Toxic boyfriend wakes you up in a jealous rage (m4a)
Added 2024-08-25 15:16:35 +0000 UTCIt's been a long time since we got toxic around here, hasn't it? And judging by the comments, many of you are seriously pining for some radioactive boyfriend action. Don't worry; I gotchu covered. Please do read the content warning on this one before proceeding -- it's the real deal! Happy Sunday, cuties ❤️🔥😘
POV: You're fast asleep when you're startled awake by your boyfriend. He's in a jealous rage, claiming you called your ex-boyfriend's name in your sleep. The more you try to calm him down and comfort him, the more cruel and venomous he becomes. He even threatens to leave... but you'll do ~anything~ you can to keep him here in bed.
CW: This episode portrays highly toxic relationship dynamics. The speaker character is jealous, possessive, insecure, and sometimes paranoid. He attempts to emotionally punish the listener character for events outside of their control (i.e. noises they made while sleeping) with demeaning language (e.g. "you're disgusting"), sadistic demands (e.g. "call your ex and tell him you don't love him"), and threats of abandonment (e.g. "I'm leaving. We're done"). He calls the listener character untrustworthy, claims they are having an "emotional affair," and attributes his own actions to his "love" for the listener character. He uses a variety of tones (e.g. sarcastic, belittling, aggressive, etc.) intended to hurt them. He is at one point overwhelmed with emotion and begins to cry. The listener character consensually initiates sex with the speaker character to "prove" they love him. During the sex scene, the speaker character uses highly possessive and objectifying language (e.g. "I own you", "every part of you is mine") and prompts the speaker to echo this language. He consensually puts a hand on the listener character's throat (17:55-18:00) and another hand over their mouth (18:28-18:37) and prompts them to respond nonverbally ("blink if you love me") to his sexual provocations. At one point, the speaker character deliberately leaves a consensual bite mark on the listener character's neck (21:35-22:08) to signify that they "belong to" him, calling it his "brand" on their body. He becomes needy and emotional after orgasming, offering an incoherent apology and saying he doesn't "know what's real." The pet name "baby" is used once.
Note that this content is entirely fictional and all sexual acts are simulated. All characters portrayed are 18+ years of age.
Comments
"i'm sorry i'm crazy." hahaha we're in this boat together, buddy! i would exacerbate the issue by going, "aww did you get jealous? did my uncontrollable subconscious irritate you? 😮💨" but same. especially if it was a dream where he cheated on me 😅 interesting that the listener came afterwards. it's been a while since i've heard that.
Maria
2025-10-03 22:14:31 +0000 UTCI haven't even listened to this yet but I'm tearing up at the description. My ex woke me up in a rage because I put together his keyboard before it was "finished drying" (it was, he just wanted something to fight about). Turns out he was cheating. Live and learn, and good riddance.
tits_mgee
2025-10-01 23:32:44 +0000 UTCDid he ever find his socks, cause even I got concerned?
Marie
2025-08-10 07:13:20 +0000 UTCThe acting and emotion in this felt really real, which is great. I'll be honest, though, the intro left me feeling very sad and very stressed after listening. Just keyed on some stuff that's a raw nerve for me irl. (Not a critique of you, also. Your CW are clear, but I was curious.) If this guy was real I would've told him to get gone and don't let the door hit him in the ass on the way out.
MJ
2025-07-30 00:26:19 +0000 UTCDid I purposely go back and pick an older episode to try a new trope that I've never really had any interest in listening to. Yes I did. I knew this episode was gonna make me feel some type of way. I'm not a jealous person, one of my favorite sayings is "sharing is caring." So the whole scene is so foreign, and kinda icky for me. BUT I was still engaged, and intrigued on how a couple like that "resolves" things. Gotta hand it to the Man, he knows how to spin a good yarn and keep you hooked💜 All that being said, I kinda need an orgy to feel clean again.😈🤣
Pamela
2025-04-27 06:02:49 +0000 UTChe needs a comeback ngl
rvreve
2025-02-25 17:41:41 +0000 UTCI'm not sure where you pull your emotional inspiration from to perform something like this with as much convincability as you do, but it works. The opening sequence was on point. Then, from the time the speaker takes the top position through the end just worked *wonders* for me, especially with all of the ownership talk. The crazy thing is that even though this technically falls under the toxic category, it didn't really feel toxic, just like someone in emotional pain that needed reassurance. I wanted to give him a hug and tell him it's all going to be ok. Thanks for the meal and for keeping it not too toxic.
