Hey everyone,
As you all noticed I have not posted this month. This is due to very serious mental health problems. I have been seriously struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, selfharm and dissociating.
Most days I cannot find the strength to even get out of bed due to traumatic experiences. I will not get into detail about my personal situation but I am willing to tell you it includes rape and (emotional) abuse.
I always try to do better but this month I have completely failed and have been drained mentally and physically. I have failed to inform you about my current situation due to shame and anxiety.
Do not worry about me, as I am currently in therapy and getting medication.
For this month, I will post all content of this month tomorrow. Unfortunately this will be very late within the month but I hope that for the short time being, you’ll be able to enjoy it. I will also drop next month’s content all together when that month starts.
For now, I cannot promise to ‘make it up’ by dropping more content or doing something special as I can’t even find the energy to get up in the morning and I have lost a lot of motivation. Doing shoots this way has become a struggle.
All I can say is I am sorry that you guys suffer from my mental health issues. If you feel wronged by how little I have posted this month, please contact me through Patreon messages and we can work something out.
I love you all. I wish you an amazing summer!
My deepest apologies,
Flore ❤️
Flore Pensaert
2021-06-30 21:16:14 +0000 UTCDustin Parker
2021-06-27 18:50:07 +0000 UTC