My Favorite Thongs & Origin Stories (NSFW)

UPLOADED: 4/29/2020 
PASSWORD: CLEAN_CHEEKS

Thank you once again for an amazing month of fun and support here. I know it's crazy times, but we're gonna bounce back twice as high. 

I believe in us.

I believe our ever-increasing intelligence, resilience, and love for one another will see us through. On behalf of this nation, and on behalf of the entire human race, I hope you don't ever let the fear win. Rest when you need to, but please never lose your will to fight. 

Fear is our one true common enemy and it needs your attention to survive.

I know some of you probably lost your job or saw your income reduced and feel like you need to tighten your purse strings. I get it. Some of you panicked and cancelled pledges, then returned the following month. I am so grateful that you think I'm worth returning to. 

I promise that your support does not go unnoticed and is building up towards something great, even if I can't see exactly where we're going yet. Seriously, it's more than just sexy photos and cheeky videos. I'm just here to entertain for now, but I have so much more to give you.

All my life I've looked around and known we can do better. We have what it takes to end human suffering, to save our planet, to uplift ourselves without stepping on others...

I'm an idealist with realist tactics. 

And whether you think I'm delusional or not, I have already accomplished so much in my life that most people don't even think is possible for themselves. 

Forcing myself out of my comfort zone is a habit now.

The path I was given was: Get good grades, DON'T GET PREGNANT, go to college, get a job, and.... then what? It wasn't clear because my parents never even got that far. 

No one took my hand and showed me this path. I have no trust fund, no rich Granny, nothing to inherit, and no family connections to secure me a high-paying job. Those are not the only ways to become successful, but don't kid yourself. Most of the 'successful' people you compare yourself to have had tremendous help. They don't share that part on Instagram!

I've had my share of good and talented friends, but none so bold and ambitious as myself to depend on as a partner. I am the first person in my family to graduate from a four year university, which I navigated completely on my own. I also navigated the modeling industry entirely on my own as well, with surprising success competing with girls 10 years younger than me. I'm in a totally honest and loving relationship now with someone who accepts me fully (because I am unapologetically me, all the time!) 

How many people can say the same?

And perhaps my greatest achievement yet... I've torn down the walls built up from generations of poverty and survivalist coping mechanisms. I reject entirely the idea of a zero-sum game, that for me to win someone else has to lose. I've shaken off the toxic shame of other people's judgement and perceptions and always listened to my heart instead. Countless lovers and friends have betrayed or abandoned me, only to re-emerge months or years later realizing that I was one-of-a-kind, and that I went on growing without them... and that they're not welcome in my life anymore. It has not been easy, but it has been rewarding.

All this to say, my confidence is not a ruse. 

It is real and has been hard won through a lifetime of self-improvement, integrity, discipline, and independence. 

It's not about believing I'm the greatest of all time... That is malignant narcissism, and that is an illness. It is about knowing with certainty that I can handle anything that happens. There are always choices before you, and consequences to go along with each choice. My confidence comes from anticipating the consequences of my actions, and accepting them for what they are.

Lying, cheating, stealing, manipulating, & controlling others is EASY. Everyone is doing it. 

I rebel by choosing not to. And furthermore I refuse to be an ignorant cog in a someone else's machine that hurts people under the guise of "just doing my job."

So that's a little insight into how I got here. Maybe I'll never get rich this way, but I'll die happy knowing I wasn't a part of the problem. Maybe getting rich is not my role here in this life.

Anyway, before I get carried away anymore, I thank you again for your support and love. I had a top tier donor this month which was so unexpected and it made me emotional I guess. Your generosity is so beautiful to me and I love ya. ❤️