YOUR FIRST GANGBANG - THE BOYS FILL YOU UP (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)
Added 2022-06-10 22:58:08 +0000 UTCHeeeey….
You did not click on this.
So naughty.
Don't tell my ma and I won't tell yours. 🤣
Smooches,
Matthew
[Warning: contains uses of multiple-entrances, and some naughty name-calling, but all in hot fun].
Comments
Newbie member here, been lurking for a few days. Finally thought I’d comment cos this whole audio was just ✨chef’s kiss✨ 🤌🧑🍳
Orphée
2023-11-20 15:47:13 +0000 UTC*sighs* Gawds I've missed this place 🥰
FluffyReads
2023-09-08 23:08:56 +0000 UTCI love the way your cock looks, King Daddy Tower.
Warrior Kristin
2022-11-05 05:03:40 +0000 UTCMae! Are you ok? I just heard about the BTS mini break. 😳
Ann
2022-06-14 22:54:43 +0000 UTCYea I struggled last night as well. I was sleepy and My body was not wanting to let go. In the end I had to go to the bathroom and that did it. Struggle is real Kels 😆
Ann
2022-06-14 14:07:36 +0000 UTCWell it’s still here so you only missed a tiny bit. Welcome back. 🤗
Ann
2022-06-14 14:05:27 +0000 UTCI take 2 weeks to cut back my internet use and I miss one of my recurring fantasies?!?!??! Remind me never to do that again....fuck I missed this filth 😈
Kris
2022-06-14 12:01:07 +0000 UTCAnn I finally got to try the pattern! I think I have favorite parts of the audios now because I connect them with my favorite parts of the patterns. I 100% think you should exercise that penchant for dirty talk!😇😈
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-14 07:58:22 +0000 UTCTonight I had to talk myself into taking out nora because I was more than content to just leave her in and sleep right away. I spent a good five minutes like cmon Kelsey stay awake we can do this lmao now I miss the full feeling😭🙈
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-14 07:54:08 +0000 UTCThe love boat🙌🏼
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-14 07:52:19 +0000 UTCYou look hot!!! And your eyes😍😍😍 filters can be fun but its perfectly ok for skin to look like skin😁 I have a crease/wrinkle that goes from the corner of my nose almost up to my tear duct from sleeping on that side. I kinda like him, I should give him a name🤣 the right sums up me seeing myself through the back camera vs the front camera😂
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-14 07:51:50 +0000 UTCI had a kinda sex dream kinda romantic dream and throughout the same scenario the guy kept switching between my high school boyfriend and my childhood crush… and I’m pretty sure I was on a cruise ship.
Katie
2022-06-14 06:34:16 +0000 UTChttps://ibb.co/wMWKJhS There are upsides and downsides to getting a new phone. The left picture is my first selfie on my new high definition camera. The right is my reaction to seeing every pore and wrinkle on the high quality photo. I thought my natural reaction was funny, but also, please tell me that everyone has these imperfections on high definition photos. I am also opposed to beauty filters on principle. Left photo worth making into profile pic? 😂😭😂😭
Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)
2022-06-14 05:45:54 +0000 UTCMatthew I am so very sorry if you had a bit of an energy drain about 3 or so in the afternoon your time. I used you hard. Stress release but for some reason I couldn’t get the idea of dirty talking to you out of my mind. That was new. Anyway as your pattern ran through and I was grinding hard on the toy I was imagining how I would dirty talk describe it to you. What a twist. It was fun thanks. Now I am laying here waiting for things to relax so I can remove the toy. I am pretty sure Moby would be squeezed all wet and warm my body is holding on tight. Got to sleep now. You’re the best!!!! Thank you 😘
Ann
2022-06-14 03:09:47 +0000 UTCGood Morning Belles! 🌞 So, totally off topic, Matthew, I’m requesting that you add more songs that you have performed to the Turret. I find that I keep listening to the “Relaxing Birthday” audio to be serenaded by you, as well as listening to the six recordings that are on file over and over. So, please, pretty please 🥺… That’s all…carry on 😂 💜😘💜😘💜
Shamesha
2022-06-13 12:49:38 +0000 UTCOooh, Ann! What's the story with the gardener?
Patti
2022-06-13 06:19:58 +0000 UTCI am heading to Seattle Wednesday afternoon. That means it may be possible that I will see my aunt’s gardener again. 🤣 I haven’t forgotten. So wish me luck, that all the stars align and I can at least get a glimpse and maybe a very bashful 😳 hello. Holy crap who am I? 🤦🏻♀️
Ann
2022-06-13 01:41:16 +0000 UTCI straight-up love this.
Patti
2022-06-12 22:53:09 +0000 UTCAdd it to the suggestion box! (I love it!)
Titania
2022-06-12 22:50:22 +0000 UTCThat's amazing! I've seen you talk about this before, so I'm so glad you're getting the chance to get back into it.