Ms. Elf
2025-01-19 04:38:35 +0000 UTCThe toxic thing usually isn't my type but ngl this one just feels kinda sad like a misunderstanding or smth. The bf doesn't seem super toxic, tbh the listener character almost seems toxic too at first. I probably read too much into this bc I've been in similar situations, but I still enjoyed it 😊💕 The growl when he bit their neck was 🫠🫠🫠
Ann Harlow
2025-01-10 04:24:30 +0000 UTCMay this toxic love find me😍😍
Agent Paper
2025-01-06 21:59:05 +0000 UTCThis sounds like a recording of me and my toxic ex, especially the sex after. you’re gonna make me unblock him… pls make more of these so I can listen to you instead of him😭😭😭
Destinee
2024-12-29 03:40:19 +0000 UTCI’m not usually into toxic but I was curious. This was more emotional than I expected. Acting was on point, I felt his pain. Do I want to fix him or do I just like hearing men upset? Help 😩
Soto
2024-12-07 06:26:23 +0000 UTCIt wasn't as toxic as I thought tbh. It felt more like just an emotionally unstable boyfriend that has been hurt many times so he has trust issues. Quite sad.
YuumiSnow
2024-11-15 12:02:11 +0000 UTCOmg, same, I was like “as the listener… am I gas lighting him? Am I flirting with other guys?” 😅
Jessica
2024-10-21 02:59:41 +0000 UTCThanks, A.okay! No forums at present, just the comments ❤️
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2024-10-13 19:10:18 +0000 UTCYou're a good person dda... you don't know what's toxic... putting into the listener's character I felt like the toxic one tbh. The speaker is so insecure he needs lots of cuddles. Also... lol "I know you know I know" and "where are my socks" Is there a forum for us fans to chit chat? I'm dying to talk to a fan fren... Thanks for the good work again, love it! 💐
A.okay
2024-10-01 16:52:05 +0000 UTCDammnn this is my first time listening the full version and this is rlly on the next lev🔥🔥 Totally my new guilty pleasure
susie
2024-09-12 03:49:57 +0000 UTCWelcome! 💖
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2024-09-07 09:47:09 +0000 UTCAaaaarrhh this trembling hurt voice, so good Moans in this one just top tier, hard breathing and panting 😮💨 HOT And its the best orgazming sounds so far, so real and emotional
asmr_kotya
2024-09-06 16:27:28 +0000 UTCFirst time listening to this! Just wow! Your voice is so HOT!! This is the reason why I subbed!
Emily Hicks
2024-09-05 18:45:22 +0000 UTCThe toxic stuff. So goood 🔥🧡 and the ending 😩🥵
Sakura Vulp
2024-08-31 04:27:32 +0000 UTCOkay, so I always read the CWs, because it’s a part of my ritual when listening to one of your audios. Honestly your write-ups are in and of themselves quite interesting, often very stirring. This one was no different. I have to wonder if you were able to do the sock lines straight-faced or if it took a few goes. And one more thing that’s at least kinda funny? When you tell the listener to say your name, I say “Deep.” Because as far as I’m concerned you’re Deep Dark. Mr. Dark, if we’re nasty.
Elle Driver
2024-08-30 20:08:23 +0000 UTC...ya comfort part2 is needed...🤧🤧🤧💕
Nandita
2024-08-30 06:36:20 +0000 UTCHaha that's the spirit
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2024-08-29 13:23:04 +0000 UTCIt's not for everybody! I try to be very, very clear in the CW. Hope you all are listening responsibly ❤️
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2024-08-29 13:22:45 +0000 UTCI'm not a mean person. I'm a people pleaser and I don't like conflict 🥲 Not into this MC but I love your voice 🥹❤️ but, I feel a bit shaken and hurt hearing you speak like you're really hurt and angry 😭 Makes me want to apologize 🥹 But also, your voice sounds so nice when angry 😭 I'm so effed up 😭😭😭
Kasu
2024-08-29 08:11:38 +0000 UTCI don't think I'm a mean person but this made me laugh, especially when he couldn't find his socks.
