Blog of my arts! No.23 -Like a monk-
Added 2021-01-26 14:26:26 +0000 UTCSomehow, I’ve been stopping m*sturbation for a week.
Actually, I needn’t tell anyone, but I’ve got some interesting things from this experience, so I’ll write them down here! :3
Why did I start such a thing? Because I wanted to know 『whether or not m*sturbation prohibition can change me ( with asexual and sexual Aversion) into a beast』.
I heard that if we spend 10 days, we begin to feel everything we will see is really hot and seductive!
That’s why I’ve been stopping it, but such things haven't happened to me yet. However, some interesting things are happening to me.
①I can easily concentrate on the tasks.
First, I became able to concentrate on the tasks such as writing a blog or drawing a picture longer. I think this is one of the benefits of stopping it.
②I feel something under my stomach.
I’ve felt something under my stomach for two days. What is this..? Well, it sounds scared, so I don’t try to verbalize it.
③I haven’t been a beast.
As you know, the world is full of erotic and fetish things. But I’ve not been fascinated with them yet, which sounds a little surprising to me.
④I’ve been losing my sexual impulse.
It’s a little strange, but I’ve been losing my sexual impulse for 3~4 days. Well, I’ve not watched Boundhub for several days….
That’s all. I’ve not been a beast yet, but if I spend some days more, something different may happen to me! I’m going to continue this life 2~3 weeks more!
Thanks for reading! :3