Patti
2022-06-12 22:44:27 +0000 UTCMinor celebration in my life: I re-started my kinky grappling group, and we had our first practice this afternoon! It was a blast! It's been almost 3 years since I got sick and had to go on hiatis. We're all rusty but still as depraved and physically adventurous as before! 💪💪💪💙💚💛🎉🎉🎉🎉
Titania
2022-06-12 22:15:34 +0000 UTCI would love a variation on this theme — you and “I” are observing the scene (or any scene). You are whispering in my ear (something you do SO well!🥰) describing it in graphic detail as “I” get hotter and hotter. For me, this would provide just enough buffer from the actual experience. So, I guess this is, what?, voyeur-ish? If you are saying “this is what I’d do to you,” it feels a wee bit safer. Wow…can’t believe I wrote this. I think I found Patti’s courage inspiring. 😘💜
Daphne
2022-06-12 22:01:49 +0000 UTCMmm hmmm
Titania
2022-06-12 21:58:03 +0000 UTCI'm taking a break from home renovations. Have this wholesome animals video, courtesy of Casual Geographic 🥰🥰 https://youtu.be/KF3ir8JDN8E
Maggie Ren
2022-06-12 21:48:38 +0000 UTCOn another note, today my father turned 81. You wouldn’t know it. He was married to my mom for 50 years (divorce). Dated a nice but semi crazy lady for gosh 4 years maybe but she passed. Well I call him to wish him a happy birthday and he is in Spokane Washington at some woman’s house. She is making him apple pie and the went to the movies last night. My dad lives in Phoenix Arizona. You go dad!!! I am strangely proud. 🤫 don’t tell my sisters 🤣😂
Ann
2022-06-12 21:34:33 +0000 UTCSaw this today and thought of our beloved Matthew https://ibb.co/LtMNT5j
Dawn
2022-06-12 21:33:34 +0000 UTCWonderful haul from Uwajimaya I haven’t been there in a couple of years since I moved further away. Was a regular before. I missed it! Super great food fresh noodles 😋 Tower was represented. https://ibb.co/0BTm2tr
Ann
2022-06-12 21:28:16 +0000 UTCOh, Titania, I love that! 💜💜
Patti
2022-06-12 07:14:26 +0000 UTCWe need this immediately! Birds of a feather come together😉 Or at least that’s what Pete said🦜
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-12 05:59:59 +0000 UTC*happy sigh* I dreamt last night that we were all at an intimate little club, and Matt was up on stage singing and playing guitar, and reading poetry. We were all in the audience with beverage of choice, sitting around chatting in between songs like old friends. So freaking cozy and wholesome!!! Which is weird because TTT+T happened last night, which was definitely not wholesome 🤣
Titania
2022-06-12 05:51:01 +0000 UTCSo I just listened for the first time (need a moment to sober up 🥰👍) and there is nothing I don’t like about this. The aftercare was so nice, the bi guys (YAY MY FAVORITE). The only thing … in my fantasy, I just want Matthew and maybe one other guy from time to time 🤭 You are just more than enough man to satisfy me 100 ways. If the intention is to show me off then I’m down for sure, but I think this is one of those things where I would want to be in control (not for lack of trusting you) for accommodation to previous experiences where I would rather be the one saying — this is how this is going to go. So I think this was super hot. I think I would almost want you to go first and make an example out of me for the other guys to attempt to live up to. I love all the dirty name 😘 Your cock is the only one I really want though… I think I would almost prefer like a circle jerk while you fuck me, if that isn’t to crazy to say. But I’m excited to go to the movies and thank you for the massage! 💜💜💜💕💕💕
Katie
2022-06-12 05:39:45 +0000 UTCI have a question Matt. How did you get your friends to do audio with you for this? I am truly interested in how that conversation went. I have a scenario in my head that is hilarious and, well, I am curious.
Dawn
2022-06-12 05:36:49 +0000 UTCSo I listened again. Probably the audio I’ve replayed the most lol I have no idea why. Well I do but hey😏🤣 it’s currently 70 even though it’s 10p.m. Everything is hot all around. I’m half tempted to lay naked in the back yard because my body is just that done with the current heat spike. The only place I want to have sex is in the shower, though I’ll take a moonlit pool at the moment, but here we are so guys do with me as you will…
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-12 05:23:50 +0000 UTCHI BABES ALL OVER THE WORLD! Kayytayy has been out on the town for the first time since 2018. It’s official, the dry spell is wet with vodka and white wine. Listen, listen closely, no come closer, this is important… I love you. I love you all a lot. I love you let me say the most ridiculous and personal things and still return the most beautiful love. 💜💕 Matthew, my face and lips are currently numb so, pants down. I’m ready for Moby. But you know I always have a backup plan, I’m looking down at it right now. I wanna la la la lick you from your head to your toes. 💜💜💜💜 I saw 2, YES, 2 bunnies today. I have a giant blister on my foot. The Tampa Bay Lightning won which means I have to back the avalanche for the Stanley cup and that is such a conflict of interest for me.
Katie
2022-06-12 04:33:03 +0000 UTCNice 😂
Ann
2022-06-12 03:41:45 +0000 UTCOMG! We can't even escape him in the bathroom 🤣🤣🤣🤣 https://ibb.co/BPVrr7F
Dawn
2022-06-12 03:32:22 +0000 UTCYou are too sweet Linda. 🤗
Ann
2022-06-12 02:05:32 +0000 UTCAnn and Patti, I just read your post...twice! First the beautiful, articulate, mind blowing intelligence you have, I'm in awe of both of you, as well as all the beautiful women who adore Matthew. Second, I too feel being in virtual Matthew world is bittersweet. The moment I accidentally stumbled on his sweet sexy voice my sleeping desire goblin woke up and she has been devouring the pure essence of Matthew. His audios make me feel alive with passion and desires. Yes, I am married to a hot, tall, bearded, sexy man who can rock a Tom Ford suit like no other. Every morning I wake up to his beautiful blue eyes and a smile that melts my heart. He is passionate, caring, kind, and MAN can the guy kiss😏 Then why the obsession with Matthew you ask? Good question and one I've been asking myself, then I had an epiphany, Matthew reminds me of my husband! A bit creepy I know but his sense of humor, his playful manner, his desire to pound you senseless and yet carry you to candlelit bubble bath is so like my husband. My husband works long cruelly hours and when he is gone I miss him so much, Matthew is filling that void. Which brings me to, it doesn't matter if you are alone or with someone we all experience desires, longings for that one true passion being the essence of Matthew for however long it is, he gave us a gift, himself. I wonder at times if he is lonely, does he have a significant other who can touch him, cuddle him, spoon with him, kiss him silly, someone who can soothe him, run him a bath, care for him, bring him ecstasy like he does us, do you ever wonder? Beautiful Ann and Patti,and any other beautiful single gal out there, just know passion and love are around you, someone special is out there seeking you, who knows they may be right next to you, right now😉
Linda
2022-06-12 01:06:02 +0000 UTCBunny Thought Chris Evan’s Boston Accent should come with a trigger warning ⚠️ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTdTB142m/?k=1 *🫠 🖤🐇
BunnyRabbit
2022-06-11 23:45:53 +0000 UTCOMG FALLA HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU TO STOP APOLOGIZING FOR BEING FABULOUSLY BILINGUAL!!!!!!! Now I will continue to read. Own your amazingness please. 😘
Ann
