Thanks Alot to all You new Patron's !

My life is pure chaos right now i am having daily panic attacks
so i apologise if my  3D work or my websites are getting affected has well
i simply do not have the energy or will to do any of it right now..

on the 19th i am getting all my teeth pulled out so my pride is taking a huge hit and putting me down even more and i am so NOT looking forward that day, yes because the pain will finally be gone.. but no because i will speak like a retarded professional dick sucker

But once that is done and is cured, i will finally be able to physically move
i am so weak right now.. lost 60 pounds and cant even lift 10 pounds anymore
So once these teeth are out i wont blow up in infections everytime i move
so i will restart going outside a little bit and work out and then hopefully i will have the strength soon enough to find a proper job

So maybe 3-4 months from now i will have hopefully fixed my financial situation and retaken control over my monthly payments..
And with this new support from you guys well i will most likely restart uploading my missing mods that were still under Fixing and mainly i know all of you been wanting my Skyrim Kitsumimi race back.. there is 800 hours of work to be done to it which is why i never reuploaded and finished it.
But it is my biggest piece of work after my New vegas Nekomimi Project..
so it would be retarded of me to not fix it and reupload it and leave it there..
And also there is atleast 14 armors i was fixing that i didnt reupload
So i will finish all that update fixing i wanted to do and reupload all of the armors first.
Then i will put every side projects i work on to a stop and work a daily 2+ hours a day on my race. there is so much work if i do too much ill give up again
so the race could take me another 6 month to bring it back up and sadly wont be that much different from you guys point of view but trust me there was alooot of updating needed and clipping and fixing and im STILL not sure what armors i want to give to all of the Forms and summons so yaa haha
think i might go with a full BNS armor Theme for it so i need more BNS armors first

i might do the armors soon actually since i wont be able to stream after i get all my teeth pulled out i might has well do that ;3
one of the biggest is my huge bikini package that needed a bit of clipping fix and well now with my better texturing ! needs alot more good decals so it will probably end up being a 200+ bikini pack ;3

So ya for now dont forget i have 5 websites u can perv on and i promess i will atleast fix the download links on kawaiimods this week so that what i did repost is available, i had to close mediafire since i couldnt afford it and been having a hard time finding places to upload all my stuff, it keeps getting deleted

But ya! overall this is almost the most support i ever got for all i did...
so if it wasnt going so badly i would definitely try to give you guys something out right now. But if you show up on my stream you can kinda hear how weak i am lol and i just cant put my head into it after stopping for a year and the constant complains i get...
i get alot more hate then support for what i do..

Once teeth are taken care off, i will simply do it properly
i nearly killed myself working 20hours a day for nothing doing all of this
Which is my own fkin fault..out of desperation
So i will simply do it to enjoy it, cause i think its pretty obvious im a Dweeb
Moe Kawaii Kitsumimi's is LIFE!
Even if i was to put only 20 hours a week instead,
i can still achieve quite alot with that and not have a solid burnout

So ya all download links will be fixed soon and ill keep you updated when i start working on my bikini pack

So Thanks for the support you are actually slowly lighting that small flame back up because all i been getting is hate and complaining. so on top of working too much for free i just barely ever get appreciation so it feels nice

Thank you