QNA #240
Added 2023-10-12 01:30:35 +0000 UTCBack on schedule. Will move this a little earlier tomorrow, trying 2 PM Est vice 3. Links will be here in the AM
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We getting old couch, I believe I will need glasses soon as well. Found a gym that knows of Drew Baye's and Doug McGuff's work so I have been making steady painfree progress with Timed Static Contractions. Bought several new items of clothing and threw away the shitty ones. I was constantly telling myself I will do it later when I am lean. Fuck it every 5 kg down I will get 2 new items of clothing. I found myself in some parts of the "So, you married an ACA" but found my Ex all over it. Her father was violent against the older daughters but not her. (Rich had something about the order of birth being important for relationship, will lead when I fix my shit) The pattern of my ex GF is clear, I need to save them, and they do enjoy it for a bit before they angrily lash out at me for not being a man. Episode I would appreciate your input that happened 15 years ago. Was in a bar with a HB9 I was smitten about, and I went to get us drinks. A minute later she comes and complains some guys groped her ass and I react nervously and calm everything down. Listening to you having bloody hands because you threw a guys head into a wall* makes me wonder wtf is my aggression, my manliness, anger? Has it been buried so deep. Hoping it is just my lack of testosterone, so the gym and working on NMMNG exercises will help. For me to value myself and find out my boundaries. (Perhaps I was just narcissistically in love with the Idea of her. As I read the Last Psychiatrists piece yup that was it. I loved the idea of owning a HB10 to parade around and did not actually care about her. Thx coach.) My Ex Still send her some texts when I feel super low and she replies with kisses. I do think of her less and feel better (reasons below) For Christmas I wiil go visit my brother's family in my home town, and I guess then we will know have I ben doing this for her or me. Even though I am not fit enough for Tinder, got the new clothes made some phots on interesting places in the city and gave it a go. I am the prize, The girl gets 100$ every time she talks to me, Be light and entertaining not artistic,... all to mentally prep me for dates. Girl 1 Works in IT, 48. years old, super good conversationalist and takes care of her body. A solid slump buster, but anything to get my mind out of the ex. Date 1 Wedensday: Invited her to join me in a cocktail bar I wanted to explore. Lots of talking, but escalated with kino, my Intentions were clear. Date 2: Saturday light walk and brunch in the city. I am not on a "skittles man" level yet so I pay. She said in advance she will not have much time. We close with kissing. Told her for the next one we can eat whatever she cooks in her place. She is OK. Date 3: Sunday: Prepares Lasagna (picked up in convo it is my favorite). Keeping it light and escalating and we end up in her bed. Girl 2 Gender studies post doc 30. Met her through an work acquaintance and we click, mainly due to knowing the work of Brad Blanton "Radical Honesty". Smart and refreshing girl. I a polyamorous relationship with several guys fighting over her, ehem sorry being in love without any jelaousy. I know better I am to old for this shit. Date 1: She came to the office to see her firend, I invite her to dinner in the caffeteria and show her around. Kiss close. Date 2: Invite her to my place to see how it looks and we will watch some documentary ofc. She soundly says she will not stay long and we will not have sex. Jackpot. I kept gently escalating she kept not saying no. So we ended up in bed. Date 3: Invited me to her place as her roommate is out and she is lonely. As she is constantly moving around the world to work, with her poly amorous friends doubt I will see much of her in the near future. Girl 3 French language teacher 26 year old. Date 1: Went to her town as I have never been, so if it goes tits up at least i can sight see. Just a nice drinks date with a walk to a viewing spot. Tried kiss closing but I was awkward and non decisive. She sensed it and I back ed off and pretended it never happened. Kept on the same vibe. Date went well. A few days after I send her an invite for another date but since she lives far, directly ask her if she is into me or not not to waste each others time. Guess she liked me enough or at least the direct approach. Date 2: A little walk to another sightseeing spot. as the age difference is 12 years she had lots of concerns about that. I took them all as shit tests and brushed the concerns away, mostly using cocky funny (oh youre worried your friends will judge you or you worried that they will steal me from you since I am such a catch). Seems to have worked as the probing and anxiety stopped. I felt we were not there yet so i told her we should go grab a bite. Walking to a restaourant I felt her relaxing and laughing to my jokes more, and she started some kino. Since she is smaller than me (30 cm smaller) I guided her by the lower back to some staircases so we are in same eye height and kissed her. A bit of ressitance but she quickly melted. You know I live near by? Oh do you now? *shocked Pikachu face* So Ryan is being slightly charming, not boring, ok dressed and just opening enough or is my height such a turn on? Is this why you hate us fuckers when we waste this gift? *You also had a sotry about a shipmate who did not oppose you when his GF was slutting it around. I vaguely remember you telling it in a Mids Watch. Like the guy did not even want to fight for her and you just lost all respect for him. Perhaps I have been chasing other peoples things too much and when I find one idea that is mine I will be more protective. P.S. Idea for a Red morning: how to actually be a fucking leader and manager of people. You had a Red morning where you talked about the guy who was your teacher in the Navy and how you learned a lot from him. Cant find that one and I really want to hear more about it considering my work situation. (in the video mostly you talked about how unatractive people run everything . Plenty of fish, and so on up until Tinder so all the hot ones escaped to Instagram). Thx
Lucky
2023-10-12 17:40:17 +0000 UTCRead praxeology vol 1, finished NMMNG AND WISNIFG. I've been to the gym 5 times a week, 90 min each day with a professional trainer and started training kung fu from home to keep myself growing. Diet is Keto with a weekly refeed. Tried tinder and hinge to get an idea of the online dating pool and so far barely any matches worth my time. Pictures are in suit, close up, full body, in nature, a video of me cutting tatami mats with a katana, getting an award and getting interviewed by a TV crew. I chose online dating for more reach and variety, but since its not getting me what I want, I purchased the mystery method and the game and will go out more. I cleared a date with my cleaning lady for next week Saturday, we have quite chemistry, which I base on our conversations including where she likes to get fucked(pointing at my table) giving me tons of compliments, pretty much affirming everything I say, bashing my future ex wife. During these condos I was Aloof, didn't engage too much in exwifebashing, said thanks to the compliments and that was it. Overall liking the progress I'm making. Next goal is to fuck her on our next date or at least escalate beyond flirting. Any advice?
Joyboy
2023-10-12 17:21:23 +0000 UTC