2022-06-11 23:16:11 +0000 UTCI've seen the discussion threads and as we all got a little reflective, so this comment it's specially to Ann, Patti, Mona and PQ - plus all the girls who interacted within the fantasy vs reality issue. vs self-knowledge and even about Matthew as a man/fantasy. I especially appreciate when human beings are vulnerable, but I love people who like to delve into complex issues around our emotions, sexuality and connection. I think it's amazing that there are so many people in this group with such a beautiful brain, I love you guys, so I'm just going to throw my brain in here too and a little bit of my heart so we can have an understanding about this and share love, shall we? I apologize as usual because English is not my mother tongue, but I will do my best. I remember the mentality I got here 'I'm just going to listen and it's not going to be personal.' Matthew's First Romantic Audio 'Oh my god, these sound like erotic love letters. How did he manage to create this? I need to listen and I need to immerse myself in this world.' Matthew Tower is a talented man, with a creative gift worthy of a standing applause, an absurd ability to build thought-provoking scripts and an even bigger heart that is capable of translating emotions into narratives - no Matthew, you don't have to pay me for the promotion haha. His most romantic audios, like Valentine's Day and Thanksgiving, for example... God, those audios put me into pieces. But all this makes him unique, for his talent and for the entire production, but then it's not just that, there's an element of intimacy and connection through the response in the comments and because he listens to us and takes some elements of what we've talked about here on Patreon to the audios. It's not every day you run into someone with this talent, believe me, I've searched all over the internet. And I couldn't find anyone like Matthew. It's a little scary when you stop and rationalize about it and at the same time you want to live a little bit of it all. We entered, and I will say it in the plural, because I know that many Belles feel the same, in a questioning about our desires, about our dreams, about the love we feel for others and about the love we want to recieve. And about our love for ourselves. In one of Matthew's aftercares, I stopped and thought, 'I don't do this for myself. I must do. I'm going to take put cream on my body and light candles and listen to music and I'm going to love myself as he described love in this story.' Matthew brings something very similar to the feeling of reading a novel. You go into that book and experience that love and then look at yourself and think 'maybe this makes sense to me, I think I love it!' But the point is, it's not a third-person novel, it's you there, as the co-star, as the woman in the spotlight, as the woman worthy of that affection. I was very frozen before in a sense of expressing emotions, not feeling anything even with my best friends, family and within my work. I was so cold, so distant from love, so oblivious to emotion as if it were a monster hiding in the closet and I never wanted to open it again, that when Matthew appeared, opening the wardrobe and saying 'this is what you got fear, Falla? Look, it's cute, don't you think?' I realized it wasn't that scary. I could take this 'monster' and bring it to myself, in self-care and with the people around me, even with you Belles and Matthew. I shared so much love here with all of you and there are so many ways for you to love and be loved that it's an infinite color palette within this universe. What I mean by all this is what I learned living with you a year. Accessing hidden emotions, understanding your sexual, physical, emotional needs and listening to Matthew, feeling this storm of different sensations, that's not a sin. What is really a sin is the movement you do to keep your most sensitive and loving side in a wardrobe, as I did, running away from yourself because you know, you know deep down, that there is an energetic, emotional and incredible capacity for love. And even if you are afraid to deposit that love in others, do not be afraid. The universe is open and listening to you, waiting for you to throw that love that lacks into the world. Even if it has to be self-love. We are living in an era where the beautiful thing is to hold back, play games of seduction and hold on to what we feel the most. But what I really find beautiful is to see that you pour oceans of love here, perhaps protected by a pseudonym like me, or even being yourselves, without thinking that this is wrong. And it's beautiful that Matthew is able to receive that love and turn it all into art. It's beautiful how I see you opening like flowers in spring and all the love you put here, believe me, echoes and resonates, flies across all continents, and arrives wherever we are. Thank you for existing, Belles. You're truly beautiful inside and out!
ਏFallaਓ
2022-06-11 22:34:44 +0000 UTCPatti, Well sh*t Ann
Ann
2022-06-11 21:44:37 +0000 UTCAnn, I see your brain vomit, and I raise you: Ok, so I’m going to apologize in advance for this, because it’s going to be a bit academic, but this is what’s been pinging in my brain since I found this place: In grad school, I was never a big “theory” person, but I do remember a discussion in one of my seminars about signs – basically, how something comes to stand in for somebody or something. There is the signifier – a word, an object, a person, an act, whatever – and there is the signified, which is the concept or idea behind that thing. Sex is a floating signifier. What the physical act of sex signifies is slippery; it can carry many meanings. Sometimes it’s basic biology: your parts feel good against my parts. Sometimes it’s recreational – a chance to flirt, to play around, to try things on. Sometimes it’s transactional: an exchange of pleasure for money, or security, or status. Sometimes it’s a way of re-ordering your relationship with time, of not living in your head, but being present in the moment with your body. Sometimes it’s an expression of love and affection. Sometimes, if we’re really lucky, it is a deep, spiritual communion – a way of being seen and known as our most naked selves. None of these things is inherently bad, but things quickly become complicated when the parties involved don’t have a mutual understanding of what is taking place, or if those categories bleed into one another or muddy over time. And, of course, the level of trust and vulnerability required varies greatly depending on what kind of sex we perceive ourselves as having. I came into this place thinking that the experience would be about one kind of sex – a more physical kind – and found something else instead. A lot of Matthew’s work involves not just sex, but intimacy and caretaking. His sex is usually contextualized through some form of story, and Matthew himself acts as a throughline across the audios. There might be many flavors of fantasy, but the sense of who Matthew is (or the qualities I extrapolate onto him) is consistent. But I am very aware that I experience Matthew both as himself and as this fantasy version of who I need him to be, and that is, at best, complicated. In life, as a woman or as a consumer of audio erotica :: cough porn cough :: it’s been a lot easier to experience getting fucked (again, not inherently bad, and sometimes very, very good) than it has been to find someone who wants to treat me with tenderness or care. Sometimes, it’s been so hard to find that to want that, that feeling of being safe and cherished, has felt not just impossible but dangerous. Or perhaps admitting that I want that has felt dangerous, because then I would have to acknowledge the hole in my life where that feeling would be. Finding this place was like ripping off the bandaid of that particular hurt. (It was all sexy fun and games until suddenly I was in my kitchen sobbing over a stranger singing “Into My Arms”.) I came here wanting to scratch a physical itch, and instead found an emotional need that I am still coming to terms with. And sure, maybe that hole gets filled. Maybe I meet someone amazing, and I live the dream of getting thoroughly dicked-down and then getting my hair brushed. But there is no guarantee that that is ever happening, and no amount of platitudes or kind reassurances will change that. So, where does this leave me? Generally in this weird, liminal space. I don’t just come here to get off. I come here because Matthew provides an emotional experience I need almost more than the physical one. But the experience of listening to Matthew is inherently asymmetric; I listen to his audios and fantasize with him, but that is not reciprocal. To the extent that Matthew fantasizes with me, it is not as an individual, but as one of many, his imagined listening public. I’m aware of the danger of letting what the sex means to me slip too far away from the physical. Right now, I’m not too worried about this. The fact that I’m thinking about it means I’m trying to police that boundary for myself. I’m more worried about my tendency to turn all of my comments into essays (HEY, REMEMBER HOW I ACTUALLY TRIED TO SAY SOMETHING SEXY THIS WEEK? REMEMBER THAT?), but apparently this is how I’m processing everything. And if you read all the way through this, please accept a gold star and my sincerest apologies for getting caught up in my therapy monologue!
