Late Happy New Year ψ(｀∇´)ψ

Hi there!

I'm back~

Yes, I had another relapse, sorry about that, but this time I'm trying to be more communicative about it without  wasting more time.

well~

I was playing a lot with novel AI and anything V3 recently,
I needed to  enter into the lion's den searching for hope or something that I can use to adapt myself to the new era.

It wasn't hard to get amazing results, but after some lewd achievements and making some hand-made modifications...

...

 
I just felt like a joke~            

      /_ \

I felt like my art is not good enough~

AI is just better than I will ever be,

 but not the AI itself,
I mean, an AI user with 1 week of use can be better than what I'll be in my whole life.

So I went at the bottom again, a claustrophobic fear invaded me,  there's nothing I can do with that.

...

<(＿　＿)>

but...

sometimes is good to be at the bottom       (._. )
you can shine down there as bright as you can, you can become stronger~  


And it wasn't  dark at all, because fortunately I'm healthy and I have the support of amazing people that I would never have imagined meeting here, the scat femdom community is just insane.    (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

So ...

I just realized that this technology is not for me, I felt like I wasn't creating anything,
it looks good, it looks hot, 

 but it wasn't me, despite I made the prompts/inpaints, it wasn't real for me.


I make art  just because I love making it!            (o′┏▽┓｀o) 

I love to grow and I love to see people growing around me,

to see self improvement in every person I meet or every artist I discover just brings me a lot of determination and happyness in everything I do   ( •̀ ω •́ )✧

So I don't like having a machine telling me what's good        .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.

 I consider that someone who uses AI can be an artist, it's art, but is just not the art that I want to do,

I felt claustrophobic using it, and it's kind of useless on my workflow because:

*As illumination refferences is useless to me... because I already have a folder with every refference that I need straight from profesional artists.

*img to img never understands what I have in mind.

*pose refferences are random, I just prefer using my sigma doll and 3d posers which I can use to  have absolute control on the composition of the refference poses.

*I was thinking maybe backgrounds is something that I could use

but even with that, I just prefere to learn how to make them, seeing tutorials or just walking through a mountain and trying to understand how it works, it feels more enriching to my soul, even if I can't do it as well as an AI.

 In fact, I doubt that my art would ever be able to compete with the AI, and AI will be just better with the time,

 but I'm starting to feel better knowing and acepting that    〜(￣▽￣〜)

Because I just wanna be myself, i just wanna compete with myself, so if in the future this is not profitable anymore and it gets cheaper and cheaper because a lot of AI users can do what I do better and in seconds .

I will just make another kind of art that is not automated yet. it will be hard to accept, but is part of life  (and capitalism (～￣▽￣)～ 

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In less words:

 I just decided that I will be %100 AI free lol

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Maybe this message will age badly, (maybe I could end up using AI on something in the future,  so I will clarify if that's the case)
but that's how I feel now, and I  just wanted to be honest about it.



 Hope you are having a great beginning  on this new and strange year that we are facing
ヾ(•ω•`)o


I'm gonna post in 2 hours a silly and random set that I wanted to make because lol   q(≧▽≦q)

I should have posted it a long time ago, but I didn't because I was feeling really insecure about my art in general, with a bit of shame ngl,       (。_。)
but right now I just wanna chill and keep learning, growing  and making lewd stuff with you.


[]~(￣▽￣)~*

And good news, this is the last post that I  will make about this ◑﹏◐
Now that I have the big perspective,
I needed to purge every negative thought that blocked me to feel good making art.

And...
 about the sequences I made with AI...

I'm sorry but i don't have plans to post them,
I will just take it as an inner refference of mine, and my aim will be to reach a level of lewdness that could put it on shame through the time making something visually unique with my own skills and style.  ヽ（≧□≦）ノ


Thank you for read!
I know that was a lot of text

And with nothing more to say,

Happy new year!
And let the show begin!╰（‵□′）╯