Katherine
2024-08-29 05:14:38 +0000 UTCYesss!! Toxic boyfriend is back, I was so excited for this episode when I saw it today and I stayed so invested throughout 💀 so hot when he calls himself crazy, I love it.
Fishbowl
2024-08-28 17:43:27 +0000 UTCHaha this one hurt my feelings 🙃
Divina
2024-08-28 17:43:23 +0000 UTCI don't think I've ever commented on your audios before but this one felt a bit... different. This is actually the very first audio I haven't been able to listen to all the way through. I guess I wasn't expecting ACTUAL toxicity? I understand this kind of content might be an outlet for some people, but the heavy blaming and gaslighting was not it for me, it was even somewhat distressing Still looking forward to you next audios though, I've been absolutely loving everything else you've worked so hard on for us this whole time ♡ And for all of you guys who had to endure similar situations, don't forget that you're not responsible, it's not your fault 💕
Kajou
2024-08-28 07:29:45 +0000 UTCNot going to lie, I was stressed and almost a little angry until speaker started crying about his sock. The “I can’t believe this is happening again” completely shifted my perspective. He was scared. Does it excuse being mean? No, but man did it set up a very vulnerable and complex scene. Beyond just the erotic stuff, your character writing is stunning. 🖤
Bunnybear 🎀
2024-08-28 04:41:31 +0000 UTCI want a p2 being a comfort audio now 😭😭
Makayla
2024-08-28 04:18:48 +0000 UTCOh toxic DDA lfg 🫠💋 " omg wow u playing this character so freaking well am loving it 💖 " were are my socks and I will get out here were the fuck are my socks " lol 😆 😄 😂 🤣 I burst out laughing god this is giving me flash backs though I was with a toxic ex for 13 years I couldn't escape him he would consent excuse me of cheating and one of the times was a dream like this I got shivers but the sock part brought me out it as always DDA reminded me it's your Amazing self acting and that am safe now and omg the sex scene was hot 🔥 🥵 I would just like to send everyone a HUGE HUG 🫂 WHO NEEDS ONE LIVING WITH TRAUMA OR PAST TRAUMA AINT EASY BUT YOU GOT THIS GUYS JUST TAKE BABY STEPS EACH WAY YOU WILL GET STRONGER EACH DAY I DID AND NOW IN A LOVING RELATIONSHIP FOR 1ST TIME IN 4 YEARS 💖💖💖 THANKYOU DDA ♥️ ❤️ 💖
Cutie09💓
2024-08-28 02:32:14 +0000 UTCGet well soon, Doña! Hopefully, whatever you have will go away soon! 🫂
Pandora Mauve
2024-08-27 15:06:20 +0000 UTCI could listen to you 💦 all day and it would be bliss
StitchKitty
2024-08-27 15:06:19 +0000 UTCThere has to be something wrong with me because I'm like I can fix him.🥴 Ugh thankfully I've read and learned to just nearly dodge these bullets. I empathize with the feelings but the communication needs work. Apparently it's about more than just the sock. 🥺 The, "I can't believe this happened to me again."Who hurt you the first time?!😭This character has the audacity to think he was settled for with a voice like that, so silly. This has been the audio I've been waiting for? I'm so confused but satisfied and its mind boggling. Loved the update, thank you!🩷
Sugar and Spice
2024-08-27 07:04:38 +0000 UTC🫂🫂🫂🫂
Ruby
2024-08-27 05:27:42 +0000 UTC🫂
Ruby
2024-08-27 05:26:16 +0000 UTCI know I’m cooked cause I actually thought this was romantic 😅 I mean showing someone one of your messy/darker sides and still being loved by them? Seems like it only happens in fiction o(╥﹏╥)o ♡
Lauren ♡
2024-08-27 02:15:28 +0000 UTCSkipping this one ❤️ But sending love and horniness (literally always)
nightbluesky
2024-08-27 00:52:11 +0000 UTCThe way you react on ‘our’ actions while you tell us what to do… and we do it anyways… so effing hot….
