Carnal Carnival

Testing new photography techniques with @eyeandeyephoto using neon lights and a long shutter speed to create trippy trails! There was a lot of people around that night, otherwise these photos might be a lot sexier.

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Alright, I've got a lot of feedback recently about how I'm not posting often enough. I hear you loud and clear.

I've also been speaking with some of you about how important it is that I remain available and personable. I want you to know I understand and am receptive to this role.

For those tired of overly-explicit pornography and airbrushed 'influencers', Patreon models and online personalities like myself are here to fill the gap. I can offer sexy content that is also rich and thoughtful, and I'm more than happy to correspond with you most days. I give great advice on topics which I'm not personally involved in, and I hope to go back to school for Psychology some day, give me a try!

Please just keep this in mind: I am a real person. Not a production company. Not a corporation. It's all just me and the friends and fellow artists that believe in me who are striving to help me build this platform. 

As such... I do need a day off now and again where I don't have to talk to anyone hahaha

The beauty of being a model and content creator on Patreon in 2019 is financial freedom doing creative work that I find exciting and fulfilling... 

But I know I'm responsible to keep showing up for you all. 

In the interest of transparency and getting to know each other, here are a couple things you should know about me:

I am a perfectionist of the worst kind. I want everything I do to be done perfectly, from start to finish. I want it timed perfectly. I don't want to take any shortcuts, because perfection is supposed to be hard work. I relish in losing several hours perfecting minute details, then lament how much time I've wasted. Every single thing I attempt appears perfectly in my mind, and my inability to bring that image into reality results in constant and ongoing tension. The point is: If I'm gonna post more often, they won't all be up to my personal standard. Please forgive my imperfections because I never will lol

I have multiple jobs/income streams. Patreon is by far my most exciting project, but when I book a paid shoot I have to drop everything and focus on that (prepping outfits, makeup, etc.) I'm also doing some commissionable marketing work behind the scenes. And if it seems like I'm making more money than I know what to do with, keep in mind the crushing student debt I still carry from earning my mostly useless BSBA. I still live very thifty. I don't like to rely completely on any single stream of income, but when my earnings reach a certain point I WILL re-invest here. In any case, I can see the talent gigs slowing down as we move into the holiday season, so I'll be much more available here. Shoot me a message, I don't bite!

Signing off for today, but I hope you enjoyed this set and the little peek inside my head xx