What's going on, some rambling and what may happen now

Hey guys. Sorry for my silence lately, but I'll try to put the most important points first.

1. I am trying to work but for how things look, apparently I'll have to pause Patreon, but I'll tell you in January 26th (if thats the case, like I said, you wont be charged on Feb 1st). I'll explain why in a bit. 

2. Lately I've been dealing with a lot of things, but ironically none of them "important". 

First than anything, I can't keep focus. I have no idea why. I have a dear visit here at home, but she stays in her room when I'm working so it isnt that. Besides, being online or offline I cant seem to focus in only one thing. And it bothers me to no end. Everything is "shiny!" and distracts me.

Second, I've been very sleepy for a couple weeks already. I could blame that the last week I fell ill but I'm mostly healthy now and I'm still kinda sleepy the whole day. Yesterday when I tried coffee was a bad effort to try to stay awake, but it didnt work as expected. The problem is, I am sleeping well. I sleep a very decent amount of hours, but I wake up tired. 

At least from that I've had a TON of dreams that I'll eventually use for art. I honestly don't know whats up.

Third, during January my focus is finishing Patreon rewards. February my focus will be finishing the other comics I owe. My idea is, when march begins, not owing absolutely anything to anybody. I need to do that because of my plans for this year. 

Also Im kind of annoyed at myself. I found myself in a certain place surrounded by famous vorefurs and that filled me with panic. Why panic? I have no fn idea, but the idea of being "noticed" terrifies me, even if I know I'm not exactly unknown. Ugh.

Speaking about vorefurs, for some reason and even with everything. I've had a ton of vorish dreams lately, some of them pretty creative. x3

Uh

This ended being shorter than I expected and just as a group of rambles. I'm off to bed.

Also, this is the list of the next 8 rewards I'll upload (in this order). Of course, it isnt complete. Its just for you to know what's going to be uploaded the next days. The art I owe since longer ago goes first.

* Mannyb
* Kido
* Nonine
* Thoshan
* Aethian
* Erdno
* Kirbs
* PajamaVore

Thanks again for the patience with everything.