Maxim
2024-08-27 00:37:11 +0000 UTCNo problem and thank you for listening and for your kind words. ☺️💞 I also forgot to mention that I agree with the creative writing process of DD and exploring different characters—it really makes it a diverse asmr experience! ☺️
dark-vigilant
2024-08-26 20:14:36 +0000 UTCSo sorry you went through that, and I'm happy you had the strength and courage to walk away from that toxic relationship 🫂 thank you for sharing that part of your life ❤️
V
2024-08-26 20:10:19 +0000 UTCWell, I don't like anything toxic (mostly because of childhood traumas) I jumped a few parts so I didn't hear much of the toxic words, the sex was steamy and hot and sensual. how fast do we need to blink? fast as the wings of a hummingbird? slow as a cat? (fun fact: when a cat blinks slowly with their eyes when you look at them, they show you that they love you :D) thank you so much for being you :D
Queen Zelda
2024-08-26 18:10:15 +0000 UTCAaawww gracias nene ☺️ tan dindo ❤️💋🫂🫂🫂🫂
Doña Yayi
2024-08-26 17:43:39 +0000 UTC❤️💋🫂🫂🫂🫂
Doña Yayi
2024-08-26 17:42:55 +0000 UTCAww yeah mejórate pronto, Doña! ❤️
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2024-08-26 17:14:17 +0000 UTCGet well soon Doña Yayi🖤🖤!
SaintShy
2024-08-26 16:56:24 +0000 UTCI will say it helped me learn red flags and what I didn’t want in a significant other. Also to stand up for myself and not put up with anyone’s shit. I have no ill will towards him. Karma’s a bitch though. 🤷🏻♀️ From what I heard from a mutual friend several years ago, he has to tiptoe around his wife.
Pandora Mauve
2024-08-26 16:45:59 +0000 UTCHaha yeah, I don’t want to spoil myself with the CW bc I want the full unspoiled asmr experience. 😅 Yes, you’re right. He was manipulative because he refused to listen to the listener and was hell bent on the “cheating” accusation. I know that “heartbeat skip” you’re talking about. It’s a fear-based mini panic attack (not trying to make ‘mini’ sound light or not serious) . Not to drop my personal story here, but I thought I give this story some perspective and maybe if someone else can relate. I had the unfortunate experience of going through a similar experience like this toxic-jealous-bf. Constantly having to “prove my love” for someone who always thought I was talking to another guy. He would always assume and get mad, and I would have those “heartbeat panic attacks” that I mentioned earlier and would overcompensate to reassure that I really wasn’t talking to anyone. It got to the point where I would isolate myself socially and virtually, and he was the only one I would talk to. I didn’t realize the toxic red flags at the time bc I didn’t know it was toxic. I can’t even say I was in denial bc to be in denial, you have to be aware to a certain extent. I was purely blind and manipulated. Not only that but I believe that he didn’t show his true toxicity until later so it was a gradual boil. Another thing was that his lies kept me in the dark so it really warped my reality. He had me under his control, and he knew it. 2 years later, I broke up with him. It was the time away from him after the breakup that really made me realize how toxic and controlling he was. I couldn’t even tell what was real or fake anymore. It took some time for me to put myself back together. As for the character in this story, I am able to relate and also remove my feelings and genuinely feel bad for him. As for my ex, in real time, he only cried when I called it quits because I was no longer under his control. This may sound cold but I can confidently say that he never truly did “love” me because he knew the whole time what he was doing and just played me like a puppet. So there’s that…sorry, I don’t mean to sound heavy here, but I thought I just share a relatable story esp since you mentioned the “heartbeat” thing. It kinda just lit up in my head.
dark-vigilant
2024-08-26 16:33:34 +0000 UTC🫂
Ruby
2024-08-26 16:30:20 +0000 UTCOof, this hits so close to home (a friend and family relationships). You hit the nail on the head with this character. But sex still sounds so 🔥 🥵.
MeridianSkye
2024-08-26 16:15:14 +0000 UTCAaawwww fuckin boooo ☹️☹️☹️☹️ i cant believe i missed out on this yesterday. My health has been fuckin shitty for the past few daaaysss i cant stand it. Fever was ridiculously high and i have ear infección in both ears and the pain is pure DEATH!!!! 🤬🤬🤬😡😡😡😡 . Don dark im gonna take a listen to this but without my earphones. Thank gods im home alone! Cant touch my ears with anything cuz I'll start wailin more louder than la fuckin LLORONAAAAAA 😤😤😤😤😤😤. Uuuggghh i feel so shitty! Well from what i see in the comments i see the speaker changed from sweet to major " TOOL " lol. And cryin over a sock???? Oh sir mmmm 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️ lol let me take a listen. I send you butterfly kisses far away so i do not pass my germs don dark. This is a nice and healthy community!!!! " butterfly hugs and kisses for don dark and the don dark girlies " ❤️🫂💋💋💋💋 now i put myself in the -----> ova there....no more spreading germs!
