THE FEEDER DIARIES: FEBRUARY 2025

2/10/2025

My FWBs Belly Spilled out at 7/11

Me (m24) and my fwb (f24) went to 7/11 to get some snacks for a movie night off an edible and when we finished getting our snacks she realized that a sliver of her lower belly was hanging out because her hoodie rode up and her pjs rolled down so her jiggling stretchmarked covered lower belly hung over her sweatpants and beneath her hoodie.

Which caused her to have a slight panic attack about people in the store seeing her.

But honestly she's so short l'm not sure if anyone saw.

She looked frumpy, like a slob, sloppy and was really high and she had no bra so her boobs hung low and you could see her quarter sized nipples poke through and to top it off the slob had a ton of snacks in her hands.

She got two packs of gushers, Ben and Jerry's and salt and vinegar chips.

She's normally really conservative, dresses very nice and covers up her body, and always is wearing makeup.

It was a complete juxtaposition to how I saw her that morning when she swung by and dropped off a camera for my mom.

She was wearing a black v neck top that showed off her soft and perky cleavage and skinny jeans that showed off her curves and these sexy heeled boots vs later when she came over how round and short she looked wearing a tight dingy gray hoodie that had oil stains on them that had certainly seen better days and had at one point fit like a glove now was hugging her in all the wrong places. She had no bra to support her heavy hanging knockers. makeup stained loose sweatpants that made her look even more unkempt and her old battle worn crocs.

Honestly it was a little embarrassing being seen in public with her like this but also super hot....

2/23/2025

FWB Found Out I'm a Feeder

So a few nights ago my fwb came over for a sleepover. She took an edible, and I fed and fucked her, then rubber her belly all night long. Which is standard for us and usually she wakes up really early because she's in a masters program that's an hour away from my house.

So l'm used to her being gone by the time I wake up.

But instead of heading to class that morning there was a bit of a snow storm so her classes ended up being canceled and she was still here when I woke up and she was on my laptop... fear sunk in when I realized I probably didn't clear my search history.

I sort of froze not knowing what to say or do and laid there silently. I didn't know if she saw anything or not but then the silence when she noticed that I was awake and turned to me and said "I'm hungry...”

So honestly I just assumed she didn't see anything and didn't really think much about it.

I got up and made her a bowl of cereal. And then another one. And then made her a pop-tart. Every time I got her food she sort of rolled her eyes and gave me a weird look.

But l ignored it. I just thought maybe I was being a little annoying by kind of being pushy with offering her more and more food.

To me the morning was going great. I got to fill her up and then rub her bloated belly and she weirdly seemed more like accepting of it. She normally doesn't let me rub her belly unless I ask but today she offered. Even though she had a bit of an attitude.

To me it was just a typical Saturday morning but later on she FT me asking me to order her UberEats.

Which wasn't too out of the ordinary for her but it wasn't typical for her to ask on days I already fed her.

She wanted ramen and I agreed and then offered her an appetizer or a dessert to go along with it because this place had sushi and fried ice cream.

Two of her weaknesses.

She then replied: "Relax I'm not that hungry. Don't get a hard on over there."

I was confused and sort of taken a back? What did she mean? I mean feeding my little piggy always got me in the mood but like I didn't think she knew that.

I decided to play stupid

She then said: "I knew you liked thicker girls, but I didn't think you liked them downright fat."

Which was a bit ironic considering her dimensions. Being 4'11 and 220lbs. Which most would considered downright obese. Let alone fat.

She then revealed that she saw my search history which consisted of visiting sites such as Curvage and other bow sites. And called me out for wanting to make her fatter.

I'm not really sure how to continue to navigate this.

She seemed pretty upset but at the same time used this knowledge to literally continue the cause. I'm not sure to the extent she knows how deep I'm into this. I don't know if she suspects l'm a feeder or just into bows but since we've met and through out our past that consists of seeing eachother on and off she's gained 90lbs.

Has anyone else been caught like this or have any advice?

I was then asked:

How is your relationship with her after she found out about your interest in feederism? Has it recovered?

My response:

It’s been fine for the most part. I try to avoid topics that can steer the conversation in that direction at all cost. She hasn’t really said much about it either just a few like comments which have just been mostly jokes. Nothing negative honestly but it still like makes me feel a bit uncomfortable but we’ve both seem to make peace with it. I don’t think she knows I’m a feeder per se, but she definitely knows I like fat girls now. Which I never hid from her imo based off the fact I think she’s attractive. But all in all it hasn’t really changed too much. She slept over last night and didn’t hold back and demolished a whole triple dipper and cookie skillet from Chilis by herself last night and ate my left overs this morning. So I guess things haven’t changed much.