I hope you're faring well in this heat wave, if you're affected by it. I feel languid, heavy, unmotivated. My only comfort lately is swimming in the ocean, which requires an hour long train journey with 2 transfers. Sometimes I think I should live by the ocean, and then I remember that may be the least safe place to live on earth in the near future!
Do things feel particularly dark lately? Or maybe you're having a great summer, in which case please ignore me lol.
I've been in a funk, but what's new? I feel like I may be finally aging out of this job....while I still enjoy creating images like these (and have a seemingly never-ending pile of literally thousands of photos still to share), I no longer feel like I'm at my peak with it. I've been doing freelance design and photo retouching work on the side, and kind of craving a "normal" job again. Maybe I'll work at a bank, or become a therapist with a focus in sex work. Maybe I miss the contrast of having a secret double life.
Anyways, I hope you are doing alright and enjoying the small joys we have in our lives. Lately for me it's my cat, the beach, one-on-one time with friends, and summer cocktails.
These photos were all over the place with light because of the slow shutter /motion blur, but I kind of like that rawness...
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Photos by @adgopro1
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2023-07-30 00:07:17 +0000 UTC