Doña Yayi
2024-08-26 15:42:11 +0000 UTCI also didn't read the content warning 😅 I never do! I agree with you on the things you pointed out, I felt like he was so insecure with a lack of self worth and self esteem too. I also, as the listener, felt the urgent need to reassure him and prove my love. I also felt like he was manipulative at some point...I don't know. I've listened to a lot of DD up until now and this one made my heart skip a beat but not in a good way... however, I believe he should take this as a compliment and I love that he's experimenting with different characters 😊 He's an amazing content creator ❤️
V
2024-08-26 14:16:33 +0000 UTCDD: “please read the content warning” Me: *clicks play* My reaction: 😨😰😥🥹😏 Honestly, the character being a toxic sub was an interesting and different trope from the usual dom trope. He used his sub to become dom. The fact that he got that mad over a dream already tells you how insecure he was—not just jealous. He used the listener’s love to be the base of their relationship which is of course toxic bc it has to go both ways. So the listener feels the need to “prove” their love to him by soothing him. I was shocked to hear him cry. I wasn’t sure if I heard it right but reading the other comments confirmed it for me. I did feel bad when he cried looking for his sock. I feel like him searching for “the lost sock” wasn’t just him wanting to leave but it was a metaphor for feeling “lost in love.” He feels that if the listener doesn’t give 100% of their love to him all the time, then it’s just automatically betraying him, therefore, he believes they’re cheating on him. So yeah, our toxic boy got some issues, but I think he just has a misguided love perspective. He really just needs a hug and perhaps some therapy. As always, the steamy part is always ON FIRE. 🥰🫦🔥
dark-vigilant
2024-08-26 13:54:44 +0000 UTCI've woken up screaming on a number of occasions. Sometimes I'm crying too. The cupcake dream was kind of silly, but the emotions I felt were intense! And some of my other dreams are downright terrifying!
JL
2024-08-26 13:39:54 +0000 UTCYeah lol I was caught off guard at the beginning too. 😅😭 I’m like, this is not usual DD but it definitely was an interesting emotional rollercoaster to experience. ☺️
dark-vigilant
2024-08-26 13:26:50 +0000 UTCWhat’s funny is, most people will go through that episode of madness, at different levels of course, but madness anyways. The pain and fear of the speaker’s insecurity was marvelously depicted. With all of my personal development I still felt the instinct to hug and comfort him and somehow show him that he was THE MC of my life. I can’t imagine what I would feel if I heard a partner moan an ex’s name in their sleep.
Mini Maus
2024-08-26 12:06:43 +0000 UTCThe truth is, we all have a tiny place in ourselves to be and to like toxicity cause nobody is perfect. I thought too that the level of crazy in this character was perfect. I wouldn’t want to be in a relationship with someone that gets triggered by a dream, yet I’m 100% sure that WE ALL feel a bit shitty if a partner were to say a ex’s name in their sleep. 🤭
Mini Maus
2024-08-26 11:45:17 +0000 UTC🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I lol and loved your comment. We all secretly love us a tinny bit of assholish behavior.
Mini Maus
2024-08-26 11:42:03 +0000 UTCHugs, Noon. I'm very grateful you (and others) are exercising good judgment and steering clear 🤍
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2024-08-26 11:37:22 +0000 UTCWhew, hugs on that dark memory, Michelle ❤️
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2024-08-26 11:34:31 +0000 UTCThank you so much, LadyJ ❤️
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2024-08-26 11:33:10 +0000 UTCWoke up screaming! So funny, JL
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2024-08-26 11:32:30 +0000 UTCWhat a fucking loser this guy is…. I love this asshole lol
Noe
2024-08-26 08:11:42 +0000 UTCThis one was Too triggering
Evie Fans
2024-08-26 06:27:45 +0000 UTCI just skipped the drama & went straight to the hot stuff. It was delicious.
