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BIRTHDAY RELAXING (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

Heey -

Happy Birthday! ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽˆ

This audio is obviously a bit late or earlyโ€ฆ but letโ€™s all just celebrate our birthdays again today for 20mins? ๐Ÿ˜‚

Smooches,

๐Ÿง”๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’œMatthew

AUDIO TAGS: [M4F] Birthday Relaxing [Singing you a song on Piano] [CandleLight] [Sexy talking] [Masturbating together] [Dirtytalk] [What Iโ€™d do to you] [Orgasm] [ASMR whispers] [Chakra spraying you]

BIRTHDAY RELAXING (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

Comments

That was lovely, who knew you could sing. Lots of talents๐Ÿ’‹

Red Spider

Heeeey is this going to be a tradition? Today is thee day for me, again... I'm fine with capping the b-days now, I'm finally old enough. ๐Ÿ˜‹ I can't listen now but the song you sang and how you played the piano stills rings in my ears and sits heavy in my heart. It's a good kind of heavy, you know? You have given us all a good chunk of your love, we feel it, even if you can't quite express it like before. I feel warm and wrapped up in that my kinda-sorta-pseudo-internet-boyfriend-lover-dude that I share with many is loving me somewhere in time and space. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿ’œ

Thanks for my song, on my day. ๐Ÿ’œ

D

Be still my heart, this made my birthday today complete, serendipity.....thank you love๐Ÿ˜˜

Linda

I've never heard that song before, and I never want to hear the original. The way you did that was so beautiful just as it wasโค๏ธ๐Ÿฆ‹x

CaperBelle Audios ๐Ÿ’˜

You played the piano beautifully. ๐Ÿ’œ

Elle (K.)

Thanks, my birthday was this past week, too. Cheers.

Shannon Smith

what a nice singing voice you have! ๐Ÿ’œ

iplaythelarynx

A new hour approaches. Will there be a post?

IndyJane

Words. Feelings. Read my mind. Thanks ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜˜

Katie

I find it you use the following flow chart. Start talking about something he does well and you really enjoy. Then say how you want to try something or fine tune the repertoire. Then (and this the important part โ€œPlease can you give this to meโ€ Just thought... This worked for me... ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

I don't know who did the Mattsignal in tower artwork, but I love it!

Dawn

Spicy technology: a win-lose-win story. On a whim yesterday, I taught my k!nky grappling f*ck buddy how to control my Lovense toy remotely with the app. CBD-aided pattern shenanigans ensued. ๐Ÿ˜‰ But then my toy kept disconnecting?! I think maybe I didn't charge it correctly. โ˜น๏ธ So there I am, a needy, quivering mess... p*ssy-blocked by technology. ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ข Improvising, I grab my Hitachi and big purple d!ldo, turn on the voice connect feature on the app, and trade dirty talk for a couple-three Os. ๐Ÿฅต I never could have done that without Matthew and this community and the confidence I've gained expressing myself, following the wonderful examples here. But how can I *respectfully* tell the guy to go listen to Matt's audios on HornPub and pick up dirty talk pointers? ๐Ÿ˜›

Titania

๐Ÿ˜œhttps://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdQ1st3a/

Titania

If our NY/NYC Belles see this, please check in. ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿ˜žโค๏ธ

Katie

I love this! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ also how the color is used here, it is so soft and radiant. And apply details in places exactly where it is needed so you're drawn to those hands. And for a moment the entire world just exist in those touches and what they tell. โคโค Thank you for sharing this and putting the effort in to finding something ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿซ‚

NeonVall

๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ™

เจFallaเจ“

I woke up feeling especially romantic and sensitive today. So I went looking for poetry as I always do. I ended up finding a painting by James Sant. The moment I saw it, I was reminded of the relationship we have with each other. The intimacy we feel and the support we offer. I thought I should share because you will understand the sensitivity of that touch and I know you will understand exactly what words would fail to describe. Love you, Belles. Have an excellent day! ๐Ÿ’œ https://ibb.co/bJ4kZMx https://ibb.co/z6xC2Rp

เจFallaเจ“

I see there is horrible flooding in the Philippines. I hope anyone here is safe and sound.

Ann

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CbSgDYMDdlp/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Ann

I have been reading for an hourโ€ฆ Almost caught up. Just scrolled all the way down to take break. Idk how Matt does this. My eyes go fuzzy. But I love all of your words. I want to read them. Must. Take. Break. ALSO! I just wanted to share that umm I have realized my need to take a break has had nothing to do with the audios, my Belles, or Matt. You guys itโ€™s the freaking app! ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ On my list of things to โ€œwork onโ€ I have and still do REAL. Like REAL. struggle with codependency and I hate even saying it but blah blah here we are. And this is why I parted with social media for so long and why I am only on Instagram. The serotonin trigger of โ€œbeing neededโ€ notification, responding, commenting, the cycle (the irony of participating in it now ๐Ÿ˜…) Not always good! And I respect Mattโ€™s media-less Sundays so much more and I gotta figure out something like that for meโ€ฆ Me the codependent, escapistโ€ฆgive me somewhere to be outside of โ€œrealityโ€ and Iโ€™ll set up camp. SO JUST SHARING. Speaking out loud to acknowledge accountability. Yes I was clenching for the first time in a week so I had to stumble back in and then ughhh you guys think, feel just like me but weโ€™re all so unique. MY PEOPLE. Am I rambling. Iโ€™m rambling. Iโ€™m ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ LING. Where am I? Is there a cliff notes for comments. What. Okay. Iโ€™m watching Friends. Obvs. ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ Iโ€™ll be there for you. โค๏ธ

