The future
Added 2019-08-29 22:24:54 +0000 UTCI really don't wanna say i'm depressed, i prefer to say "in a rut" and i've been in one for some time now (Months) . I've avoided talking about it, particularly on here because i know it would only come off as an excuse which in some regards it is. But i feel like i owe honesty to the people who've gone out of their way to support me monetarily and have done so for almost if not a year now.
Truth is i'm finding it very hard to get anything done, nothing seems to come out the way i want and everything takes me all day to work on with out getting the results i'm looking for. I'm not sure if it's an issue of me being too hard on myself or not hard enough.
The fact is i keep feeling like i need to go back to the drawing board, i need time to practice, learn and refine not only my skills but my way of thinking. I'm finding myself to be extremly unmotivated lately and caught between a rock and a hard place. On one hand i want to provide for you guys and on the other hand i feel pressured and unsatisfied with my work.
I would fault none of you for choosing to not support me going forward, i just ask that when i get it together that some of you consider giving me another chance.
I'm just not happy right now.
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For those of you who want to still remain patrons, you can change your tier , i'd be much more comfortable with you'll going down to $1 just so you can still get access to my upcoming post. When i make a comeback i still plan for it to be here.
King Of Feathers
2019-08-29 22:38:37 +0000 UTC
