WTF is wrong with my body?! #RashLife #SkinAids

Sorry I didn't live stream or post much today guys, I woke up this morning with 50% of my body covered in this super angry rash that I can't figure out came from. I've been taking high doses Benadryl and sleeping most of the day but the rash seems to be about the same tonight as it was this morning even with the antihistamines. I'm not sure if it's a allergic reaction or some other reaction from medications they have me on but nothing changed in the last 2 days so I'm not sure if this is a delayed reaction or something going on with a sickness or something.

I'm not running a fever and my respiratory system is fine so I'm not worried about this being life threatening and my eyes are fine, etc. It's just my skin and boy does it itch like hell! I've taken a ton of showers today and my wife has been tickling my back to take my mind off the itching so I stop irritating it further.

I hope that when I wake up tomorrow it will be all gone and I can put this behind me otherwise I have to go into Urgent Care and change up some of my drugs including my blood thinner I have to get 2 shots a day in my stomach of. These shots are something I have to do because they just cleared some blood clots and this medicine ensures they don't come back and I have to get the shots every 12 hours on the button for it to work right so I'm not keen on changing things up half way through.

I'm supposed to see my specialist on Nov 3rd and 5th to get the skinny on if I need further surgery to permanently fix the damage from the blood clots so I'm a bit nervous and this last week as you can tell from the JITR episodes didn't go smoothly so I really don't want to go back to the hospital.

Love you all and thank you for the support through this tough time. My arm is doing better but it is significantly more swollen today. My hand still works good and I Can type and play games which is something I haven't been able to do in a long time because of the pain in my hand from the blood circulation issues from the clot. So I guess I can still say I'm doing better overall and despite the pain and suffering I am going to come out the other end in better shape than when I went in and with a better prognosis so I'm happy about that.

It's really easy to lose track of the positives when the negatives just keep coming at your face. I'm scared to death to see the bills from the hospital and medications, etc even with my insurance since it always seems to bring up surprises and we always end up finding out it doesn't cover stuff it was supposed to even when they clear the stuff on the phone. 

I'll feel better once it's all paid for, etc and I know no other crazy stuff is going to pop out at me and I Can just go on living my life. I can't wait to feel good enough again to wake up in the morning and get a little exercise, eat some food, lives stream and make videos mon-sat like clock work and not have every single day be a wheel spin in the game of life with a bunch of 'bankrupt' options on the wheel. I just want to have some kind of predictability back to my life.

So many people seem to think if I just get a gastric bypass it will solve all my problems but I wish they would take a little more time to understand all the issues I'm dealing with isn't weight related. I want to lose weight though for other reasons but it won't help me with anything I'm dealing with today except maybe lessen the abuse I receive online from people that just hate fat people. 

I'll try to upload a JITR episode later depending on how much this round 3 of Benadryl does, if it knocks me out too much I won't be able to. I appreciate everything you guys do for us and I'm sorry you're not getting more of the regular content but I'm glad you're coming along for the ride where I regain my health and climb the hill and rebuild everything! 

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