MAJOR Life Update (why i’ve been busy)

  Okay so just a heads up, this is going back to March of this year. 5 whole months of chaos (it honestly feels like it’s been longer than only 5 months lol).  I’d like for this info to remain private, so keep this between us please. 💖

  So back in March, within the span of 3 days, I had quit my job, packed my belongings, and moved to Texas from Florida to stay with my sister. I could no longer live with my family due to it being an unstable environment and if I didn’t leave, I would’ve lost my mind. I got to Texas mid-March and for a while, I only had the money from my last two checks from work to support me (keep in mind that my checks from work were LOW, so I only had $200 in my bank account). 

  Soon my sister started seeking support from me, so for a month I was really struggling. My sister was in a dark place too, so she frequently threatened to send me back to Florida and 1we got in frequent argument, which caused my silence on social media for small periods of time.  Around the same time, my father remarried and him and his husband tried to contact me over social media and it really put me in a dark place due to my strain relationshi with my father. That REALLLY didn’t help lol. 

Around May, I got a job at my sister’s work, and I finally had a stable source of income and a chance to get out of the apartment. But then something personal happened that knocked me back into that deep depression and I stayed silent again for a while because that mixed up with a new job was very overwhelming for me. I started getting panic attacks nearly every day, and I cried A LOT. May wasn’t a good month for me at allll.

Then in July, I was told by my sister that she quit our jobs for me and that the day I was coming in to work would be my last. She had known for two days and didn’t tell me since I was with my boyfriend for the weekend. So know I wouldn’t have a stable source of income to help with my sister‘s monthly payments and our phone bill (which I offered to pay every month). Soon she quit her second job, so now we were both out of work and we had to rely on my commissions for a while.

A friend of ours offered for us to stay with him and his family for a while, rent free, so we took up his offer because we just couldn’t afford to stay in my sister’s apartment anymore. So the day before my birthday, we moved into our new place and it’s been AMAZING. My sister and I’s relationship has gotten better, I now have my own room and own bed, and I’m in a stable environment (much more stable than my family’s house lol).

So I’m in a good place no, but this is mainly just an update for you guys as to why I’ve been so off lately lol. I hope this long update helps. I love you all SO MUCH and I seriously can’t thank you guys enough for your support and patience. 💖💖💖