Raw shots

Sorry I was quiet this week...I can't believe how busy things have gotten.  Went from me complaining about feeling creatively unfulfilled, to triple-stacked days of really exciting projects in a matter of weeks!  I am barely finding time to feed myself, but I think staying busy has been good for me.  And while I'm shooting a lot on my own, I've also been filling my plate with community-based art projects and really feeling my energy both igniting around other people - and also draining.

I know you probably saw a couple of these shots on Instagram, but I wanted to share the full set with you!  Raw off the camera.  The new curtains (and maybe the season?) are giving the room a greenish golden glow that I'm into.  It's tempting to "color correct" these but...I like the greenish hue. I shot a lot in the last few weeks with other photographers too, so there are many, many more posts coming.  I've just barely had time to organize myself.

Thanks for bearing with me during my down times...sometimes I have wondered about bipolar behaviors I see in myself.  After reading more about it I don't think that fits (nor has any therapist I've worked with) but the whiplash of extreme ends of the spectrum has been really exhausting.  I do think I've found a better ADHD medication fit, and that has been hugely helpful.  I wonder if all of this would be happening if I didn't have it though...

A few of the upcoming projects: I've been asked to make an exclusive zine with a small publisher, so I'll be working on that in January.  Might be self portraits, or maybe my photos of other people.  I think I've mentioned this before, but I was also asked to co-host a podcast and we recorded our first session last week!  More to come on that.  Of course my lingerie design collab is still coming, albeit slowly...aiming for Valentine's day.  I am trying to host a launch party for that, mainly for models and SW community, and fellow lingerie snobs.  I've also been trying to chat with you all more on OF, making content, shooting for numerous lingerie brands (it's funny how they forgot about me until I got my big IG account back, isn't it?), and so much more.

I'M TIRED lol.  This next week I'm heading home to Ohio for the holiday, but I'll have my computer/hard drives with me so I can keep posting here.  Btw, the messaging on Patreon is not great...so if you're trying to reach me, OF is the best place for that!  Speaking of, if anyone needs a fresh link:

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