Thank you beautiful patrons for your support and for your emails. I have really loved hearing so many patrons share their stories of body insecurities, of understanding with what I have been going through. I feel grateful that this is a safe space for me to share those vulnerabilities.
i also feel that this safe space is also building up my confidence again, and I am looking to return to a state of loving my body and appreciating myself, in this shape or any other shape. i know I can be harsh on myself, and that's not freedom, that's control. When I am afraid of being rejected because my body is not 'perfect" I cannot be free to love myself exactly as I am. I am also making the assumption then that I am only loveable when my body is "perfect" whatever "perfect" means. i know you understand. I hear it in your words to me and understanding goes a long way. When we can empathise with each other that brings us closer together, and it also makes it safer to open up, that it was true intimacy is all about.
This Is Suze
2018-10-29 23:03:59 +0000 UTCNeal Morofsky
2018-10-29 16:08:24 +0000 UTCThis Is Suze
2018-10-28 20:49:46 +0000 UTCThis Is Suze
2018-10-28 20:48:56 +0000 UTCNeal Morofsky
2018-10-28 13:59:53 +0000 UTCIron Michael
2018-10-28 03:23:56 +0000 UTC