers. I don’t care about the numbers. I need to write this.

In the case I lost patrons because of my absence: I am very sorry for that. I want to thank you for your support and it pains me you had to go because of this.

In the case I have gained patrons and the ones I still have: Thank you very much, guys. Words cannot describe how happy it makes me see you guys waiting for at least a sign from me.

I want to apologize because everything happened so fast I literally had no chance to write or communicate with anyone, not even my dear friends.

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Because of everything that happened, I love to clarify the following:

- I’m putting this Patron “On Hold”, so you guys don’t get charged once the month is done.

- I’m keeping the money and I’m building the models for the previous month (Zatana and Oracle.)

I hope you guys understand and I wish you have a better day and month than me.

Quick Edit: Seems like if I pause the Patron, the page might disappear and people might think the worse, so...

ON JULY 23 I WILL CHANGE THIS ACCOUNT TO PATRON ONLY. IN THE CASE THE PAGE DISAPPEAR: I'M NOT DONE, I WILL BE BACK.