Monkey time

Love is teaching me. The lessons are coming one after the other. It’s as if life can see that I’m ready for everything that it has to offer. My healing has not completely come to an end but I have grown and this year I made the decision that this year would be the year my life partner arrives. I have found a potential partner. He hasn’t won the race, but at least he’s competing. This is the first time that someone who wants to win the gold has stepped up to the court.

Sitting with all my feelings of abandonment was the cure to chasing after guys that didn’t want to be in it for the long haul.

Finally after sitting with those painful feelings of abandonment, they passed. They were seen and they moved on. Then a new man showed up. One who had emotional support and commitment to offer. Someone who really wants to commit to my happiness.

This man makes me laugh til I cry. So why am I afraid to get on the plane and head over to see him? Well, thanks to the plandemic, I will have to quarantine with him for one week!

Oh MY GOD! That would make for the most amazingly funny vlog!!! Wow what a series! He already seems to know me very well in just 11 days of talking. Today he was laughing at me because I get so easily sad and disappointed! Hearing him imitate me was like, wow, this man really gets me, and seeing that through his eyes, I realised that I don’t want sadness to be my default!

I would much rather laughter be my default.

I wonder how my life would change if i made laughter my default?

I would how much my life would change if I just stopped putting my life on delay and went to India.

What’s the worst that could happen?

A bunch of funny vlogs?

How bad could it be?

I will finally get to see a monkey. And my man is a yogi so we will work out everyday. I’ve asked him to make my boobs bigger, (he’s a personal trainer.) I could come back with bigger boobs and a pet monkey.how bad would that be?

I love laughing this hard. Today his banter about me made me laugh til I cried. That hasn’t happened in quite some time.

I wonder what life would be like if I put the past behind me and left it where it belongs. The only moment is now. Imagine how lovely life could be if I gave myself fully to the moment, nothing else.

India. Chance of a lifetime.

Why be afraid of a week's quarantine with a man I’ve only met online from my yoga classes?

Why not flip that around?

What a great story!!!!

Now, that would make some good content!!

Elephants here we come!