This is Suze

Against the flow

Added 2019-03-14 00:06:21 +0000 UTC

I'm swimming against the stream tonight

Every move I make, I hit a wall. One technical problem after another.

I ask myself " If you could do what you naturally want to do, without feeling that there are things that you SHOULD do, what would you do?"

I would go to bed.

I would sleep and get up knowing that tomorrow night my assistant is joining me in London and we can get it all figured out, and my phone will be fixed and life here on Patreon will be resume.

Isn't it interesting that even though that is what I want to do, there is another voice inside me, saying, no ..."I need to post my vlog" my fear of what will happen if I don't post my Vlog...

And yet life has shown me that everything that is for me will stay and everything that is not for me will leave.

Can I trust in knowing that everything will be ok?