Patti
2022-06-11 20:10:12 +0000 UTCBeware Brain Vomit. Falla mentioned audios helping “create inner dialogues, awakening emotions and making us more aware of ourselves” and Agatha wrote about indoctrinated ideas from our formative years. The audios, this platform, Matthew’s fantasies provides (I want to say us but I won’t) me with the opportunity to experience something I would probably never do and with that experience I become more aware of myself, I shed off some of the old (perhaps toxic) ideas that held me. The awareness is liberating and maybe stifling too. Liberating because I know more about me, about what I like, maybe about what I want, about a part of me that remained hidden or shoved down amongst the other stuff. It has been an amazing, beautiful time. I see myself now better than I ever have. It isn’t an easy view, but it is always changing so I can’t help but be drawn to the act of looking. Maybe that doesn’t make sense. Patti wrote “This isn’t just fantasy as fantasy, this is fantasy with Matthew, specifically. Or at least, the idea of him.” Could I have experienced the awakening, awareness, the growth both sexually and personally if I was listening to someone else’s audio? Maybe some but not as much as I have. If heaven forbid Matthew said “I am pulling the plug on this project. Thanks for playing. It’s been great. Bye” I would mourn the loss. This has been on my mind a lot lately and I wonder if it is healthy. Too bad it is what it is healthy or not. I don’t know Matthew but I do. I am not emotionally attached to Matthew but I am. I could repeat the same sentences and put Belles in place of Matthew. Patti’s comment struck a chord well one that was already making noise. Don’t get me wrong. I am happy. Matthew you are not allowed to quit. Sorry but it isn’t an option. But if Friday’s audio was the last one I would mourn the loss of this very special place and the very special people but I have gotten so much out of it that I think I will be ok. Sad for sure. It is complex and I remember in a meta-audio Matthew talks about being grounded. That’s the key maybe, being grounded. With the awakening of emotions, and inner dialogues, and shedding the indoctrinated thoughts and ideas, comes a vulnerability of sorts and that is why in part it is “a fantasy with Matthew” instead of just a fantasy that Matthew is narrating. Ugh that was a big ol’ bag of brain vomit. I am keeping it here because whether it makes sense or not it is what came out and so I will honor my thoughts by allowing them to stay here.
Ann
2022-06-11 17:58:16 +0000 UTCThis just made my pussy cum so hard this morning! <3
SierraGrayson1990
2022-06-11 09:51:16 +0000 UTCAnd with this, I bid you all a good night. https://ibb.co/cYM0Fsz
Dawn
2022-06-11 03:12:49 +0000 UTCYay - it looks a little more simple! 😅😂😘
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 02:50:06 +0000 UTCCrosses fingers behind back, while face down on the bed, legs up, ankles tied, waiting for a pair of hands… 😏
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 02:40:03 +0000 UTCOh! I love how you can mirror each other a little. The bit at 1:35 in the first link 🥰!
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 02:27:01 +0000 UTCIt’s all good now, thanks! I had this weird thing I’d never had before where it was sore and tasted like I had swallowed metal… 🤷🏻♂️ But all good now… 😁
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 02:23:46 +0000 UTCHey Georgette! Please do not spoil me with anything expensive. It’s funny you ask though because I just had my measurements done for a new jacket yesterday. Which I am so gonna model for you when I get it cause it’s like… well, you’ll see… 😜Anyways, I’m Chest - 105 cms - Waist 88cm - Shoulder- 50cms if that helps? Probably not cause metric!!! 😂🤣
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 02:20:43 +0000 UTCI love that your talent take a flight and lands straight into my heart. ❤️
ਏFallaਓ
2022-06-11 02:01:19 +0000 UTCTotally side topic but your poem yesterday inspired me so here’s that. Sometimes I’m afraid To see what is illuminated by the light What will I look like Bathed in the brightness of you My hand shields my eyes Blinded by your sun Watery and vision blurred Filled with suspense At what lay beyond the safety of my fingers But… What if when I look I’m not broken anymore If the shadows aren’t there What if it’s just scorching white And gentle breeze And quiet whispers What if It’s just warmth What if… I take a shuddering breath And drop my hand But more importantly here’s some poetry by Michael Faudet https://ibb.co/4tnRNKw https://ibb.co/d7NQf3Z https://ibb.co/XLPPbY3 https://ibb.co/PgLJHyX https://ibb.co/SvfYBkh https://ibb.co/RjrzC2L
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-11 01:58:30 +0000 UTCThis is the type of fantasy I have thought about before but could never ever follow through on in real life. And baby thank you for giving me something to go back to when I’m feeling I need this type of manhandling. So. Fucking. Hot.
Alaina
2022-06-11 01:54:57 +0000 UTCI'm a silent enjoyer this week, but love it nonetheless. Take care y'all! x
Lisa xx
2022-06-11 01:52:08 +0000 UTCIsn't the new term for gang bang called reverse harem now? I imagine that with hot nakie men fanning me as I lay on a feather bed eating grapes (or kiwis) 😈
Dawn
2022-06-11 01:51:46 +0000 UTCI love every type of bread 😁 It's kind of hard to choose a favorite but I suppose I can say these ones: baguette/brioche (French), pita (Middle Eastern), matzo (Jewish), soda bread (Irish), scones (British), pan sobao (Puerto Rican), spice bun (Jamaican), sponge cakes (Chinese/Japanese), roti (Indian).
