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Just a little thank you post.

This isn't a post about any big decisions or changes, just a little background to maybe know about who you are supporting. I want to say thank you to everyone who has or is still supporting me.

I know my regular output pace changes now and then, and with that my mind isn't exactly always consistent either. As someone who's had self esteem issues, it can be tough for me to keep going all the time. In all honesty, I've come near giving up a few times, which is part of the reason I've bounced between discord and Patreon with a bit of silence as to why. My mind's always been a bit of a puzzle, and with the insanity of this pandemic even more so. None the less, we all persist and deal in our own ways, no matter how tough things get. Passion and creativity can be beautiful just as much as they can be destructive to the mind. I am still working to find that balance, but feel I am doing better than before.

Knowing I have support here, even if some leave, still warms my heart and gives me motivation to keep growing. So truly, thank you to all of you, your support means alot more than just some fluctuating numbers on a screen.

Comments

I'm a strong empath myself, which can be good and bad. I don't dive into the what-if's and how-so's as much as just trying to be present and aware. Despite what the virus is doing, it's more the lack of regular abilities that drags me down a bit. Now all that extra time comes here, which is great for production, but a heavy pace for the mind to keep up with. Thank you for your thoughts though, I appreciate the insight.

Thanks, I do believe that, but still have a struggle telling myself consistently, but as I said I am improving with this part of myself overtime. I get people doing their thing, no concern with that, I just like showing my gratitude to everyone regardless of their current position.

Thanks Ross, appreciate the kindness my friend.

Love ya brother! Your work is top, top notch

RossNutkinChan

Youll probably get a bunch, like myself, sympa or empa-thetic. Personally I'm bipolar and that causes many things that ultimately lead to alot of lack for self confidence. I'd like to say something about the 'pandemic' that would make you drop that weight but all I can say is that unless the basic flu we've all been accustomed to has also caused you the same issue that you may have had reason to let it weigh you down but I doubt the flu has really ever been much issue....that's what covid is, period, sure it's maybe a bit worse at the moment but its a newly circulating illness....it's not going to be anything, slowing the spread is ignorant and pointless proof being vaccination for a solution. it will HAVE to get around to everyone because its going nowhere. live your life and screw anyone that complains or claims you're whatever because you dont fall in line with the herd mentality they push upon the weak willed and the ones who lack basic understanding of life. as for your content we all became patrons for....should be self explanatory....you put out goood gooooood gooooooood stuff. doubt much of this is a help but i hope in some way it could be and i mean that with all sincerity!

Germloc

anyone who's played VAM for more than a month has your content locally. That'd make me very proud, if I could do that. People come and go from subs for 1,000 different reasons - almost none have anything to do with you. No one can take away your contribution to the community.

Bob Bobbyland

I really hope you don't run out of clean pants... Will send you some fresh pairs in the mail. Especially after linkle is finished 😉

It’s a pleasure to see and use your work. And explode my pants 😋

Orpheaned

Thank you, I agree that life is weird yet beautiful, basically my mind in a nutshell, plus a dash of crazy. The abundance of technology at our fingers, as you said, it's easy to forget alot of things. Slowing down is important of course, but being your own biggest critic & doubter can make that difficult... I appreciate your comment, and maybe do need to look more at appreciating the good in general.

We support you in all your endeavors. Mental health can be no joke sometimes, but just remember that there are others out there who care and want to be there to help if they can. Even if it's only over the internet. It's so easy to see the negatives in today's world with everything being right at our fingertips with our phones and tablets, and so easy to forget that there are good things and good people in the world still. Life is a weird, yet subtly beautiful thing sometimes. Maybe all it takes is for us to slow down and just appreciate it all; from the big, to the small. You're doing work on here that a lot of people couldn't do, me included. I think that in itself deserves some pride.

Witt witty


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