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Champion of Love and Hope - page 3 (NSFW)

I put way too much time on this page hahaha! I will streamline my process for the next one, I promise.

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Hehe that's a great compliment, thank you! I like to think that Finn is the full package 😛

Cabaret Bara

Haha thank you! And indeed, there's definitely a lack of maturity on Finn's part there imo.

Cabaret Bara

I’m strictly a bottom, but I must confess that student-Finn’s ass in the next-to-last panel looks so scrumptious that it could trigger a religious conversion 🥵

Tililou

I'm enjoying this "reboot". It's like a walk down memory lane, but with purpose and details. But man, calling a boyfriend 'perfect' is such a red flag. Rose tinted glasses there, for sure.

Jarrod

Thank you so much! I try my best to keep improving!

Cabaret Bara

This is starting out so good. You've come so far as an artist💖💖💖

Tia Solita

I'm so sorry you've been through all that. That sounds like a very painful relationship and that person sounds like an abusive asshole tbh. If it helps you feel a little less pain here, know that Sam isn't like that and that Finn has his fair share of blame in their break-up. Their situation isn't one-sided and although Finn is hurt - and legitimately so - Sam is too. Also, Finn wanting to go back to him is much less about Sam than it is about Finn not knowing who he is without him because he defines himself by the people around him instead of by who he is. That's why him wanting to be "good" is linked to him getting back with Sam in his mind. I don't wanna spoil the rest of the episode, but give it some time. I think you'll find that there's more nuance to their relationship than it appears. And thank you for sharing all this ❤

Cabaret Bara

Oh gawd… the new/younger Sam design looks just like my narcissistic sociopath ex who also made me think that everything was actually my fault when he was really the evil bastard responsible for my life blowing up, losing my best friends, my business, the home I’d spent years renovating and personalizing and so much other shit that took me YEARS to unpack and heal from… (it also took years to even discover all of the stuff he did and I just learned of something new last year, twenty years later, and I thought it couldn’t get worse than embezzling tens of thousands of dollars, cheating on me with our 17 year old employee,when he was 26, or stealing from a non-profit and causing their collapse, which resulted in the organizer becoming homeless… but it turns out he actually managed to top that) Anyway… I had such a visceral reaction to Finn blaming himself in that last panel and I knew it felt personal but I was trying to figure out why it was affecting me quite so much because, sure it was kinda personal but it’s been so long that I can empathize with a kid feeling that way but it’s not like *personal* personal anymore… then I scrolled back over and seeing Sam again after finishing the full page hit me totally different cuz the first time it was Sam but the second time it’s was HIM… All that to say… you did a very good job capturing the very real internal conflict and cognitive dissonance that can happen after the end of a relationship and how you can be convinced that you’re 100% at fault in a situation where you’re, at most, carrying equal blame, or even almost wholly blameless… and the desperation of wanting them back even after enough time has passed that you really should have started to figure out that your perception wasn’t really in harmony with reality… I never really liked Sam to begin with, and how quickly he and Cliff clicked was a major red flag back in Red Menace times, but this one image of him looking like a 20-something version of my ex just turned him into the true villain in Finn’s hero journey for me I also love that Sean is just being supportive and being THERE for him and not pushing or trying to vilify Sam or convince Finn of anything so Finn can work through things in his own… Ok… therapy session done 🤣

Dan DesRosiers

Oooh thanks for noticing haha. I'm sure it's one of her comfort games.

Cabaret Bara

Haha I couldn't not include it.

Cabaret Bara

Awwww thank you! That hoodie is actually very meaningful to me. It's paying homage to my husband's favourite My Hero Academia toque which he lost a while back. But it's also not-so-subtle foreshadowing and just Finn's vibe haha.

Cabaret Bara

In terms of appearance, I would say I don't fully look like any of them. In terms of personality I think I'm a mix between Ben and Chéri.