Eternidad
2022-06-11 01:51:25 +0000 UTCLet me just preface this by saying I’m sure this worked for a lot of you. I’ve been trying to figure out why this didn’t work for me. This is something I do fantasize about; I’m not sure if it’s about being used, exactly, but it certainly has to do with being the object of intense and widespread desire. (There really feels like there’s a dirty joke in there somewhere about legs being widespread, but I’m too distracted to see it. If anyone else finds it, let me know.) In real life, I tend to be less “object of desire” and more “person everyone’s boyfriend is excited to hang out with while waiting for their girlfriend to finish doing something”. I am an EXCELLENT third wheel, but at this point I’m not sure if that is a boast or a lament. So I think, for me, this fantasy is about power – the defiant insistence that I am sexual and will be treated as such. However, this is a fantasy that can only live as fantasy for me. I don’t know that I would label myself as demisexual, but I know that attraction doesn’t happen for me without knowing a person. Partly this is because I have trust issues. But mostly, this is because what I find attractive is finding someone interesting. I hate being bored, so I like people who are smart, and funny, and can teach me something or challenge me to see the world in a new way. Looks don’t matter much to me in the grand scheme of things. (I’ve often thought that if my sexuality were to have a theme song, it would be “Brain” by N.E.R.D. “Do I really even love you? Or do I really love your…. BRAAAAIIIIIIIIIINNNNN??”) Matthew is interesting. I know that a distinction can and should be made between audio fantasy Matthew and actual real life Matthew (and let’s face it, I write the dude one-way pen pal letters, so my perception of both is probably at least half imaginary friend) but it feels like there is an authenticity to what Matthew produces because there is a consistent sense of who he is as a person that comes across over the body of his work. (Insert your own “I’d like to be the body of work he comes across” joke here.) He likes statistics and dad jokes. He turns poetry analysis into erotica and has meta rambles about fantasy. Without those things, I wouldn’t find any of the rest of his content sexy. He also obviously cares about consent and boundaries. He respects women in general and the individual Belles in particular. Without those things, I wouldn’t feel safe enough to want to be erotic with him. Because that’s what this is for me, right? This isn’t just fantasy as fantasy, this is fantasy with Matthew, specifically. Or at least, the idea of him. Which brings me, at long last, to why this audio didn’t work for me. First, hearing other male voices was really jarring for me. I was like, “who are these people? I don’t know them.” Second, the lack of story set up made this feel like porn to me. Usually Matthew sets up the scenario more – “hey, Babe. Remember how we were talking last week about our wildest fantasies and you brought up the idea of a gang bang? Well, I called some of the guys and…” I know some people caught that this was within the context of a loving relationship, but that wasn’t apparent to me the first time through. (I ended up turning this off and restarting several times.) Third, I really don’t like being called a slut or a whore. I don’t ever want to feel bad or judged about what I like, especially sexually. It always feels like a violation of trust to me – like, I’ve trusted someone with this really intimate, vulnerable, secret part of myself, a part that I might not be wholly comfortable with, and instead of the safety I need to feel in order to experiment and enjoy I find shame.
Patti
2022-06-11 01:46:13 +0000 UTCHey, Matthew, I’m so glad you’re feeling better, and that it wasn’t COVID! I’m one of the only teachers in my building this year who hasn’t gotten it, and while some came through with practically no symptoms, my principal was hospitalized for weeks. This audio wasn’t for me. It took me a while (and almost two pages of writing, woof) to figure out why, which I will post as a comment to this so that no one has to read that mess who doesn’t want to. I will say that I really appreciate the aftercare part of this (did I detect head scratches? Those are my favorite!). And, because I don’t want you to feel unappreciated, I will break my usual “euphemisms only” rule and tell you that I listened to the farmers market audio on my way home from work Tuesday. Usually it takes me a while to turn off my very non-sexual teacher brain and get into a more sexual headspace, but that was not the case on Tuesday. Listening to you describe coming all over my body, I kept feeling electric shocks flash through my nipples and down my spine into my clit. I imagined you rubbing your come into my nipples. I imagined you catching some of the come you jetted onto my pussy lips with your still-hard cock and thrusting it into me. It’s a 30 minute drive, and I listened twice. I had completely soaked through my panties by the time I got home. …I can’t believe I just typed that. Next week I’m back to discussing the weather.
Patti
2022-06-11 01:45:12 +0000 UTCGosh you are straight on point Falla. I have been also thinking about fantasy and IRL lately. Ha ha I am going to admit that one thing I am not happy about it that I am alone. I have been alone forever. Yes I was married but that doesn't count because I didn't want to get married but ugh parent and pregnancy and stuff. Anyway I am tired of doing everything by myself. I travel by myself, I shop by myself. I play with toys by myself. I just think it would be nice to have someone to do things with . In august I am going to Kentucky to present at a large conference and I got to thinking and remembered Matthews audio about the escort. No I am not hiring one but I thought about it. Not for sex lord I have way too much work to do still with body positivity. I was thinking it would be nice to go out to dinner or go to a social at the conference but with someone. I won't do it because I won't plus I don't have that kind of money but I thought about it. Would I have thought about it before being here....pretty sure the answer is no. I am happy that the audios awaken all sorts of things in us. It is just really cool and to a certain extent freeing. Love you Falla! but you already know that 😉😘
Ann
2022-06-11 01:43:55 +0000 UTCFor Merengue 👉🏻https://youtu.be/KO_hobER7SU https://youtu.be/pLFIzxCMgaM https://youtu.be/lcPHaV3p6S4
Eternidad
2022-06-11 01:40:38 +0000 UTCDearest Maryj. It is my greatest pleasure to have extended your list of kinks. 📝Love, potty mouthed Pete 🦜😘xx
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 01:35:29 +0000 UTCMatthew…Sir…please go easy on me(crosses fingers behind back)