BrokenAlice
2024-08-26 06:17:53 +0000 UTCUgh I was debating if I should listen to this one because toxic one isn’t my thing and at the end of this I concluded it’s not!! I want to find that sock that stick it up in the character’s mouth!! I got mixed emotions, when he started crying like do I tell myself am I falling into something he wants me to feel.. did something happened in his past that led him to feel so insecure about being loved. And then the listener character pov do I have to keep proving this way to show and affirm my love?.. Ive never been in this type of situation before and I think this audio makes me want to give a hug to those who experienced it. 🫂 Thank you Mr. D ❤️, I cannot imagine mentally how you prep yourself when doing these character.
Ruby
2024-08-26 03:11:12 +0000 UTC✨Don’t you just love when men cry 🤌🏽✨Absolutely loved this one! I could feel your despair and desperation. Bravo!!!!
OnSatansLap
2024-08-26 03:03:46 +0000 UTCOh, boy. This hits a little close to home for me. 😬 I had a really toxic ex years ago that acted like this. I’m pretty sure I’ve made mention of him in past comments. That was 5-6 years of a roller coaster ride I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I probably wasn’t in the best mindset to listen to this one, because this toxic dude would’ve gotten my feisty attitude. I’ve been in fight mode from work. That fuse got real short real quick. Otherwise, I find the people that are like this with their SO tend to have abandonment issues or something along those lines. Makes me sad that a person can do that to someone else. Anyway, the sex part was hot. It just was kind of bittersweet for me strictly for the situation that led to it. As always, you are a master of the craft. 😉
Pandora Mauve
2024-08-26 03:03:06 +0000 UTCI couldn't get past the anxiety of this whole f-ed up situation. At the point where the character said "I don't know what's real anymore," I felt like the Listener has to take over control in order for the relationship to make sense. This one was rough to hear. Your voice acting was spot on as usual. ❤️
Shellbelle
2024-08-26 02:43:32 +0000 UTCAfter listening from just 14:20 to the end, my conclusion is that this is a desperately sad story. Even the sex feels sad to me. There is one segment of biting (21:36 -22:00) that could be pretty hot if it were in a different story line. Usually, the pinning, hands on the throat and mouth and the claiming aspects would do it for me, but the speaker is saying all of these things from a place of emotional weakness which I personally do not find attractive. I know you can't please all of the people all of the time so I am not disappointed. You have given me plenty of other stories that I truly love.
Michelle
2024-08-26 02:28:50 +0000 UTC🫂
Ruby
2024-08-26 02:24:40 +0000 UTCi feel like your sexual creativity really shines in this one. both the beginning and the end of the sex act were sooo pleasantly surprising (esp that ending). love this kinda character, such a sexy and angsty dynamic to indulge in 🩵🩵🩵
Emma 🫧
2024-08-26 02:19:43 +0000 UTCOmg the beginning almost made me cry I was like why are you so mean 🥲🥲 but as always it’s incredible how you can teleport us in your beautiful story lines it just feels so real I love that 🌹 please keep going sir.👍
Loulou Bami
2024-08-26 02:08:01 +0000 UTCYou did an excellent job, I was starting to get emotional myself when you didn't believe the Character... then the cry for your socks. You really have a talent for sure. ALSO BLINK IF YOU LOVE ME!? TOOK ME OUT!!
Shamtaro
2024-08-26 01:38:25 +0000 UTCI got so sad when he starting crying. I know the relationship depicted here is not good but I couldn't help wanting to comfort him in some way. I don't know what that says about me as a person but seeing anyone crying breaks my heart 💔
Nox
2024-08-26 01:15:12 +0000 UTCOf all the absurd things said in this episode...DD...when you said "you're disgusting", it hit me like a ton of bricks 😢 I was so caught off guard—I’m not used to hearing you say those kinds of things 😅 You really played the part! Oh, and the finale was a really nice surprise 🔥 I wasn’t expecting it either 🫠 Another great performance as always, DD 😘 P.S. I really hope you found your sock 😁
V
2024-08-26 00:12:31 +0000 UTCI was in the middle of editing when I saw this notification and I just couldn't wait to enjoy! 🫠 This audio left some cracks in my heart. I felt so sad towards both the listener and the boyfriend. I know it was going to be a toxic audio but hearing your voice waver and catch when confronting the listener made me tear up. Truly an amazing job on this, you were on fire during that recording day 👏 🔥 I think hugs are needed and maybe some ice cream, who wants some? 🤗
Nox
2024-08-25 23:00:12 +0000 UTCIf I ever had a brain eating amoeba, it'd probably die hungry. Nice audio and great work per usual 💖
Brunette
2024-08-25 22:55:08 +0000 UTCWell said! I agree -- art can be a conduit for processing difficult emotions and experiences. ❤️
JL
2024-08-25 21:40:31 +0000 UTCOmg its so cute that the Chara acts so tough but the orgasam sound is so whiny and pathetic
Phos!