Katie

Ann, I'm seeing you changing the world day by day. ๐Ÿฅบ I really hope you can do everything you dreamed of! Because it's so special, amazing and precious! Truly happy for you!!! โค๏ธ

เจFallaเจ“

I am sharing because I am so excited and a tad overwhelmed. I just heard from some friends in Chile and I have 3 more schools requesting books and trainings. 2 of the school are teeny tiny rural schools the other is inner city. This changes a lot because now it is ages 0-18. I am so excited. The trainings wow that is a mind trip my Spanish is ok but Mexican ok Chilean Spanish is different and the accent is oof cooler to my ear but often harder for me to understand. Nothing like doing professional development training in a second language ๐Ÿซฃ. Life really is so very cool

Ann

BunnyRabbit

Belleeeeeeees I'm dying ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚ https://www.facebook.com/sarah.litz.5496/posts/521394836089010 Matthew, I think there are some men who need to listen to you. Just saying.

เจFallaเจ“

@Lucy ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œThe books arrived. Thank you so much. I will add them to a box that I hope to send next week. I also found out that Little by Little is part of Amazon smiles. So much fun stuff happening. ๐Ÿคฉ https://ibb.co/yn72xy6

Ann

Good Morning Lovelies And because I woke up super early but too late to go back to sleep here is the new playlist no one asked for ๐Ÿ˜Œ Rabbit in a Hat https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0fnUNEjbiWpMQZAa4B2CuO?si=w-ukxjgrSGuf5XVpWfgwjw Have a spectacular morning โ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

Kelly I love it๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ itโ€™s like a sexy mandala-kaleidoscope! I would totally buy that

Venusinaphrodite_

I need you guys' opinion. I've been experimenting with some geometric art. I guess you can call them mandalas? Is this piece something you guys think I should put on my website for future employers to see, or do think it would scare them off? I mean, you can only see that its a bunch of t*ts and a$$ and pu$$y if you look closely. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Also, lots of different body types, so body positivity! ๐Ÿ˜ https://ibb.co/t352mTD

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

So I uncharacteristically spent the day day-drinking at my house with my cousin and her friends. Iโ€™ve officially lost my voice due to alcohol๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜…on top of that I spent the last 7 hrs of it dancing with a guy and watching him hang out with the boys and the two of us playing with them and running around. My oldest came up to me before bed and said โ€œdo you like him? Because I like him.โ€ Send help๐Ÿ™ˆ

Venusinaphrodite_

Katie I missed seeing your comments the last couple of days. I hope your time has been relaxing and rejuvenating ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿค—

Ann

Night Gorgeous Friends The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places. - Hemingway Sweet Dreams โœจ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

Those are so cool. Buy them!!!

Ann

I love love love Eric Whitacre. ๐Ÿ˜Š

Ann

Eric Whitacre and Voces8. Ann, I thought of you for some reason. https://fb.watch/cj71-G2voi/

Titania

Matt, if I buy these will you comply? https://ibb.co/yd4zXQM

Dawn

Dawn that was too funny and slightly disturbing. ๐Ÿคฃ Yes I missed you. I actually was going to send you an email today because you absence made me think that I don't know that I responded to your last email. So yes your absence was noted. Hope all is well.

Ann

https://ibb.co/6nj0rRZ Did you miss me?๐Ÿ˜‚

Dawn

Pattern Master in case you see this. The sexting pattern was great as I mentioned before with Osci but I just did two O producing run throughโ€™s with dolce and fffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuujโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€ฆ !! I was sitting so I could control the grind. OMG I am totally doing this again later. Amazing. Yes yes I promised to try Nora and I will get there but FYI this pattern hit home with the dolce. Pressure released. I am going to dig out my thesaurus because I need some more adjectives. That was amazing and now I have a huge smile in my face and I am gong to go get some work done. Damn released. PMM is my hero! God that was good. ๐Ÿ˜›

Ann

Yesterday I did nothing. aside from meet sons future in-laws and go grocery shopping. I read 1 and 1/2 books and that was it. No homework, no dissertation writing, no non profit work, not work work, oh I did wash my sheets ๐Ÿ˜ thank you Matthew. So far it is just shy of 10 am and I still haven't done anything. Will I do work today. Yep because I love it but I also recognize that sometimes shutting the office door (my office is my living room with no door) and walking away is necessary. 2019 I went to Chile as per usual prior to covid, to visit friends and do some work. I was so burned out that I spent the first 2 weeks locked in my bedroom and only came out at dinner or to get lunch. Was it rude...yea but friends were working during the day so.... The point is that I realized I needed to take time off to be productive otherwise I use 2 perfectly good weeks of my month time with loved ones hiding alone in my bedroom. Did I learn my lesson? ahhhh maybe not so much. This year it was stomach ulcer, weird rare tongue thing that won't go away, and shingles case number 10 or 11? I am a works in progress. The point is progress. See my comment about yesterday. It feels weird to not have Matthew here more like we did before but I approve of his time management. Why I felt like writing this I am not sure. Maybe someone needed to read it or maybe I am wasting time before getting to work. Hi my name is Ann I am a workaholic in recovery. Have a joyfully productive or non productive day. ๐ŸŒป