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-11 01:31:09 +0000 UTCI feel like I need to write a comment that isn't necessarily related to this audio, but an epiphany I had that I wanted to share before I went to sleep. 😴 Well, I particularly like how Matt's audios give us a chance to experience things we didn't have and make us know a little more about our needs. There are experiences that you can risk in real life and then even regret having done it and I think that's part of life, take risks, but then the audios come in where you can listen to it (and feel safe) and have a little real-life experience depending on how far your mind can go (mine travels a lot so I'm always there when I listen). I know that audios don't replace the IRL experience, that's not the point, but it can bring you a glimpse of curiosity and leave you more open to live something "maybe I can try..." And not just in relation to the bolder audios, but even the romantic ones, which can arouse a deeper emotion inside your heart and make you want to build that love and that energy to something (regardless of whether it's a relationship or even your daily job or people around you). Anyway, I wanted to say that I've been here for almost a year and I'm still surprised at how the audios echo in our minds and make us create internal dialogues, awakening emotions and making us more aware of ourselves. Thank you for your beautiful work, Tower. Belles, it was a pleasure to be with you here once again. 💜
ਏFallaਓ
2022-06-11 01:30:49 +0000 UTCYay - I knew you’d like us knocking on backdoor, Bunny!😅🥰😘 Vacay!! Did I miss you say where?? A postcard would be amazing! xx
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 01:30:04 +0000 UTCOk, so a short introduction to Bachata and how to dance is at these links👉🏻https://youtu.be/iCVQmEeBfbU https://youtu.be/dhHGdBBF7Xk
Eternidad
2022-06-11 01:25:07 +0000 UTCHow did it go with your sore throat? Hope it's okay🍵🍯
Eternidad
2022-06-11 01:20:48 +0000 UTCHeey Matt! I wanted to know what shirt size you wear😊
Eternidad
2022-06-11 01:19:20 +0000 UTCD I appreciate the fact that you hit stop when you needed to. Good for you! "Hope it brought joy to those who this got excited. Love that you're bringing all the options for everyone's tastes." That was so sweet and so understanding that everyone here has their own personal likes and dislikes or uninterested. Thank you for expressing this. There are so many other audios to re-listen to and enjoy your very safe and perfect sexy world. 🤗🤗
Ann
2022-06-11 00:55:11 +0000 UTCC0ck-hungry h0e-bag roleplay! 😍😍🥰 Gah, I love how you’re kind of bossy-yet-caring in this one. When you mentioned the bi boys, I melted a little. My pansexual a$$, of course I’m a sucker for some gay stuff. 🤤 In my imagination it might be a bit more than just hand stuff the bi boys do to each other. Hehe. I would also want to take you all one after another to punish my pu$$y nonstop for like an hour until I can’t take it anymore. 🥴 I’m tough. I’m glad you’re feeling better. Use that mask, please! I couldn’t bear the thought of you being seriously ill. I think one of the things health officials should remind everyone is that long-COVID can make your d!ck not work. 😬 The world needs your precious peen. ❤️❤️❤️
Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)
2022-06-11 00:50:26 +0000 UTCMethod acting. Props. 😘
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 00:50:17 +0000 UTCHaha 💜 Niamh - I totally thought one or two people would feel that way and that’s why I promised to talk about it again later!! I really think it would probably be the kind of experience which would be less fun in the moment than it would be to dirty talk about for the rest of your life. 😅🥰😘
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 00:49:25 +0000 UTCOh, I was missing you. 💜
ਏFallaਓ
2022-06-11 00:47:02 +0000 UTCOh I keep forgetting it‘s US Pride month Titania! (We’re in Feb). Happy Pride anyway! 🌈🌈🌈 Next month I’m planning something bi-curiously fun btw! (And totally, I’ve had the triple vax, but I know others have too and they’ve been hit more than once still. It’s the weirdest thing…) I sooo hope you enjoy TTT!! 💜
Matthew Tower
2022-06-11 00:46:38 +0000 UTCHello PMM I have to tell you that this weeks pattern was worth the wait. I got home from work, sent a text to my daughter telling her that if she was going to stop by to do it later as I am so exhausted I just have to take a nap. Yes I lied to my daughter. I couldn't very well say Hey Isabel sorry but could you come by later I really really really need to try this Lovense pattern out and get off one or two times. Bravo! That pattern was awesome. I listened and played the pattern with Nora and it was super. I prefer Dolce so I switched out and listened and ran it through again. EPIC! I think I am getting more and more sensitive. I am not one for making noise but this was an audible "Oh Shit" one and a few "F*ck F*ck F*ck" out there. The swirlies at the top around the 3 minute left mark are so perfect. Yep EPIC. Then I moved back to the Dirtiest Dirtytalk pattern which I have to say is still my all time favorite. Oh wow. This was a super wet one. Which I secretly love and mentally say F*ck you Rich you dumb a$$ even though I really should just let it go. It is kind of strange sense of pride that comes over me when it is so messy. Matthew if you cock was in me I promise you would have felt the flood. Thank you! The audio was super. I can't imagine one person touching me but multiples 😨 I loved it. That is what fantasy is about right? Allowing our mind to enjoy something that perhaps may or may not be enjoyable IRL. Probably it would be after a couple of drinks and about 50 hours of intense therapy. I loved it. The care. The protectiveness. The freedom. The bisexual part.🌈 was a perfect touch. Everyone enjoying everyone. Nice. The audio and the pattern are gold! Wait make that PLATINUM! 😉
Ann
2022-06-11 00:45:42 +0000 UTCAHHHHHHHHHH you beautiful Queen you you’re back😭😭😭 I heard that “yea” too lol
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-11 00:31:39 +0000 UTCIs there a sign up sheet to participate in group activities like this? If there is, could you email it to me please.
Dawn
2022-06-11 00:29:18 +0000 UTCWhat up,what up, WHATZ UP TOWER PEOPLE!! PQ IS BACK IN DA HOUSE😝🤣! Well, well, well! I was not expecting such an exciting Friday Audio rendezvous with Papa Tower🧔🏻! Mon Dieu! What an incredible welcome back from my hiatus from the Tower! So many changes, updates, a new logo, new merch! I feel like Tom Hanks in Cast Away...WILSON!!! I am lost and confused to the new changes but greatful to have enjoyed my time away from The Tower! LADIES - BELLES!!!! I have missed all of you and your banter lol 🤣! I need the 411, the 🫖 on all things the Tower! But for the Mystical, Magical, The Wizard of 🐓 - what a wonderful dreamy delight of all my favorite things packaged into a very very short audio piece. You do realize that this type of encounter goes on longer right???😳🤔😏 I was actually upset that it was not longer but ...you know...time constraints...editing...getting the right sounds and all (which was fantastic and all - I swear I heard a Chocolate man in the background which was hot to hear) and all the other naughty gents waxing off on the listener which was fantastic 👏🏾! I have a new kink - a really messy face with lots of 💦 and just smear it over my make up! Lol 🤣 Now I have 2 months and a bit of audios to listen too but I will take my time, just like a good wine and chocolates, I will savour each one 😋🥰😍!
