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Added 2022-04-13 16:02:19 +0000 UTCNot everything is as it seems. This was one of the most stressful vacations of my life, haha! It was a group of Detroit and New York art friends, including my sister. Painters, writers, video game designers, filmmakers. Not an influencer vacay type crew.
I basically planned and organized everything, as well as driving everyone around. Of course I had fun with everyone, but I am so exhausted and I can't wait to cuddle my cat at home. Too much daddy energy on my part!! We also lost power for a couple days, and half of the days on this trip there was no water to shower with! I mostly based in the ocean.
Having just turned 35, I'm finding it harder and harder to "model." I go through ups and downs, phases of thinking I'm hot or not (as I'm sure everyone does). But my definition of a model is one who looks good in photos without too much effort, or takes a hood photo easily. These days, it feels like a lot of effort.
Witnessing my body and face change over the last 15 years through high resolution images...thousands of them...has been difficult to say the least. I feel like I really need to work through this idea with some kind of art. Whether it's a photo or video project, or maybe drawing and painting. Not sure yet, but I feel like I need to push myself.
As usual thank you for listening. Thank you for being here.
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First, you’re like that girlfriend that knows just when to call with some positive energy… I needed this today… seriously, you’re refreshing to look at every single time you post… don’t be too self critical because regardless of what you see, your worst day is better than most’s best day… believe… you know I call it like I see it…
Stevie
2022-04-13 16:07:46 +0000 UTC
