Current State of the Page + Pausing Things
Added 2019-06-17 18:04:22 +0000 UTCOk, as discussed with a few for a few times, I've been feeling things had to be put on hold.
More it goes and more I just was feeling I was killing my mind over time and most things happening here or even on the server were losing all their meanings.
I know it's some rather depressing news to share on here but I decided to put on hold the Patreon page, pausing the billing and pausing all the things on here for a bit.
As mentioned, the billing for July will be paused, maybe August too will be paused until I find a better way to handle things here.
With my current schedules and mood, I wasn't feeling I would do my best at all and was increasingly getting stressed by how everything was inactive and how I felt most moved on or even stopped participating in things.
Barely anyone went to polls anymore, always same ideas were asked, same ideas were always winning, always same 3-4 people coming to the streams, no one chatting to each other and art slowly starting to have the number lowered the more it went.
In the end I just was feeling everyone, both me and people around, were just coming around to say hi and then get things done to then get silent again.
Pausing things will be, in my opinion, the most humble move I could ever do instead of just eyeing the pause button for months all while asking blurry questions about how people felt about everything or if something better could be done.