Ann

Itโ€™s SO entertaining to me sometimes when my brain does not want to embrace my hopeless romantic side and the cynic shows up and itโ€™s just a back and forth of like -WOW๐Ÿฅน, lies, beautiful, BULLSHIT, I love this, You Would ๐Ÿ™„- ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคญ Soooo that was the first 5 minutes. ๐Ÿ˜‚ And then itโ€™s sexy timeโ€ฆ and idk me, life, you, sounds!? These were like in. my. ear. Like I could feel them. I was game over in like 3 minutes MAYBE, and then said OKAY when did I learn that!? ๐Ÿฅด๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ โ€˜Twas AMAZING.๐ŸŽ‡ and I was going to keep up with you but I was so content I just really enjoyed listening to you get offโ€ฆ โ€ฆand then you start almost whispering and the spray bottleโ€ฆ and I can feel cool air on my faceโ€ฆand Iโ€™m relaxed, but Iโ€™m ready again because you are whispering. And youโ€™re sharing facts. And Iโ€™m thinkingโ€ฆthis is turning me on more than the actual fucking. AGAIN. STILL!!! So I had to go do some other things ๐Ÿ˜… So I have to make a note for my actual birthday to do like a fast forward, pause circle back, fast forward type of things. So like song, spray, lick, fuck, spray to sleep?! And that can be reinterpreted in anyway possible! Fine with me ๐Ÿ˜‚ ๐ŸŒฌ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿณ๐Ÿ‘๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ˜ต๐Ÿคซ๐ŸŽน๐Ÿ‘โœ‹๐Ÿซตโœ‹๐Ÿซฆ๐Ÿ—ฃ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿซง๐ŸŒŠ๐ŸŒซ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ›Œ๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ‘…โ–ถ๏ธ๐Ÿ›

Katie

Bunny Show and Tell: I am curious what is in your likes or your archives or what are you holding on in your social media whatever that you always go to look at because it makes you feel good for no reason. Silly, profound, spicy, or whatever please share with the class.

BunnyRabbit

I found this documentary again it came back on Netflix and I loved it because it gave me such inspiration to just love myself and not give a shit and carry myself like a queen. https://www.netflix.com/us/title/70273272?s=i&trkid=13747225&vlang=en&clip=81358925 Just for anyone that needs inspiration. ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

I expected sth like twinkle twinkle little star ๐Ÿ˜‚ the fact that this is the first one you've taught yourself how to play! Piling on these talents like it's nothing ๐Ÿฅฒ ahh Matt, that was stunning ๐Ÿ˜ My friend loooves Nick Cave, but I like your voice better ๐Ÿ™ˆ From being romanced to called old ๐Ÿ˜‚ but I guess it works cause that bottle wasn't the only thing spraying๐Ÿ˜โœจ pinned to the bed, legs spread, "say you wanna cum for me" ๐Ÿฅด and the whispers ๐Ÿ˜Œ very nice ~ ๐ŸŽ†

Katja

I think I never wrote this Dutch in my entire life ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚

NeonVall

๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ„โš˜๐Ÿง€ when Netherlands news goes abroad: Soo apparently today was national windmill day. And to promote the miller profession, because there is a great need for them to keep mills turning, they tried to create a world record of most turning windmills for the minimum of 1 hours. Over 800 windmills participated and a few foreign countries joined to make this profession more popular. So thank you New- Zealand with your contribution ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฟ๐Ÿ˜†

NeonVall

Aaaaaaaa I've been so busy lately, I didn't even see the notification for this until just now ๐Ÿ˜ญ your singing is so lovely. I like that we got so much sweetness before the good goods. ๐Ÿฅฐ I'm not a big cake eater, but can I take yours home? Ehehe ๐Ÿฅด๐Ÿ’•

Honey D.A.

Happy birthday, Hollyyyyy!!! ๐Ÿ’œ

เจFallaเจ“

oh wow, this is some perfect timing, it is actually my birthday tomorrow. I loved this and the song was such a lovely treat. thanks

Holly

โ€œApollo with a dash of Dionysusโ€. I like it.

Ann

Patreon is deleting my comments, but Mona, this is a letter for you! ๐Ÿค— I really hope you can see it! Mae, I saw your comment before Patreon deleted it, I replied to you in this letter too! ๐Ÿ’œ Love you both! https://bit.ly/3jnFXKV

เจFallaเจ“

You care and have a big heart. Iโ€™ve never seen anyone with your patience. Your students are lucky to have you. ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

Bunny Question What is the best (and you can have your own definition) thing anyone as ever said to you without a sexual or romantic agenda. ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

Also... Mae, my sweet and beautiful Mae! ๐Ÿ’œ You know, I've had such hard days and your words, your videos, your way you talk always pulls me out of the cloudy day and turns shadow into light. I'm so glad my words were like a hug for you too. I hope that even in the air conditioning of Mc Donalds, you are feeling the warmth of my love. ๐Ÿค— Yes, it's so interesting that the deepest connections come from the internet. I have friends for over a decade that I met them online. I've had the chance to meet some of them in person, but even the ones I've never seen, I just know they'll be there for me on the craziest of days. Thank you for being one of those friendships, Mae. You know, I love you. Don't cry. I'm right there with you too. ๐Ÿ’œ

