Raw and Unfiltered Bits - May 13, 2022
Added 2022-05-13 20:16:25 +0000 UTCTRIGGER WARNING: I touch on suicide very quickly. It is just a couple lines, but I make a comment that could be upsetting if you don't expect it. The comments are made in the context of how sometimes people will threaten bodily harm to draw attention and how that upsets me.
So, I had a really upsetting interaction this week that just drained me of a lot of my energy. I kind of... accidently went on a rant about it.
Long story short, growing is hard when you didn't realize you were holding yourself back with shitty choices.
A bit more context, an interaction really triggered me in a mean kind of way and I feel the need to talk about it, because, it's such a small thing that happened, and it's kind of amazing how something like that can just taint your entire day. Maybe it's relatable... maybe I'm just trying to figure out how to talk about something that I have been trying to put into words...
Anyway, if you listened through, thank you for listening. If you don't, good call; I probably wouldn't either once the silly slut starts spiraling and repeating herself.
She's so cute tho...
Anyway. Here's to a better week. I hope your week has been better than mine.
I'm pretty happy "Please, Dont Leave Me" is moving though....
Comments
It's hard for me to listen through something like this, so I could only listen to parts of it, but I just wanted to say that it really sucks what you went through. I think your point at around 11:50 about us all being lonely humans is spot on, and boundaries and respect is extremely important in that context. Wanting to help someone, in a small or big way, and then having them latch onto you in a way you don't want is just a really draining experience. Then having them lash out at you in an abusive manner when you try and peel them off is even worse. So, big hugs if you need them, Bits. You're not about the money one single bit, I mean, your first few dick pic events were completely free to enter, and that's just the one thing out of the many things I know you do without asking for money. And even if you did? No one gets to knock you for it, you're selling your voice and your time, you have every right to earn the cash. Wanted to say more, but this is your rant, I've said my piece.
Egon Carnby
2022-05-14 05:39:14 +0000 UTC