2024-08-25 19:42:46 +0000 UTCMe skipping through all the mean words to get to the steamy sexy part 🙂↕️🙂↕️
Phos!
2024-08-25 19:31:29 +0000 UTCi HATED him, so i guess you did a good job with all the toxicness :D
Geneveva
2024-08-25 19:25:28 +0000 UTCYour socks got lost in a time warp. 😜 Gosh, this is so different from the sweet hubby audio, but oh, so good! It was a good recording day, indeed! So, you want to know what I was dreaming about? Do ya, really? Usually I'm dodging bullets, trying to find my classroom, or trying to hold my teeth in as they're falling out. My favourite: I was in a baking competition and misplaced my cupcakes. Woke up screaming! 😭
JL
2024-08-25 19:25:12 +0000 UTCWow, what an emotional rollercoaster! I have no idea how you do it, but I’m genuinely impressed by your range, your voice, and your depth. You managed to make me sympathize with the character, even though it was a toxic portrayal. The way you capture those emotions and that uncertainty is truly an art, and I’ll admit, I shed a few tears. Unfortunately, I’ve never been so wanted that someone said things like ‘you belong to me,’ which might be why I’m personally triggered by such moments. I’m deeply grateful to have found you in this vast world of the internet. It’s amazing how art can touch us so deeply, making us feel and connect even with difficult or toxic scenarios. The way you bring out the humanity and complexity in these characters is remarkable. That connection, the ability to see ourselves or understand a character’s perspective so vividly, is truly powerful. It’s a gift to experience such depth of emotion and to know there are creators out there, like you, who can bring that to life. Thank you for what you do!
LadyJ
2024-08-25 19:16:33 +0000 UTCI dub this episode “Psychosis Sex” 🙊 they should play this in college psych classes lol
Cat
2024-08-25 19:15:23 +0000 UTCWhat a wonderful Sunday treat. As always, your VA skills are so freaking impressive. You can make any character you choose to do so believable. The emotions I went through listening to this were just dizzying. I was irritated, mad, sad, frustrated, and aroused as fuck. When the speaker started crying, it was heartbreaking in spite of knowing that he was being so delusional and toxic. The sex scene was of course very hot as usual, but the finish was especially emotional. It really got to me. You are incredible, DDA! ❤️😩🥲🥵🔥💦❤️
Pam 701
2024-08-25 18:57:57 +0000 UTCMaybe it's just my frame of mind today, but the only thing I could feel while listening to this was sad. Sadness for the speaker's feelings of deep insecurity because he's afraid he's not making the listener as happy as the ex did. Sadness for the listener who is trying to reassure the speaker that even if the ex was in the dream, it doesn't mean they want to go back to that person. Sadness at the emotional desperation of both in trying to use sex as a way to heal something that really needs addressed at a psychotherapy level. I have been through a similar scenario. During a rough patch in one of my relationships, I was caught glancing at my exes' house as we passed it on the highway. Immediately, he was angry and started spouting out so many of the same things this speaker just said. It all boiled down to fear that my life had been better with my ex than it was with him. I had to remind him of all of the very good reasons that I left my ex in the first place and all of the reasons I was happy to be with him in order for him to calm down. As far as the sexy parts of this, I will have to wait a little while and just listen to that piece independent of the opening story line. I have never been able to go straight into sex after an emotionally charged argument like this. What this means Love, is that your writing and acting skills are par excellence. The emotions you brought out in this were palpable enough that I empathized with both of your characters.
Michelle
2024-08-25 18:21:17 +0000 UTCWow! An amazing roller-coaster of emotions! My mind is still buzzing!
