MiP One week delay
Added 2024-04-01 21:15:28 +0000 UTCThis week's planned chapter for platinum tier will be delayed, possibly to next week. I will make up for it as soon as I can.
For the last month, the batch of Adderall I have been taking to treat my ADHD has been only about 1/3 as effective as normal. While I realized this pretty quickly, Adderall is unfortunately classed as a Schedule II controlled substance in the US, which is the most heavily restricted category that is still legal for doctors to prescribe. Because of the legal restrictions on it, once I pick up a 30-day supply, I can't get a new one until those 30 days are over.
Because of this, writing as much as I wanted to has been a difficult struggle for the past month.
I want to write more. I enjoy writing Magic is Programming. I have plans for it that I'm excited about. When my own brain constantly acts like a recalcitrant child, getting distracted by any random thing after the first 10 minutes and remaining distracted for hours, despite the fact that it's my own desire to focus on writing, none of that matters very much.
Fortunately, the 30 days for that bottle of Adderall are over now, and I made certain that the new bottle is from a different manufacturer. When I'm taking fully effective Adderall, I can focus well enough that 2 chapters per week might be feasible, even long term. I only got the new bottle very recently, however, and between the difficulties last week and the Easter holiday on the weekend, I have not yet had enough productive time to get back on track for my planned schedule.
On a side note, this issue is unfortunately not as simple as a manufacturer making a substandard inferior product. Even for the small minority of people who are affected by differences between Adderall manufacturers, it depends on the combination of both the manufacturer and the individual person. There are numerous complaints online about variations in effectiveness of Adderall between different manufacturers, and I have found comments where one person praises a particular manufacturer as the best, while another person lists that same manufacturer as ineffective for them. I will have to make my own personal lists of compatible and incompatible manufacturers.
This is not an April Fools post, unfortunately. If I made one of those, I'd try to make it funny.
Comments
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Chase
2024-04-04 12:20:46 +0000 UTCIt's okay. The story is worth waiting for
Colt Parris
2024-04-03 02:54:40 +0000 UTCAs someone who has ADHD as well I get it. Take care of yourself and thank you for the transparency! I hope this next batch works better for you.
Scott Snyder
2024-04-02 22:44:27 +0000 UTCYes please, it's a bit expensive for 1 chapter a week compared to other writers (but I am bad at patience and money management)
Karim Saadi
2024-04-02 12:37:53 +0000 UTCTake care. Un or badly medicated ADHD is a bitch :/ On the other side, I'm now starting to get hyped at the potential two chapter a week :O
Khoyo
2024-04-01 21:47:09 +0000 UTCWe can wait, it’s no rush. Hope you get your medicine soon
Irony
2024-04-01 21:38:55 +0000 UTCThanks for the heads up! Sorry you had issues with your meds, that's never a fun time
Diplodicus
2024-04-01 21:35:49 +0000 UTCCheck the manufacturer. Several of the generics make a "mirror molecule" that is meant to break down into the same thing in your body and work just well. This only works for SOME people. Find the one that works for you and refuse to accept bad generics that don't work. Work with your pharmacist and provider. If your local pharmacy does not have stock, get on the phone and find one that does and then get your prescriber to send the script to the pharmacy that has stock of the medication that works for you. Each manufacturer makes them a different color. So you might find that the blue and white ones don't work for you and the peach colored ones do ...
Richard S
2024-04-01 21:29:53 +0000 UTCAlso have ADHD, also struggle with getting Adderall. Totally understand your situation. Good luck with your new batch!
John Snyder
2024-04-01 21:28:41 +0000 UTCThank you for the update. Looking forward to your better health for you first of all and the the story!
Ashley Wallis
2024-04-01 21:23:17 +0000 UTCI’m parcel to Purple x Safe myself :p
BarrettSlayer
2024-04-01 21:22:39 +0000 UTCI've never heard that, unless maybe you mean the extended release version. The pills I get have notches that specifically make it easy to precisely break a pill in half.
Douglas Miller
2024-04-01 21:22:26 +0000 UTCTaké care of your health. My best wishes goes to you.
Sebastiano Carcangiu
2024-04-01 21:21:02 +0000 UTCThey say never cut Adderall but I find sometimes I don't have enzymes or stomach acid to properly dissolve outer coating.
RJD
2024-04-01 21:18:23 +0000 UTCTotally understand, you do what you need to while I start shipping Purple with random household objects.
Maurice Brown
2024-04-01 21:17:07 +0000 UTCBig RIP
Green0Photon
2024-04-01 21:16:09 +0000 UTC