New Mindset and Compensation

Hi there! Im alive, I can't die  (/▽＼)
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1: In order to compensate for the fact that I didn't stop the billing for the last month, I have sent you the link and password for August and September in your private messages. So it's optional to support me for the next 2 months to access the new content. Everyone who has supported me up until this post will have access to Mind Booster tier content until the end of September (The dropbox folders). Please use the discord server to request it if you did not get the DM I have sent you. Or to ask any questions that you have.

Mind readers can also get access to the Mind Booster link by checking the discord server.

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2: This is my new mind set:

On the other hand, I finally see everything clearly. I was genuinely worried because I didn't know if I should be using AI or not. I was wondering what could happen:

If I don't use it, would I be limiting myself? 

Cutting my wings before I could fly?

Or would I lose my artistic identity by using it?

I mean, my intention is to create the lewdest content possible, the content I've always wanted to see since I started in this fetish. So, I need to have a clear mindset on how I will approach this goal.    (o′┏▽┓｀o)

Hence, I've decided that regardless of whether I use AI in the future, I will sell my current graphic card and buy a new, powerful one. With this, I will explore and run every existing AI that I find interesting to see what I can do with it. Perhaps voices, coding for my videogame, animation frames, backgrounds, etc. 

I'm still unsure how i'm going to use it exactly, but one thing I do know is that the uncertainty about what I should be doing right now is eating away at my soul. So, I need to take matters into my own hands and explore all possibilities to decide.

I want to be true to myself, developing my own unique style of illustration, without exploiting other artists ways to illustrate. I want to learn and find my own authentic style, my face as an artist (because many faces may look similar from afar, but you can still instantly recognize the unique face of individuals).

I will explore ethical ways to use AI that can help me speed up my work without compromising my artistic identity. To achieve this, I need to face challenges head-on and walk into the lion's den.

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3: All of this has caused me to fear that my works are not good enough. I end up overproducing them, hoping to match what AI can do in seconds. This, in turn, just led me to burnouts because I was never satisfied, and I felt ashamed to the idea of posting anything that wasn't better than what an average AI user could create in seconds.

To overcome this specific insecurity, I've decided to start posting at least 2 times per week, sharing any progress I make, sketches, or the most random idea that I could have, without pretentions. It doesn't matter if they're not good right now. This habit of posting regularly could help me gain confidence and speed up my work in general terms.

Even though the quick sketches might not look great at first, with time and practice, I believe I'll learn how to create lewd quick sketches while simultaneously producing the official posts with patience and time.

I still have many questions, but I believe these solutions could lead to a better era for my art.

Thank you so much for your support. Thank you for follow me in my odyssey of learning how to make the best  scat femdom content I could make. (✿◡‿◡)