6/4/18
Added 2018-06-05 03:12:56 +0000 UTCToday has been one of the most surreal and perturbing days of my life.
It is one of those days that reminds me how easily I have taken the better days for granted, and I while I know how impractical this regret is, I wish I had taken better advantage of every ounce of coherent togetherness. It's amazing how quickly life as you know it can become horrifyingly unrecognizable.
These are just thoughts as I deal with grief and coping. Thanks for allowing me to share with you.
I have lost some of my dearest loved ones without having the opportunity to say goodbye. I am fortunate to have the experience to make part of the transition journey with my grandfather.
Still, watching my favorite man in the world deteriorating before me is beyond comprehensible. And knowing that he is terrified by his mortality, and that he has placed all of his faith in me to make some incredibly critical decisions on his behalf is crippling.
Some very intense days lie before us. Please keep my grandfather in your thoughts. He needs all the warmth, comfort, and peace that can be received.
Those of you awaiting a June box set, please expect it to arrive mid June. I appreciate you.
XO.