Sherri
2024-08-25 18:05:47 +0000 UTCwait oh no why was this so hot and why is it also about to be on repeat for the next few days (note to self: hide bf's socks so you have more time to convince him to stay in bed with you)
Sabrina
2024-08-25 17:34:37 +0000 UTCTo all of us 🤭🤭🤭
Mini Maus
2024-08-25 17:32:05 +0000 UTCIt is good, don’t fret, the level of dominance was different yet oh so sweet
Mini Maus
2024-08-25 17:31:43 +0000 UTCGawd damn I just got myself off to this. The sorry at the end gave me Goosebumps. • The power of that sense of ownership, exactly the counterpart to the sense of belonging we want to feel. • Although a very free person very jealous of my autonomy, nothing makes me feel more fiery 🔥than knowing I’m wanted to the verge of obsession. • Thanks DD for another delicious treat 😘
Mini Maus
2024-08-25 17:29:20 +0000 UTCoh dude. You're such a good actor, and this is so sinister! I'm only half way through but I'm kinda losing it rn. I'm like 1000% immune to raging assholes who raise their voice and yell and are physically imposing/aggressive but I am equally susceptible to being overly empathetic. I felt really deeply for the speaker character, especially when he said "I can't believe this is happening to me again" and cried a bit. He's obviously got shit he needs to work through and he's taking it out on his partner (and of course this is toxic and the listener character doesn't deserve to be treated this way) but I genuinely feel so sorry for the guy. Then I'm like--oh shit. I am totally vulnerable to this type of attack, I had no clue. This is like a PSA. Update: Just finished, this was incredibly hot. Fuck.
SaintShy
2024-08-25 17:11:56 +0000 UTCthis was the best way to wake up (it's 1 pm)
Kenna
2024-08-25 17:08:36 +0000 UTCThis literally dropped in the middle of the night (1:00am) for me. I enjoyed the ride from confusion, fear, despair, hope and bittersweet. TLDR: Much emotional. Very love. So therapy.
destiny
2024-08-25 16:52:29 +0000 UTCI knew this was coming soon but darn it, I'm out to lunch with the family. It sounds a little scary.
Michelle
2024-08-25 16:35:19 +0000 UTCHow funny, I was literally looking up some toxicity rp videos on YouTube. Perfect timing DDA!
Reii Does Cosplay
2024-08-25 16:34:38 +0000 UTCTbh I’m kinda nervous for this one lol. I’m so used to sweetheart DDA, I think Toxic DDA will be a huge shock. We should call him something different, like… Shallow Dark Audio or something. Shallow Dark isn’t real, he can’t hurt you 😆
SaintShy
2024-08-25 15:58:19 +0000 UTCI hope you have good headphones. Kidding! 🤣
Sugar and Spice
2024-08-25 15:51:42 +0000 UTCimma go crazy 😋
gooner
2024-08-25 15:51:06 +0000 UTC"Where are my socks? What'd you do with them? 🥲"
Lulu
2024-08-25 15:44:23 +0000 UTCthank you DDA for the CW. 💜 it sucks because for the first time, I'm finally applying the use of a CW to not listen to an audio, unfortunately. I couldn't make it past 01:25. earlier this year I was involved in a super bad, narcissistic, and emotionally abusive relationship. the way the speaker talks to the listener in the beginning is scarily accurate to how my ex spoke to me, accused me of lying, and reminded me how much I did anything for him as well. I wish it didn't affect me this badly because I want to enjoy listening to all of your audios and the work you put into them. I'm even certain I was able to listen to even the toxic ones before this past relationship. anyway, that's just me but I'm glad your audios are still enjoyable to everyone else. in the meantime, I'll continue listening to your other audios 💜
noonanoonayay
2024-08-25 15:37:43 +0000 UTCI'm in church waiting for mass u can't do this to me 😭
Rosa
2024-08-25 15:31:48 +0000 UTCThis is my theraphy 🥵 chef's kiss DeepDark Daddi - thank you!
Mistress
2024-08-25 15:31:13 +0000 UTCOh, yay! I was wondering last night when you were going to post something new. ❤️
kaila
2024-08-25 15:27:56 +0000 UTChappy sunday to meeeee
amani!
2024-08-25 15:25:01 +0000 UTCIm here on time for once! So excited!🩷
Sugar and Spice
2024-08-25 15:20:14 +0000 UTC
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