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Weekend Renders #11 (A lonely road) (6 renders)

Added 2020-03-22 22:48:44 +0000 UTC

Keeping it lighter this week.

The original plan was a pool party with Kimmy. But my pc crashed midway through and I lost a lot of progress and didn't feel like returning to it yet. Will probably be continued next week.

But I instead went with this which is based off something I experienced.
So with the whole self quarantining thing I've been pretty lonely. It's made me think back a few years when I had gotten out of work late at night and just decided to drive.
It's one of those random memories that I can remember everything about. I can remember exactly how hot it was, the smell of everything around me, every little detail.

I didn't see any other cars for a long time. I felt truly alone, it was a strange feeling. It was uncomfortable but I liked it. Or at least I thought I did.
I was just blankly driving, no goal in mind. I didn't really feel anything, I was fed up with my job and just needed to think... but thinking is the opposite of what I did. I just drove like a zombie with an empty mind.
I was starting to drown in the feeling. I suddenly got anxious but that didn't change anything, I just kept driving.

Until I snapped out of it when headlights shined in my eyes. It brought me back to reality.
I instantly realized how empty everything felt and that despite telling myself otherwise, I hated the loneliness.

Now I wasn't flashed by a girl on a motorcycle or anything, but I had to spice it up a bit.
It's just one of those meaningless stories that end up having a lot of meaning for almost no reason. It's a memory that pops up often.

But anyway, enough of that. Teasers will be on Wednesday :)
Love you guys <3