เจFallaเจ“

(Patreon deleted my comment. But here we go again...) ๐Ÿ˜ฉ My dear Mona! ๐Ÿ’œ I'm commenting in a new thread and I hope you'll see this. I can totally understand you about feeling this avalanche of emotions. I went through one of my biggest emotional storms when I wrote that comment that time and it was very difficult to understand everything I was feeling because it was a mix of a lot of things that I wasn't able to reach inside myself. Like a lot of emotions were screaming and the more they screamed, the less I was able to hear them. So I really really really hope you see this and that it somehow helps you. ๐Ÿค— I started a guided meditation. It was a simple process of stopping and focusing on my breathing, my body, the movement my belly makes when breathing or how there are parts of my body that are always on alert. After relaxing, I started an analysis on the thoughts that came into my head. And the biggest epiphany I had during meditation was that - these thoughts didn't define me. I know, it sounds weird, right? We are taught our entire lives that our thoughts are part of our personality and who we are as human beings, but the truth? They are not. Analyzing thoughts as if you were a third person or as if they were clouds that are passing through your head, maybe it will help you better understand what you are feeling and maybe you will be able to catalog these emotions? Emotions are also fleeting, you know? Even the scariest of them! When we take something good, sweet and deep like love, for example, and we put that feeling into a toxic context or a scary experience, whether it's an emotional wound or trauma, it's natural for you to close down. It's natural because you associate love with loss or love with pain or love for that person who hurt you. But love is meant to be light, it's meant to break down some of your barriers little by little and even, it's meant to make you vulnerable. Even to hurt too. Not enough to make you look at feeling in a negative light (not the trauma, you know what I am saying), but love hurts because when we love, we care. If we care, small or big things about our interpersonal relationships are going to hurt us. It's natural, it's part of the process. But I want to tell you that as much as it hurts, as much as it makes you vulnerable and you don't want to, the most stronger, amazing and more resilient you will become! One of the most beautiful capacity of the human being is precisely how much we can love each other! I don't know exactly what you're going through, but I know I met a Mona who didn't open up in the comments and barely interacted. A Mona who didn't share her desires. A Mona who didn't openly say how much my words hugged her on difficult days. And today, you do it all here. Today, you allow us to see your vulnerability and love you! Even though it sounds scary to you, I just wanted to say that I'm holding hands. I'm here if you want to talk, we can discuss your emotions, understand them, go deep into them. Or we can just talk about a thousand other things that get you out of the loud rumble of emotions in your head. Anyway, I just wanted to say we're together! I love yoooooou. And if even cyclones, hurricanes, tsunamis pass... believe me, this emotional storm will go away too! ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

เจFallaเจ“

Mae, my sweet and beautiful Mae! ๐Ÿ’œ You know, I've had such hard days and your words, your videos, your way of talking always pulls me out of the cloudy day and turns shadow into light. I'm so glad my words were like a hug for you too. I hope that even in the air conditioning of Mc Donalds, you are feeling the warmth of my love. ๐Ÿฅฐ Yes, it's so interesting that the deepest connections come from the internet. I have friends for over a decade that I met them online. I've had the chance to meet some of them in person, but even the ones I've never seen, I just know they'll be there for me on the craziest of days. Thank you for being one of those friendships, Mae. You know, I love you. Don't cry. I'm just right there with you too. ๐Ÿ’œ

เจFallaเจ“

I don't know if this is too personal but just assessing who you are, you just love to give a piece of your soul. This goes beyond fantasy audio and monetary gains. You're just a very lovely person who has so much to give. The immersion in these audios isn't just for us but it's for yourself as well. You put so much effort and investment in your stories. A true student or reincarnate of Apollo (with a dash of Dionysus ๐Ÿ˜). This just hits differently ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿค—

Dee Andie

My dear Mona ๐Ÿ’œ I'm commenting in a new thread becase I hope you'll see this. I can totally understand you about feeling this avalanche of emotions. I went through one of my biggest emotional storms when I wrote that comment that time and it was very difficult to understand everything I was feeling because it was a mixture of various feelings that I wasn't able to reach inside myself. Like a lot of emotions were screaming and the more they screamed, the less I was able to hear them. So I really really really hope you see this and that it somehow helps you. I started a guided meditation. It was a simple process of stopping and focusing on my breathing, my body, the movement my belly makes when breathing or how there are parts of my body that are always on alert. After relaxing, I started an analysis on the thoughts that came into my head. And the biggest epiphany I had during meditation was that - these thoughts didn't define me. I know, it sounds weird, right? We are taught our entire lives that our thoughts are part of our personality and who we are as human beings, but the truth? They are not. Analyzing thoughts as if you were a third person or as if they were clouds that are passing through your head, maybe it will help you better understand what you are feeling and maybe you will be able to catalog these emotions? Emotions are also fleeting, you know? Even the scariest of them! When we take something good, sweet and deep like love, for example, and we put that feeling into a toxic context or a scary experience, whether it's an emotional wound or trauma, it's natural for you to close down. It's natural because you associate love with loss or love with pain or love for that person who hurt you. But love is meant to be light, it's meant to break down some of your barriers little by little and even, it's meant to make you vulnerable. And even to hurt you too. Not enough to make you look at in a negative light, but love hurts because when we love, we care. And if we care, small or big things about our interpersonal relationships are going to hurt us. It's natural, it's part of the process. But I want to tell you that as much as it hurts, as much as it makes you vulnerable and you don't want to, more human, stronger and more amazing you become. The most beautiful capacity of the human being is precisely how much we can love each other. I don't know exactly what you're going through, but I know I met a Mona who didn't open up in the comments and barely interacted. A Mona who didn't share her desires. A Mona who didn't openly say how much my words hugged her on difficult days. And today, you do it all. Today, you allow us to see your vulnerability and love you! Even though it sounds scary to you, I just wanted to say that I'm holding hands. I'm here if you want to talk, we can discuss your emotions, understand them, go deep into them. Or we can just talk about a thousand other things that get you out of the loud rumble of emotions in your head. Anyway, I just wanted to say we're together, ok? I love yooooou. And if even cyclones, hurricanes, tsunamis pass... believe me, this emotional storm will also go away. ๐Ÿ’œ

เจFallaเจ“

Oh look, it's me. Finally falling asleep at 3 am. https://www.instagram.com/p/CcFXwxEL2Dr/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

Titania

Already on route for three ours. Can you believe it will snow soon? https://ibb.co/gMYPbV2

NeonVall

Yeah go bunny! Even profile pic change! Bunny is going wild

NeonVall

Oh my goodness, Vall, you're reminding me of all the Dutch birthday parties my dad used to drag me to as a child. He was the domine and had to go to all of them. Coffee and cake and talk talk talk.