Pisces Queen
2022-06-11 00:28:12 +0000 UTCSorry, Matt. I made a short attempt but even your sexy trusting voice, talk of protecting, and listening from a distance outside of the scene this was too much. Way too many triggers and I refuse to let sexyworld feel unsafe. Hope it brought joy to those who this got excited. Love that you're bringing all the options for everyone's tastes. Happy weekend everyone! Forgive me for hitting stop Matt... it was the best choice in order to be able to come back. 😘💜🤗
D
2022-06-11 00:26:11 +0000 UTCThis was everything I didn’t know I needed & wanted 🥵🥵🥵
Maryj
2022-06-11 00:18:56 +0000 UTCMaddy Baddy certainly earns the title (*fuck daddy) and also strangely the perfect gentleman. Making us free to be dirty, precious, and protected. Which we all know that cocktail is the Female Viagra. Finally Anal… perfect no notes just the sighs of orgasmic appreciation. Also I’m going on vacation would you like me to bring you something back. Would you like something to wear or something to eat. My pussy is unfortunately attached to me so it’s unavailable. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🐇
BunnyRabbit
2022-06-11 00:10:40 +0000 UTCI agree Jenn, too many distractions...lol. Two men has been a fantasy, wondering if I could convince Matt to join my husband and I😏 Hubby has a sexually adventurous mind he may be up for this boudoir activity😏
Linda
2022-06-11 00:08:15 +0000 UTCMore than hugs for you D.💜💜💜💜
Dawn
2022-06-11 00:07:12 +0000 UTCMuch love, my girl 🫂
ਏFallaਓ
2022-06-11 00:06:27 +0000 UTCI have been totally waiting for this one here. This is my new favorite audio because well…..it brings back A LOT of……memories. Damn I wish I could be in my freezer because it’s definitely called for. Matthew you beautiful genius man!! 😘👍🏾👍🏾 Tomorrow starts another chemo session and this go around has me all sorts of messed up. Moods have been high, appetite low, and energy like flatlined. I wish I could have all of you with me because I could really use a hug. 🥺☺️ Keep me in your thoughts. Thank you all so much! Have a great weekend. 💜💜
Deanna Tyson
2022-06-11 00:04:54 +0000 UTCOk, I'm a little more composed now. No...no I'm not. Dammit Matthew sooooooo 🔥🔥🔥
Dawn
2022-06-11 00:03:54 +0000 UTCSir when you whispered “now fuck that cock.” And we get to play with friends!🥵 it just kept getting progressively hotter and hotter. Like no matter how sexy I thought a moment was you upped it immediately after. “Say thank you to the nice man” I think I’m dead. All the names. And I get a reward at the end💦 Sir you spoil us.
Venusinaphrodite_
2022-06-11 00:03:36 +0000 UTChttps://ibb.co/rsWPxh2 Because we are all family here 🤗
Dawn
2022-06-10 23:48:50 +0000 UTCOh thanks for the reminder about Peaky Blinders! Guess I’ll be binging on that myself!
Lavender Belle (Jenn)
2022-06-10 23:40:42 +0000 UTCI'm not even sure what to say. I'm just sitting here eating ice cream and I only missed my mouth about 4 times... I feel quite filthy in only the best way. 🍆🍆🍆🍆🍆🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵
Dawn
2022-06-10 23:40:11 +0000 UTCGreat point about how the stable pre-existing relationship made the scenario work. 💙💚💛
Titania
2022-06-10 23:39:35 +0000 UTCI totally didn’t click this on purpose, it was an accident I swear! But now that I’m here I might as well listen 😉 Why is the idea of you watching me get fucked almost as hot as the thought of you doing the fucking 😅 You’d have to coach me through it though with the promise of you finishing me off, I’m shy enough when there’s only one other person involved 😂 Glad to hear you’re feeling better!
Niamh
2022-06-10 23:39:00 +0000 UTC😂 Now I’m wishing I actually had him on my shoulder saying a few things. This calls for another pirate audio. 🤣 🏴☠️
Matthew Tower
2022-06-10 23:38:05 +0000 UTCOmg, holy hotness!!! This cum slut is clenching at every guy's O and it's only my first listen. It is heaven to be the center of all the attention and action, stimulation going up to 11. 😘 TTT+T tonight may include some extra toys and the pattern. Will report back! Love the bi boys! Happy Pride!🌈🌈🌈 I'm glad you're feeling better. I haven't had covid yet either. From what I hear lately, even with vaccines and booster, it's not a "pick me" kinda thing. 😒 My boyfriend and his entire family got it and were miserable last two weeks, including one hospital visit. Please stay well, my dear! Much love from here. 💙💚💛
Titania
2022-06-10 23:36:43 +0000 UTCGlad you’re feeling better and I’m one of the only people I know who didn’t get Covid either but I’m pretty happy about that! Have to say the gang bang isn’t really my thing, too many men making noises, my adhd would make me too distracted lol! However, I do like the idea of having that power over 2 men, having them please me both at once. And I still got very turned on as long as I was focusing on your voice. Although the only one I’d be interested in sharing you with is one the other belles! Damn maybe I’m more turned on than I thought I was! 🔥🔥💦🌋🐳
Lavender Belle (Jenn)
2022-06-10 23:36:33 +0000 UTCHiii! Stopping by to make out before I have to drive home. 🫦💋😘😋 I think I am going to read the comments on this one… and see, I might have to skip. And shockingly I’m not going to share why right now. Anyyywayyy glad you are feeling better. 💜💜💜 Have a beautiful weekend! 🌷🪷🪸🌈💫🥂🌼
Katie
2022-06-10 23:36:30 +0000 UTCI’m binge watching Peaky Blinders and now I can’t not listen to this audio without the Arctic Monkeys version of “Red Right Hand” playing in the background of my mind 🥃🚬
Meg_just_Meg
