Jacob & Noe (P08) [Interactive story]

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Noe solo bajo su mirada y siguió llorando, temiendo por lo que su padre haría con Mateo, mientras su madre lo abrazaba y le preguntaba que sucedía, Noe no respondió, solo se quedó ahí a su lado llorando...

(Volvemos al presente)

"Después de aquel día jamás se volvió a saber nada de mi tío, mi abuelo alguna vez dijo que probablemente se habría ido al otro lado a buscar fortuna, pues ser campesino a él nunca le había gustado. 

En cuanto a Mateo, lo llegue a ver unas cuantas veces a lo lejos, jamás volvimos a hablar. 

Unos años después tu abuelo me obligo a casar con tu madre y después nos vinimos de mojados para acá, donde naciste"

Lot estaba callado, mirando a su padre.

"Durante años negué lo que siempre fui, vivía odiándome, odiando a tu madre, a tu abuelo, incluso llegue a odiarte a ti, cuando veía el amor con el que te trataba mi padre, la forma en que te consentía, la forma en que te hablaba, cuando te decía lo orgulloso que estaba de ti... sé que es una estupidez, pero así era y lo siento hijo" 

Una lagrima corrió por la mejilla de Lot.

"Mientras ibas creciendo te parecías cada vez más a tu abuelo y menos a mí, o eso pensaba" Noe sonrió mirando a Lot, "Eres igualito a tu abuelo" y continuo " si tú y yo nunca tuvimos una relación padre e hijo, fue a causa de tu abuelo, el siempre hizo todo lo que pudo para que pasáramos el menor tiempo juntos, "no vayas a pegarle tus mañas, me decía todo el tiempo", y antes de morir le conto a tu madre lo de mi pasado."

Noe gruño ligeramente, "lo odie tanto por eso, todas las mentiras que dijo, todo lo que aseguro a ver visto, todo eran mentiras, le pidió a tu madre que te cuidara de mí, de mis mañas. Eso destruyo la relación que tenía con ella, nuca me vio igual, a pesar de decirle la verdad, ella nunca me creyó", Noe suspiro, "realmente no me importo que lo hiciera o no, después de todo nunca llegue a amarla".

"Sabes, cuando las cosas fueron cambiando, y esto de jotos fue cada vez más aceptado, tuve la intención, los planes de largarme y rehacer mi vida, pero no pude, y tu fuiste la razón, las mañas que tu abuelo tanto aborreció aparecieron en ti, lo vi, tu madre lo vio, ambos lo sabíamos, y tu madre comenzó a tratarte mal, y yo no lo permitiría, no dejaría que te hicieran lo mismo que a mi"

Noe se llevó ambas manos a la cara "y luego paso lo de esa maldita noche, Jacob llamo y nos contó lo que había pasado contigo y su hijo, mi corazón dio un vuelco, me asuste al pensar lo que pasaría contigo, en cambio tu madre colgó el teléfono, me abofeteo, y me dijo que mi cerda familia era la culpable de tener abominaciones, discutimos, hasta que ella decidido largarse". 

"Yo iba furioso por el camino, y al verte ahí parado, muy quitado de la pena, me enfurecí más, y por eso te abofetee, por no pensar en las consecuencias, por, por haber hecho lo mismo que yo" aaaagh, "soy un maldito imbécil, dijo Noe mientras comenzaba a llorar.

"Después te fuiste, y no encontraba la forma de decirte esto, y disculparme, de decirte que tú no tienes la culpa de ser así, tú eres como yo, y no quiero que te deprimas, ni te odies, como lo hice yo durante tantos años, eres mi hijo, estoy y siempre estaré orgulloso de ti, entiendes, y espero que perdones a tu padre por ser un maricon, y por haberte heredado eso, perdón mijo, perdón" dijo Noe llorando...

Lot se levantó del sofá, eran muchas cosas en su mente en ese momento, estaba confundido, se sentia muy triste, pero feliz, sentia como si un peso enorme hubiera sido quitado de encima, entonces miro a su padre llorando frente a él y...

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Noe only lowered his gaze and continued crying, fearing what his father would do with Mateo, while his mother hugged him and asked him what was happening, Noe did not answer, he just stood there by his side crying...

(We return to the present)

"After that day nothing was ever heard from my uncle, my grandfather once said that he would probably have gone to the other side to seek his fortune because he had never liked being a peasant. As for Mateo, I see him a few times in the distance, but we never spoke again.

"A few years later your grandfather forced me to marry your mother and then we move here in this city, where you were born"

Lot was silent, looking at his father.

"For years I denied what I always was, I lived hating myself, hating your mother, your grandfather, I even hated you, when I saw the love with which my father treated you, the way he spoiled you, the way he that he spoke to you when he told you how proud he was of you... I know it's stupid, but that's how it was and I'm sorry son"

A tear ran down Lot's cheek.

"While you were growing up you looked more and more like your grandfather and less like me, or so I thought" Noe smiled looking at Lot, "You are just like your grandfather" 

Then he continued "if you and I never had a father and son relationship, it was because of your grandfather, he always did everything he could so that we couldn't spend as little time together", "don't beat him up, he told me all the time", 

Before he died he told your mother about my past. "

Noe growled lightly, "I hated him so much for that, all the lies he told, everything he said, they were all lies, and he asked your mother to take care of me, my tricks."

"That destroyed the relationship I had with her, she never saw me the same, despite telling her the truth, she never believed me", Noe sighed, "I really don't care if she did or not, after all, I never came to love her".

"You know, when things were changing, and this fagot things was more and more accepted, I had the intention, the plans to leave and rebuild my life, but I couldn't, and you were the reason, the tricks that your grandfather hated so much appeared in you, I saw it, your mother saw it, we both knew it, and your mother began to treat you badly, and I would not allow it, I would not let them do the same thing to me"

Noe raised both hands to his face "and then that damn night happened, Jacob called and told us what had happened with you and his son, my heart skipped a beat, I was scared to think what would happen to you, instead, you mother hung up the phone, slapped me, and told me that my dirty family was to blame for having abominations, we argued until she decided to leave".

"I was furious along the way, and when I saw you standing there, very shaken, I got even more furious, and that's why I slapped you, for not thinking about the consequences,, for having done the same as me" aaargh, " I'm a fucking asshole, said Noe as he started to cry.

"Later you go, and i dont found the moment or the way for said you that you are not to blame for being like this, you are like me, and I do not want you to get depressed or hate yourself, as I did for so many years, you are my son, and I am always be proud of you, n i want you know that, and I hope that you forgive your father for being a fagot, and for having inherited that from you, sorry mijo, sorry," said Noe crying...

Lot got up from the sofa, there were many things on his mind at that moment, he was confused, he felt very sad, but happy, he felt as if a huge weight had been lifted from him, then he looked at his father crying in front of him and...