Titania

Please tell me you're going to sing more. You are a man of many talents whomever gets to be with you is going to be one lucky person.

Kayla Marie

Matthew I would let you destroy my pussy, my peace of mind and my rose bud. Just have the rosemary spray on hand. Adored this audio.. #FuckAnxiety XOXO ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค. ๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

Skipped the sleeping and drinking coffee jow. Image of people sitting in a cirkel, drinking coffee and eating cake/pie is going through my mind.. typical dutch grown up b-day party ๐Ÿ˜… So are the birthday wishes or words in your language? Dutch: van harte gefeliciteerd - congratulations Gefeliciteerd met je verjaardag - happy birthday Jarige job/ jarige jet - word you can say to someone who has a birthday. Job for boy jet for girl. Most commen names in the early days Feestvarken - word you can say to someone who has a birthday. Litterly translated it would mean festive pig ๐Ÿ–. And guess what? It comes from the early days when people would spit roast a pig and put the apple in his mouth ๐Ÿ˜† gefeliciflapstaart - a way to say congratulations to children. Comes from the children show pipo de clown

NeonVall

๐Ÿ†๐ŸŽน ๐Ÿ˜‚ The president!!

Matthew Tower

๐Ÿ˜ถโ€๐ŸŒซ๏ธ It's my bath time soon. Hold that thought. ๐Ÿ˜œ

Matthew Tower

LOVE YOU ALL!!! HAVE AN AMAZING WEEKEND!! I'm not up to much this weekend - just drinks tonight then working on merch store and some other updates, so I'll be reading comments!!! XXXXXXXXX

Matthew Tower

That video ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ I can never unsee that! I have never felt so uncultured in all my life!

Dawn

Dinner. I grew the potatoes. The asparagus and mushrooms came from a store. I feel like I played a contributing role in the steak as I purchased half the cow from a regenerative rancher months before it ended up in my freezer. Also a little bit of my butterfly tray and the butter which is a product of New Zealand. https://ibb.co/z7pK5jq

IndyJane

AWWWW Kata!! Thank-you for opening your heart and sexy-petals to me. I'm the luckiest D... I mean Bee... on the planet to get some of your nectar. ๐Ÿฅฐ Thanks for the heartwarming note. Today has been a good one for me... ๐Ÿซถ xx

Matthew Tower

Hey Titania! Thank-you for all this love - so glad you liked the song, my joking around, the poems, my learner piano playing! It's 'Into My Arms' by Nick Cave. Hope you look his version up too. He's a bit of a god downunder. xx

Matthew Tower

I can play with my pecker too. I learned from the Ukrainian president. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oua0Puihrkc

Matthew Tower

Yes they are๐Ÿ˜ƒ I like to be soft everywhere. You may have influenced me with your bath addiction to add to my shower routine.

Venusinaphrodite_

๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ ๐ŸŽฏ ๐ŸŽฏ ๐Ÿ‹ ๐ŸŽฏ

Matthew Tower

You.sang.to.me. You've made me cry, you big jerk (and I love you for it). I struggle sometimes to access deep emotions and I'm very afraid of being emotionally vulnerable, but you just went in there and caressed my heart anyway. Physically, thank you for not forgetting THE PETALS. So often everyone just goes straight for the bud and forgets how effective tasting the whole flower can be. A little attention and I promise my petals will be open and glistening enough for any naughty D...I mean Bee.

Kata

Matt - that was / you are: Super sweet Adorable Sexy Giving me warm fuzzies Soothing (chakras so balanced) A gift Beautiful song! (3 months only? You are obviously musical and coordinated) What's the title? I would like to look up the lyrics, I'm missing some. Omg the jokes - how many birthday Champagne toasts did you have?! ๐Ÿ˜œ I'm loving the insta poems and looking forward to them each day. ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’›

Titania

I really need piano lessons Matt. Please show me the fingering you bragged about above ๐Ÿ˜ˆ Does the singing help with loosening your tongue? I will be requiring more examples of this as well ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’œ

Dawn

Hey Neon!! ๐Ÿ˜˜ You're so welcome, and happy extra birthday! A repeat perfomance must surely be to come. In fact, I should do one for each star-sign right? It might take a few years to come up with twelve different ideas, but goals right? ๐Ÿ˜… Thanks for the thought! ๐Ÿ˜˜xx

Matthew Tower

Haha - you lecher! ๐Ÿ˜‚ Well, I hope they do a good a job of the fitting ๐Ÿ˜ Tell them you don't want them to wreck your rim, so be careful where they angle the axle. ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ xx

Matthew Tower

Why would I want you easy, I like you hard๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿ˜‡ and everyone has already seen those already Iโ€™m an easy target now๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Venusinaphrodite_

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Ann

Your a braver bunny than you know! Your bunny actions are bunny strong ๐Ÿ˜„

NeonVall

Words are especially difficult tonight. Life is so fleeting and fragile, and you simply don't know how long the gift of certain people will be present. I've expressed my sincere gratitude and appreciation for the transcendence and connection of this little space and world. Until I heard the tenderness and vulnerability in your playing and song choice, I'm not sure I realized how precious and treasured I've felt. And then to follow the tears with genuine laughter. I'm wrecked. It's going to be an immensely difficult weekend and week, but this here... such a gift. Thank you, Matt. Truly. ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’œ... how is there no blanket emoji?