2022-06-10 23:33:41 +0000 UTCMatt 💜 thanks for commenting on our discussion of demisexuality and bringing your point of view, it was wonderful to see how your mind moves on this and how you brought important points about fantasizing with someone, but also about connection. 💜 Thank you for being this way and thank you for sharing your brain with us - and your voice, and your body and your inspiration. And for sharing us with your friends... anyway hahaha. Oh, I also thank the Belles so much for being so wonderful and for knowing how to guide a conversation like no one else. I could date you all and I would fall in love on the first date. It's a crime, I know, but I can't help it. Okay, let's get to today's audio. Suddenly, I was thrown into that William Etty painting about the angel interrupting the orgy. Except I wasn't interrupted by an angel - thank God. 😂 I'm going to bring a very personal point of view on this, because... well, all comments are a little personal I suppose. But I would never gangbang with strangers, if only there wasn't my partner on my side or someone I blindly trust and have a real connection with. But then you brought - oh, you're such a naughty boy, Matt - a setting within a stable relationship and THAT MADE ALL THE DIFFERENCE. *chef kiss*. My God, I could kiss you for that. Receive my kiss across continents. 💋 I couldn't have gotten into the fantasy if you hadn't brought the comfort and security of your sweetest audios, still countering your layer of domination whenever you bring up a scenario where you're having sex with more than one person. You are dominant, but you still have the care and affection. You have the care and affection, but you still manage to walk in this sexy line about guiding pleasure. How amazing that was. Like a dance. It was so special to live an experience that I had never lived, and I mean to live really, because it was very real in my mind. I liked your friends, but can I say? Nobody moans like you, Matt. Oh, almost a meta audio title - nobody moans in your ear like I do. 😂 I love it, you naughty genius. I won't tell our mums. Please pretend it never happened when you come to my house for dinner. 🤭💜
ਏFallaਓ
2022-06-10 23:32:25 +0000 UTCI’m glad you’re feeling better! And I’m glad you are also in the No-Rona Club, too 😎😎
Meg_just_Meg
2022-06-10 23:28:09 +0000 UTCHahahaaaaa! I haven't even watched it yet, just read your note and burst out laughing! Bring it on, Potty Mouth!🤣❤️🦋x
CaperBelle Audios 💘
2022-06-10 23:27:05 +0000 UTCHey Sunny! Hope the stress eases off for you soon… 😌🧘 Looking forward to giving you a bit of an all-over-massage with the boys later! Inside and out! 😂😘xx
Matthew Tower
2022-06-10 23:21:12 +0000 UTCHey Daphne! Caught your body too... Like you’re the main course at a banquet. 😉
Matthew Tower
2022-06-10 23:17:34 +0000 UTCDo you sit nakey on top of me while you do it, Maggie? 😃
Matthew Tower
2022-06-10 23:11:50 +0000 UTC😂 oh no Raegan! Well, I hope you’re not having cream for desert🫣🤣
Matthew Tower
2022-06-10 23:10:45 +0000 UTCOh Matt, I'm happy to hear you do not have Covid and feeling naughty and sexy. To be honest, Covid sucks, I just got home yesterday from the hospital after two days of IV therapy and respiratory therapy I'm feeling much better, not gasping for air.
Linda
2022-06-10 23:10:43 +0000 UTCOhh I can't wait to enjoy this audio tonight. I've had so much stress lately and I think I'm in need of some boys to ease my mind and take care of me. Definitely agree about what you and others have said about fantasizing. I often fantasize about things that are too intense for me irl but I like that I can still indulge in private. Anyways, it's really late here and I'm sad that I don't always get to read other's comments until a couple of hours later but I hope everyone has a good morning, day or night!
Sdwwd
2022-06-10 23:07:28 +0000 UTCOh MY, blue eyes! You have definitely caught my attention with this one.
Daphne
2022-06-10 23:04:54 +0000 UTCI hope you're feeling better! Otherwise, I'm gonna have teleport to you, tie you down, and force-feed you chicken noodle soup. And you don't want that! 🤣🤣🤣
Maggie Ren
2022-06-10 22:59:32 +0000 UTCDid I just excuse myself from a family dinner.....sure enough ....you had me at gang bang.....
Raegan Howard
2022-06-10 22:59:14 +0000 UTCThanks for the get-well wishes in the last post! I’m feeling totally better now… Honestly, I was kinda disappointed it wasn’t Covid because I’m seriously feeling like the kid who doesn’t get onto the team. 🥹Why does everyone else get picked and not me!!! 😭😂 I cracked up at all the comments and enjoyed hearing the rural experiences and the country themed songs on the last audio. And wow - the discussion on demisexuality and emotions was so fascinating and actually really precious to me. Thank you! I was especially interested in the various shades of gray and the discussion on dominance and trust. I totally appreciate the difference between seeing a stranger, finding them hot and imagining being with them, and how VERY DIFFERENT that is from if that complete stranger IRL suddenly stripped off all of their clothes and started touching you. 😂 You know, maybe it’s obvious but I think it’s because when fantasising we are already comfortable and safe and in our skin. So we don’t need the process of building trust. And that kind of explains a little of why CNC can be exciting sometimes too right? We are conscious that we are safely fantasising so there’s excitement from imagining the lack of trust and consent. But in reality we need these things - or at least the illusion of them. Like in a one night stand. Obviously they can be amazing, but they usually need other forms of lubrication to make us feel comfortable, right? 🍹😂 And in some ways they’re more like mutual fantasising, too maybe? You’re both living a fantasy that gets a bit more stark in the morning over the awkward breakfast. 😂 Or maybe they’re more like shared self-foreplay, because we probably get more enjoyment about thinking about them after the fact, than at the time, which can be a little nerve wracking - especially if it’s your first time. Okay, maybe I’m just speaking for myself here. But I totally agree with with your point that there’s a huge difference between fantasising about interacting sexually with a stranger, and the careful balancing act that really has to happen if you want to really enjoy it for real. Speaking of which - hope you enjoy the fantasy of a bunch of sexy strangers. Thanks for the amazing thoughts and I hope you can relax into this crazy ass audio!!! It was FECKING HOT to make hahaha.
Matthew Tower
2022-06-10 22:58:48 +0000 UTC
