live update: why I had to take a break...
Added 2023-04-16 16:23:25 +0000 UTC
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"How can you be like this, your life is not that bad." Well, if you reverse it, it's "How can you be like this, your life is not that good." and only the happiest person in the world can smile? Nah, it's nonsense. If you're feeling bad, you're feeling bad. You're not feeling bad because of petty reasons, it's because you're worried about your grandma and you're stressed. That's normal. That's human. And, as my grandma passed at 90 last year, I totally get it. Hugs from all of us Patreonites. I suspect most of us would be willing to lend a shoulder/ear if you want to vent. Rants are good for you in the right dosage. Positives? We are having a mixed blend of autumn weather, the weekend had nearly 3cm of rain and then today was gorgeously clear and sunny, just like you (sorry, that set up was too hard to resist). I've enjoyed my first two dance lessons and am not dwelling on how good I may or may not be. Aaand I have almost fleshed out a holiday idea or two. Yay.
Just some Fish
2023-04-18 10:21:47 +0000 UTCIt’s so sweet of you to always keep your fans in the loop of things going on. I’ll definitely watch this later, even if it’s just gonna make me sad, because we care about you and want to know what’s going on.
Jake D.
2023-04-17 01:48:22 +0000 UTCI'm sorry about what your grandma has been through, Shushanna! I have noticed how much your family means to you, and I think she is fortunate compared with some elderly people faced with time in hospital to have so much support from loved ones who really care about her. Hospitals can be a very lonely place in my experience, with doctors and nurses alike having too little time for patient communications most of the time, and just being focused on tests and monitoring of vital signs like blood pressure. I remember spending four days in one in Sweden back in 2011 without my family even knowing about it until after I'd been released again. Not an experience I'd wish on anyone at any age. I hope you are keeping well yourself and looking forward to the summer, and that you will have fewer causes of stress again soon.
Astrolearn Astrology Library
2023-04-16 22:48:30 +0000 UTCI've missed you. I really hope things get better for you and also your Grandma is okay.
Oliver Jayawant
2023-04-16 17:27:14 +0000 UTCFinished the video: springtime is here around my house and we just figured out our old man cat who we adopted to give him a nice retirement (he is 15 and his original owner died) loves to go outside and just smell everything and lie in the sun so we have been spending a lot of time in our nice yard with the big trees and blooming roses and such! When summer gets here it gets very hot so we must enjoy it while we can.
haroldthewhite
2023-04-16 16:52:29 +0000 UTCHey it’s good to hear from you, sorry you (and grandma) are having a rough time. Haven’t quite finished the video but I wanted to stop watching and say: your feelings are valid. You have the right to feel however you need to feel! It is part of processing the situation and if you try to suppress it, you will feel worse for longer. Also the insurance situation in the US is all over the place, though everyone 65 and over does get state healthcare and it’s usually pretty ok (sometimes good, sometimes bad, just depends who and where you are).
haroldthewhite
2023-04-16 16:41:59 +0000 UTC
