Bearadox

Journal entry: feeling groovy

Added 2024-05-02 17:47:12 +0000 UTC

Hey, squirrel friends, thanks for checking out my psychobabble. You're on this page for the feelings seeing a big, growing belly gives you. I'm creating this page to express my feelings, related to my belly but also folding that into my life while achieving sustainable balance between heath and pleasure.

I moved to Los Angeles in 2016 as part of a life reset: my job was at a dead-end, I had no prospects for a relationship in my small Southern city I'd lived in for 10 years, and my mortgage was underwater with Bank of America (they refused to let me refinance). So I went AWOL on the mortgage and starting dating an amazing man who lived in California. There's risk involved with any big life changes. But also valuable lessons to be learned from pain and suffering: they are only for naught if you miss the lesson.

So now I offer thanks: for my gigs and for my friends (with and without benefits). Ideally I'll find a housemate at some point and yes, maybe even a life-partner again. But for now, life is beautiful and I give thanks. I'm thankful for you, reading this and sharing the journey.

Blessings,

Bearadox