This is Suze

I AM BACK!!!!

Added 2022-01-04 08:12:32 +0000 UTC

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Thank you so much for your patience. I was in hospital for 11 days. I had a breakdown. I guess I wasn't eating or sleeping much at all, stress about performing, the usual money worries.

I came out determined to perform at the gig I was due to sing at. I did it.

And then I got Covid for Christmas, so I was really sick for a week.

I met a band at the gig. I won't say who, but it turns out they have some full on religious even cult like beliefs, and I was caught up with them while they were living in my apartment, sick like me and I have to be honest I am relieved to be free of them. They were really trying to do some tricks on my mind. I am recovering from the breakdown, more on that, covid, more on that, and I will have a blood test to confirm if it was covid or just a really bad flu, and recovering from all the mental craziness of spending time with these people.

It is scary when for a period of time you don't trust your own mind, but I trust that I will get back to myself pretty soon and know my next steps in life.

I want to connect with you all ASAP, I have the latest tarot video to upload that I never shared and there's a lot to catch up on, so I will definitely do that.....

Please leave some comments and write to me either here or by email, I want news! I want to get connected again.....it has been such a weird month, I want to remember what normal feels like!!!!!!!

Thanks for supporting me through the hard times, this is still my main income, luckily my landlord gave me a month off the rent as I haven't been able to work much this month, but I want to turn that around....so looking forward to sharing the last tarot video with you and getting back to some serious vlogging!!!!!!

loads of love and thanks for sticking around

Suze xxxxx