D

Indy! I love your attention to detail soo much - thank-you! I had to record the first part of the audio [before sexy time] in my dining room where the piano is, which youโ€™ll see a bit more next week when I post a hobbies/life video. Itโ€™s a bit echoey in there! And that creaking is the pedal on the piano which I donโ€™t know the name of yet - it makes the chords reverberate. ๐Ÿคฃ Itโ€™s so noisy - I guess I need to get it looked at!! Enjoy your dinner!!! ๐Ÿ˜˜xx

Matthew Tower

if someone asks me .. my birthday will be on April 9th โ€‹โ€‹from now on! music, sexytime and relaxing. What more do I need? not that I'm jealous... but you just really play the piano. I once tried to learn the piano too but the left hand keeps fooling me. I am of course very happy for you ๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜‘but more that we can enjoy it. No no I'm really happy. Must have taken some time to learn ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿ‘Œ And the jokes...... Seriously i don't know if we'll get into action soon after that sexy talk.๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’ It could also just turn into a battle of puns and jokes.๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ laughing my ass off here ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚ But even if the intention is to masturbate together. just listening turns me into a glazed cake with blown out candles! ๐Ÿฅต๐ŸŒฌ๐ŸŽ‚ So thank you for the gift! can't wait for next year!! ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽŠ (greedy bell here) ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿค—

NeonVall

Annn! ๐Ÿ’œ Thanks so much for the kind words about my โ€˜singingโ€™ ๐Ÿ˜‚ and also for the extra afterschool ๐Ÿ˜help youโ€™re giving me with how these patterns work๐Ÿ˜‰ (Okay that was probably a bit off, but hey - who hasnโ€™t had the teacher fantasy right? ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜‚). Seriously, thatโ€™s really cool to hear about - esp that mixing up the swirling and the solid lines works!! (And yes - I can imagine the little breaks are needed or it would become numbing right? Should I do more of those? What about complete little stops at points? ๐Ÿ˜˜xx

Matthew Tower

Shelley ๐Ÿ’œ I know you're just saying that about my singing voice because you want to make me blush so all the blood runs to my head and I fall over and you can sit on my face. Well played though. You deserve it.๐Ÿ‘… ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ˜œ Seriously though, that is soo very kind of you to say! Iโ€™ll let you peek into my mind for sure. I might need to lie in your lap to do that. So while Iโ€™m down thereโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜˜xx

Matthew Tower

Iโ€™m really looking forward to listening to this! Iโ€™m out celebrating not my birthday (itโ€™s still 2 months away lol) but stating a whole new book in my life on Monday. Iโ€™m starting a new job and a new career at the ripe age of 49! So once Iโ€™m done with a live dinner and drinks with friends I will be listening. And may even have a new subscriber for you lol ๐Ÿ˜‚

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I hope you're repeating the last letter of the alphabet over and over now Niamh! Snugs and hugs! ๐Ÿ’œxx

Matthew Tower

Thank you!

Stefa

Falla, you deserve a lot more than hypothetical and utopian love, and I hope I can give you a bit more than that too, because you've shown me so much more than that already. It's funny right? The online world is still a mystery to me in many ways, limited in some practical and physical terms, but unlimited in other ways - like you're saying - however, hard to define, it's "still a form of love". Could anyone question the care, respect, love, and attention you've shown me in your comments? Or question the love everyone else shows me on here? Or the love you all show each other when you're chatting? It's so hard to value, because we can't measure the little lifts it gives us over the week, or the count the smiles or chuckles, or the reassurance when we need it. But well, we wouldn't be here talking if it wasn't a form of love, right? xx

Matthew Tower

Your beautiful singing voice and hot org@sm voice all in the same audio? It must me my birthday then! Sitting in a tire shop waiting on my car, but I couldnโ€™t wait to listen. Just thinking of that TikTok audio โ€œnobodyโ€™s gonna know. Theyโ€™re gonna know. How would they know?โ€ Good thing I have a mask on, so no one can see me lecherously biting my lip. ๐Ÿซฆ Gonna have to listen again when I get home. Gah, this size-queen loves when you talk about your big c0ck ruining my greedy little pu$$y. ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿคค

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Can we make the spraying a game? Iโ€™ll draw random targets on me and we can see how accurate your aim is๐Ÿคฃ also Matt your poetry, look at you๐Ÿฅบ

Venusinaphrodite_

Night Everyone And to the ladies bolder than me, I salute you.๐Ÿ™‚ Life wrote a friend of mine, 'is a public performance on the violin, in which you must learn the instrument as you go along. E.M. Forster ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

First of all, how long have you been teaching yourself to play piano? A couple of years? So lovely Matt. Piano and violin are my two favorite instruments. As much as I absolutely love your guitar playing, please give us more of the piano! The fact that you went from "get on your knees and suck his d1ck" to this sweet and gentle love making and pampering is why we love you so much. You set the bar so high for how we should expect to be treated. Thank you ๐Ÿ’œ

