This is Suze

The War Within

Added 2021-11-01 12:56:55 +0000 UTC

The War Within. Part of the Go Touch Yourself Training

I know that maybe what you have been receiving on the GTY training was maybe not what you signed up for.

I was so grateful to have a very long and personal chat with my long time follower and Patron of the arts Ramon who shared with me what he enjoys about my content. We spoke about parameters for my content so that I can stop feeling like a machine pumping out content, never feeling like i am giving enough and yet feeling like I am emotionally and psychologically taxed from doing this work.

I had no idea when i started the GTY content that it would go in the direction it did. I thought it would be fun, light and sexy. In fact it has been hard, dark and fucked up. It opened a can of worms that my inner child was screaming from within shouting please STOP. STOP STOP STOP.

This video you are about to watch may be disturbing. This video is me using the tools of Emotional Freedom Technique to tap a conversation between the two sides within me at war and in conflict. TRIGGER WARNING.

Part 1.