Life Updates

-Life updates/projects/need your opinion-

As I said I'm taking a little break from social network this week, my severe anxiety disorder is going worse everyday but I feel good when I'm posting here 💜 (I'm actually looking for a therapist specialised in ADHD, wish me luck bc lmao 🦝✨)

• 1) Next chapter :  I've written in detail chapter 6, but I have two versions... It was originally supposed to be an action oriented chapter (an exhausting one for our sweet characters) but I got a lot of request/good feedbacks about the fact that chapter 5 was more soft/cute/romantic. 

So now I'm hesitating between a chapter mainly focused on flashbacks (Mana/Nova/Roda) or an action oriented one (mostly on Syphea/Charly). I wish I could do both but there is too much to tell haha. What would you prefer ? 💜

• 2) Illustration : I'm actually working on a few more detailled illustrations (the cute Mana you can see here). Since I'm doing webtoons/comics, I draw a lot everyday and very quickly, so even the illustrations I post on Instagram are not very clean and the characters looks very stiff/no background/not very inspired because I have the pressure of "posting online to not lost all of my algorithm because I need it to live from my art" so I rush everything that I draw since months...

I slowly lost the creative side of making full/more rendered illustrations, like I loved to do before...(I'm sorry for my English today haha) I'm taking this little Instagram break as an opportunity to go back to this kind of art ! And it will be useful for my portfolio when I'm asking for an artist booth in convention ! 

• 3) Artist booth : This year I'll ask for an artist booth to Polymanga (Switzerland) and to Dokomi (Germany). Finally trying out of France for the first time :') I don't think I'll get these booth but I keep hope and if it's not working for this year (2023), I'll try the next one ! For Dokomi I asked with my friend to have a booth in the +18 artist alley ! It would be my first time creating spicy merch if we go there 😳 

I keep my fingers crossed for these two conventions ! (But everything is very unsure as Polymanga do a very intense selection and we sent our request for Dokomi the day before the closure of the subscription haha)

• 4) Merch : today I was organizing all the new merch to be ready to properly take/prepare orders ! I might show you guys first what I sell here on Patreon so you will be able to order in advance if you want some goodies ! ☺️(As some of my merch is in very limited quantities )

• 5) Spicy Art : I really loved all of your spicy request !!...I want to do all of them this month, as a special gift for the (soon) winter holidays ! So the next spicy request will be about syphea and Lathiel, a sexy but funny tiny comic 💕

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  6) Discord server :  A long time ago some of you asked for a discord server, I was kinda afraid at first, but now I think it would be nice to have a little space with you ! But a friend of mine told me it was A LOT of work and even if I'm more Interested by it, I'm still afraid 😂....Maybe I can try to run one for a month to test ? It wouldn't be something big, just a cozy place with LGBT+ friendly people where I post art wips, puppy pics, gay and adhd memes you know 😌💕 idk ! 

What do you think ? (And accessible only for patrons. But the discord itself won't be about NSFW, just normal art and post )

Thanks again so much for your support ! 💕💕 my mental/physical health is annoying but I feel so grateful to have such a safe and adorable community and drawing for you all is boosting me 💕💕 !!

 I'm super sorry for the late in DMs on Instagram, I have tons of bugs (messages don't appears (just the notifications sometimes), I lost messages etc, this app is a mess and my anxiety on top doesn’t help 😭) so I'll focus in catching up my late in comments 💕

Sorry for the huge text ! Good night ! 💕