Dawn

Hey Lapajo! It would make a pretty good Groundhog Day, but you might get a little tired of getting rid of the wrapping paper ๐Ÿ˜‚ xx

Matthew Tower

"I just kinda wanted to hangout with you for a little bit." 24 seconds in and I'm dead. I'm so fuckin easy to please. How is this the most romantic thing I've ever heard? No, wait. You gifting us with the first song you learned on piano. That's the most romantic thing. Fuck. Obviously, I love the song and your playing, but I know others are going to talk about that and they will find better adjectives. I noticed how different the room sound was during your intro and it was here that I realized it's because you were recording in a different space with the piano. I loved the little creaks from the piano bench. It really made me feel like we were hanging out in a physical space instead of the cerebral space of Sexy World. It added a cozy, homey layer that is perfect for a birthday present. Just so freaking sweet. After tonight, I'm going to leave this audio alone until my birthday in September. I'm not even sad I won't hear this again for 5 months because you have put out so much great stuff and I know there is more on the way. Ugh, I'm feeling all mushy. And sated because that was also ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ. Your jokes were stupid and I loved them. I'm off to make dinner.

IndyJane

Matthew "Oh god that feels good" Yes yes it does. Actually I think that was my favorite thing you said in the audio. Said not sing. The singing was awesome. I did tear up a bit. This audio was so nice, relaxing and caring. I can't wait to sleep to it tonight. I always wonder how far I will get into your audios before I fall asleep. So nice. You're so nice. OMG nice seems to be my word of the day. Now Pattern Master Matthew let's talk about the pattern you posted early this morning (for me it was early). First off I was already debating about having a quick self session before work when the notification chimed. That solved that problem. I was half hour late to work and I ate my breakfast during my history class. Worth It! I used Osci and Penguin Dude. For those who don't know Penguin Dude is a clit vibe from Cherry something website. Anyway he was inexpensive but I am telling you now that I need to buy a couple more for when Penguin Dude 1.0 passes on to the toy retirement home in the sky, because he is AMAZING. Better than the more expensive clit vibe I bought. Anyway I loved the low solid lines giving me a bit of a break. It is like a microscopic edging session (I love edging) or it could just be a breather but you changed it up and added a solid line at the top of the pattern and holy.....๐Ÿ’€ EPIC death. Loved it. Then around the 3 minute left mark you started the swirling. Poof it was all over. You really are the Pattern Master. So prior to this audio the Kink pattern was my favorite and before that I can't remember but I think it was the brain melting one and the Quickie one which I can't find now. Anyway I am adding this one right next to the Kink Test pattern. I will try this pattern out with Nora tomorrow because I know that I will fall asleep as soon as I lay down. Matthew I am sending you virtual hug. So nice ๐Ÿค— Pattern Master Matthew man I bow to you and thank you for giving me so much pleasure. ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ

Ann

That's so lovely! Thanks so much Shamesha. ๐Ÿฅฐ This comment is as much of a treasure as you are. Esp because I feel about as vulnerable about my piano playing as I do about my singing, because I only started playing at Christmas. Have abeautifull weekend! ๐Ÿ’œ

Matthew Tower

Oh have fun for me please. I am meeting my son's soon to be in-laws and doing work. By Sunday evening I expected to be exhausted because you had the best time ever. ๐Ÿ˜

Ann

Wait. What????? Matthew, my little Bonbon: your singing voice is absolutely gorgeous!!! I had to pause the audio to recover. That was one helluva prelude to a very hot session and I am totally there for it๐Ÿ”ฅ I'm gonna need you to come sit over here next to me so I can take a peek into that mind of yours. I'm certain the secrets of the universe are in there somewhere๐Ÿ’‹

Shelley

It is your Matthew love language. I would just say love language but you love me and aren't mean to me at all. Matthew has a special love language from you that is full of tension, spice, emotion, biting (wait that is me...ignore biting) and love. Matthew you are a lucky dude.

Ann

Babe I miss you so fucking much that I feel that I'm going to cry.

เจFallaเจ“

So I should definitely be sleeping and thus will enjoy this audio come morning but I couldnโ€™t resist dropping in to say hello and hell yeah I canโ€™t wait to listen to this one ๐Ÿ’œ

Niamh

New logo is ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ Poems are ๐Ÿซฆ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ˜ Excited to catch up on audios and have a 3 way for my birthday! This will work out very well. ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿฅฐ

Katie

Okay, enough naughty, Matthew. I'll behave. ๐Ÿ˜Œ The comment now. I keep thinking... before you, I thought I knew the true meaning of 'making love'. I've had passionate sex and men who said they were in love with me looking into my eyes. People I've loved so much as if I couldn't live without them. But I've never felt what I feel when I hear you because it sounds so real, even if it's a fantasy. It's like you resignify things. Or as if you say, 'Look, the guys you met? Excuse me. But they don't know how to take care of you like I do.' ๐Ÿ˜Ž Perhaps the main element is precisely the fact that you are not here? Maybe it's the projections I create? Or maybe it's just the unquestionable fact that you turn feelings into action like no one else? Or maybe it's the fact that I feel safe with you? Or it's just the unbelievable talent you have? I don't know. I still haven't figured out the reason or all the reasons why it's more real with these audios than it is in real life, which reminds me of your phrase 'We both know this is more real than the real thing', but it is an unquestionable truth that you demonstrate in a different way. Your emotions speak for your body, your voice and the movements you make. It's like everything with you is an emotional dance or like everything with you isn't just the surface. It is always deeply and intensely. It's never just sex, it's soul fusion. It's never just a song, it's about going into your arms. It's never just your moans, it's your vulnerability. It's never just a time to relax, you list the fucking chakras. ๐Ÿฅฒ You deliver parts of yourself every time you post a new audio, and that's what drives me to comment here and write something about me too. So, I just wanted to say that after a wine, a bath and your voice, I don't feel like I need anything else. ๐Ÿ˜Œ I got all the love I deserved in twenty minutes. Even if it is a hypothetical and utopian love, it is still a form of love. ๐Ÿ’… I'll just lie here and listen to you again. Thank you for awakening the green, pink and gold color in my body. It's the heart chakra - a gentle, enchanting thing that I assure you you don't need to be here to make it feel real. Happy birthday indeed. ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿฅฐ

