I like to be among my friends

I realized that it is very important to be somewhere among my birds, because otherwise it makes you sad, as if you are not at ease. You fly somewhere south, but you have to go north. I'm in Yerevan now, it's spring now, I'll be back in Tbilisi in a couple of days, but I met spring here, in Yerevan, and it's so calm. In Tbilisi, spring comes quickly and it's hot.

Hmm... I know who I am, but I'm not always ready to accept myself and it hurts. It hurts that I don't like myself at times, but I see where I'm going. And that never-ending question of why I started filming naked, how I came to that, why I didn't go the other way. It's as if I've been avoiding all the time something I have to do and I have to finish it, but now I finally catch it and I hold it tight, carrying it in front of me, something I have to finish. But it's dark ahead, I can't see anything, and the world is moving somewhere, one trendy generation replaces another in the fast pace, and I'm still standing and waiting for my train, but I can't wait any longer, I want to get on it. Maybe my train never existed, or maybe my train becomes mine when I get into it.

I like to be among my friends, among the artsy people I know, successful people or ordinary ones - it doesn't matter. The main thing is the people who don't judge my art but are interested in it. People with whom I can share my stories. I like people who like me and I don't have to avoid questions or topics, I can be myself. I guess it's important for everyone, but I realized it's also my energy when I can talk about myself, be myself, don't be shy about my creativity, I feel my energy. I like to communicate with different people on different topics, but I lived in Yerevan for 6 months and I realized that it is very difficult for me when I cannot fully express my soul and my thoughts, I feel that I am starting to forget myself. A person cannot be something static, if they stop, they die. It turns out the same inside: if you stop living yourself and thinking about yourself, you also start to disappear.

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