Cabaret Bara

I've tried it in the past and I know I'm making things more difficult for myself, but nothing looks as good as drawing it by hand every time 😩

Cabaret Bara

Oooh love Jade’s Isaac shirt! I’ve sunk far too many hours into that game (since its initial flash version LONG before Rebirth!)

professorlitwick

Que anime girl running with toast montage

RedRoo

There’s too much to love about this page, but I’m going to focus on Finn’s shirt that says “you can become a hero” and the image of Sean comforting him in the rain. I just love that sweet himbo.

Adam Lunter

@Cabaret Bara I'm curious which of your characters would you say you most resemble?

Kezza929

There's gotta be a way to streamline adding walls of body hair. Using layers and a liquefy filter to sculpt it?

suorpio

Say it louder, I don't think he heard you lol

Cabaret Bara

Aaaaah 🙈 merci! This episode is a lot of work, but it's also SO MUCH FUN!!!! It's gonna be hard to decide which panels to make into prints for the April VIP rewards 🤔

Cabaret Bara

Hahaha thank you for always saying this. I do feel like I reaaaally pack a lot of content into these pages, but if I didn't, we'd end up with 40+ pages per comic.

Cabaret Bara

Haha I do think it gives him a more "youthful" charm. Despite his stature, it makes him look like a big kid to me 😛

Cabaret Bara

Hahaha thank you! Baldur stealing socks is absolutely based on Freya stealing socks irl. She has one right now and I consider it lost. She'll defend it with her life.

Cabaret Bara

Be gay, do crime : eat the pineapple pizza.

Félix, from Paris

Aaaah thank you so much! I started putting more effort into the characters' outfits because I think it helps make them feel more "real". It's hard because it requires more research, but I'm so happy it's appreciated. Thank you for all your kind words. You guys are the reason I get to create this and I wanna make it the best that I can for you in return. ❤

Cabaret Bara

Now I'm curious!

Cabaret Bara

Dude needs to let go of the delusion of getting back with his ex and move on with his life.

Gary Richard

Haha it's okay, there will be pages with more O'Connors and less reading in the future too :P

Cabaret Bara

🫂

Cabaret Bara

Aaaaw thank you! I do love when Jade gets her well-deserved love. As for Sean, I think Finn sees him that way too.

Cabaret Bara

Veni, vidi, vici. 😜 Thank you!

Cabaret Bara

Pineapple on pizza?! 😱😝

Krall

I can see why it took time: It's so good! So much motion, detail, copper body fur and hotness! Just a lot of color and life, man. Just... fuggin' hell, bro 🤩 j'adore!!

Griffin Barrows

Ollie this is more than one page of content so streamlining the process is not a thing. Now I love EVERY BIT of this, and Baldur is Habibi's accomplice!!

Allan Meyer

I still am in love with Finn’s ‘old’ haircut

Night Haunter

Your work and story just keep getting more and more amazing! Falling even deeper in love with sweet Finn, my crush on the best big bro/daddy Sean continues to grow! And precious little Baldur in the background stealing socks AND my heart. Bravo Ollie! Flawless work as always!

Jonathan Marion

So much to love & swoon over here: Sean being the best, most handsome & supportive big brotherbear ever; Finn (in overalls 😍) & Jade being the cutest/fiercest most GOALS BFF duo on the face of the planet; Finn living up to his Sweetest King Himbo reputation - and seeing him in so many hot/adorable outfits, one right after another! I even love the size difference 'tween him & his ex when they're all hugged up on each other. Sooooo loving this origin story, O, you're brightening my day everytime I get an update notification - keep up the magical fantastic work! ❤️‍🔥

Dricx86

I wish we could use gifs, because what i want to express cannot be said in words

happilyevil321

two O'Connor, two redheads, two sets of beautiful blue eyes, so many freckles 🥵. I lose the ability to read with something so beautiful

BineCou

💔

Marin Gouin

Page came out amazing and aaaa!!! Jade, our queen!!! She appears already. I do gotta admit, Sean is probably life goals. Happy, loving relationship, runs a good business, can support fam. 💜💜

SpicyRamen

I see it, I click it, I "heart" it, I read it, I love it. 😜

Félix, from Paris


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