เจFallaเจ“

Oh my.... can my birthday be every day? ๐Ÿฅต

Lapajo

Unrelated. Going to another "party" tomorrow. Hopefully it goes better than the first one. There is nothing sexy about sloppy drunk people. Fingers crossed

Raegan Howard

That's absolutely fucking hilarious

Raegan Howard

Thanks for the love on Insta Kayla! ๐Ÿ’œSo glad you're enjoying it, and I've been having fun spending a few moments every night writing new stuff and finding things in the audios to rewrite. I'm sure there will be more and more... xx

Matthew Tower

Here you go then. Happy Birthday! https://ibb.co/9sBCbW5

Matthew Tower

Sacral chakra is in full swing huh๐Ÿ˜‰ just because you sing beautifully and delivered top notch dirty talk right now please donโ€™t think Iโ€™ll ever stop being mean to you๐Ÿ˜

Venusinaphrodite_

Adored this audio.. XOXO ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ–ค. ๐ŸŽ‚๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‡

BunnyRabbit

Happy Birthday Pam! ๐Ÿฅณ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽˆ I agree birthdays suck when you get a toy and it has no batteries.... ๐Ÿ˜‚ xx

Matthew Tower

Thank you for sharing your talents and gifts with us Matthew. Listening to you sing and playing piano felt just as intimate as accompanying you along the Queenstown Holidate. I donโ€™t know how, but one feels cherished, desired and treasured by you. Itโ€™s very easy to slip into fantasy world with you. ๐Ÿ’œ

Shamesha

๐Ÿฅน "Breath made of poetry". Can I use that? ๐Ÿ˜‚ Listen to yourself though Falla! . You're describing yourself. ๐Ÿ˜Œ I don't wanna talk about my breath right now but I'm stuffing a salmon and capers sandwich down my face right now as I type. ๐Ÿ˜ xx

Matthew Tower

Happy belated Birthday, Stefa! ๐ŸŽ‚ ๐ŸŽ‚ ๐ŸŽ‚

Bibi

Mmmm hmmmm! Wish I had my headphones w/me.... Soon!!!

Bibi

Weird that yesterday was my birthday! Happy birthday indeed!

Stefa

Wish I had you for my birthday ๐Ÿ’‹ I absolutely adore your poetry

Kayla Marie

Happy Birthday!!! ๐Ÿง”๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽˆ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿฅณ Damn, I was only a little late, Shanice!! It's still within the month window though so forgiveable right? ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ ๐Ÿ˜˜xx

Matthew Tower

Hm... Normally I just get money/gift cards cause I'm difficult to find a present for lol ๐Ÿ˜†

Maggie Ren

I guess Iโ€™ll be celebrating my birthday 4 months later ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ Gotta charge my toy of choice tonight ๐Ÿ’œ

Pam

As much as I love Tim Burton style Matt, Iโ€™m digging the new logo

Meg_just_Meg

So weโ€™re having an unbirthday party?? ๐Ÿฐโ˜•๏ธ๐Ÿฅฎ๐Ÿซ–๐Ÿซ๐Ÿฐ๐ŸŽฉ

Meg_just_Meg

Also... Your poems on Instagram - you transcend human explanation, don't you, Matt? My God. Your veins run with creativity, your breath must be made of poetry and your mind is a brave new world. If I could make a wish, I would like to think with your mind for a moment and see life through your eyes. Just an hour. It must be magical. I loved the new logo, so beautiful and retro. Soโ€ฆ you. LOVE IT! ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅฐโค๏ธ

เจFallaเจ“

I'll jump in and out of your cake anytime Falla. ๐Ÿ˜

Matthew Tower

Aww thank you so much! My bday was two weeks ago but Iโ€™m still appreciative of this lovely gift ๐Ÿ’• ~

shanice

Oh and I hope everyone likes the new logo! (The original will still be up on the Merch store if you donโ€™t! ;) ALSO LETโ€™S GET REFINED WITH SOME NEW PLAYLISTS ๐ŸŽปClassical Playlist For feeling like your life is a movie and this is the big dramatic momentโ€ฆ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2MQ1FTCIctX4WJU3fMqT9t?si=2fff71596cf34f48&pt=a4af8658d1d62ef5842047ff30667b7f ๐Ÿฝ Dinner Party Music The tableโ€™s set, now itโ€™s time to scull a bottle of wine and make a playlist before the guests arriveโ€ฆ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4S2olVESTOj2kM8os9aHYh?si=6f271ced011f4fb3&pt=388a9e47d8f0335735dc4d1a450f422c

Matthew Tower

Wishing you as a birthday present. ๐Ÿ˜

เจFallaเจ“


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