caitlynsway

Bikini Strippin' (NSFW)

Added 2021-05-17 18:58:59 +0000 UTC

Hey everyone! Here are some new photos from one of my latest photoshoots with a new photographer from IG. I'm so happy to be vaccinated and getting back to safely shooting with the community here in LA. These were shot at a public beach by the way! One of these days I'm gonna get arrested 😜

Had some car trouble last night on my way back from another shoot for a cool new BDSM lifestyle brand. The car started, and I drove a block before the check engine light came on, the power steering went out, and the engine stopped. Instant panic... you know the feeling. After a few tries, I was able to re-start it and drive it back home. It died 3 more times before I got it in the driveway. I was able to start and drive it to the shop today, so still not sure what's wrong with it yet.

Anyway, I mentioned this because made me realize how anxious and panicky I used to get about car trouble. Car trouble for me used to mean I might be late to work, or stranded on the side of the road waiting for a tow I couldn't afford, and facing a bill from the mechanic that would drain my savings. This time, I stopped and took a few breaths, and accepted that there is probably some modest repair needed that I can afford. Also made me wonder if it would be prudent at this point to get a new car, but I don't like the idea of taking on a car payment. Although I did have a paid shoot scheduled today, I was able to reach out to that person and re-schedule.

Because of support from fans like you, a little car trouble puts me in no danger of getting fired and losing only source of income. Because of support of fans like you, I am able to stay calm in difficult situations and pay whatever unexpected bills come my way: with cash, not credit. Because of fans like you, I don't live in a fear paradigm anymore, and I will never forget what you did for me.

Thank you for being here xx

Photos by StoryTrippin