Maoxfhan

I'm getting married next week!

Added 2023-01-10 21:04:01 +0000 UTC

Yes, 17.01.23!
I've prepared for this wedding for ...a year now? 15000$+ spent and 3000$ of debt and oh my...none of it went the way I/we wanted. Asian traditional wedding is...meh, it's a date for the adults/family/parents to show off their ego instead of cheering for their kids' happiness-at least in our case.
So, after burning all my savings for this day to come, how do I feel? I don't know!
Grateful, regret, joy, stress, anger, but happy. I realized that it doesn't matter what I feel about the wedding, it's just a day after all, with 24 hours. No matter how bad or good it is, go the way we wanted it to or not, or how badly I want to stop time because I'm so nervous before such a big event of mine, that day will still pass. And the savings, I still can earn it back as long as I'm not giving up and working hard.

What's more matters to me, is the excitement of getting onto this new journey with the girl that I love, having a place where we can both call it home, and improving together as artists (Yes, she's an artist, too! And I'm her mentor!). Can't wait for that day to come, and see you again in Feb!
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