In light of things..and moving forward
Added 2024-11-06 09:26:24 +0000 UTCI hate that I'm writing this....I feel sick to my stomach about what has happened tonight... I wish everyone a great deal of luck.. I will do my best to keep posting content but I don't know what the future holds...
I have never felt so uncertain of tomorrow and I've spent a good deal of time homeless..this somehow feels even worse. I won't lie and pretend I'm not terrified, I just want to cry but i'm too hurt and scared to even do that...
The next few years might be rougher than anything I've had to endure before and I don't honestly know if I'm strong enough.... I have no idea if my identity and self will be made illegal in the coming months...I have no idea if my livelyhood and passion will be made an offense equal to the worst crimes.
In response to everything I've decided to unpublish the top supporter tiers. I don't feel comfortable asking that kind of money from supporters considering the circumstances and my uncertainty i can deliver content at that level.
I love you all and thank you for any support you do provide but I also understand if you need to save money for your own needs.
For just a moment...I felt a glimmer of hope.. Just a few days ago I actually smiled at my self in the mirror...and told my self everything was going to be okay...and for once I actually believed it... funny how one night can change things...
