Over sharing🫠
Added 2025-03-13 15:51:58 +0000 UTCHello,
Sorry for being Mia. ADHD makes it really hard to stay focused, I get burned out really easily, and it’s almost impossible to draw. I started taking a higher dose of my ADHD medication I’m hoping it gives me the dopamine Im severely lacking.
I have been trying to draw, and being the perfectionist I am , have to stop expecting things to be perfect. Some days I wouldn’t even touch my tablet because I was afraid of it. It’s hard to explain. Today I was brave enough to pick it up and I managed to finish a sketch I started weeks ago. I am hoping I can keep at it today.
With that being said, I am taking commission privileges away from myself. I thought I could trust myself to keep at it and I failed. I will complete the commissions I made a commitment to. Until I can manage to consistently draw and prove to myself I can do it then I may consider commissions.
you are welcome to offer ideas and I will definitely consider them. You guys have been a big help! I am unemployed, I have anxiety that can lead to depression, so working with people, and being around people is hard for me. I have tried looking for jobs but nothing sticks. So I need to draw to survive in some way. It’s either draw or eventually find a job and continue to have anxiety attacks. So I thank those of you who have supported my work. It really means allot.
I don’t expect anyone to understand ADHD and anxiety, it’s just something I live with and have to deal with every day. 🫠
Comments
Hope you're doing ok, remember to take things at your own pace and try not to overdo things
Phoenix Firewing
2025-05-08 22:01:15 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself!
Hunter
2025-03-13 16:01:30 +0000 UTC