THE HANDMADE TOY (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+)

Heeeeey. So I'm not really one for letting my heart bleed all over the page but 🤫😏 I'm going back down the rabbit hole where old is new again. This audio feels intimate and sweet, while still being 🔥 of course. I was listening and following along 😌 but something about the end got me. To feel safe, in tune, and then as you coax an orgasm out of us, you say "good girl". I was hit with this small but mighty surge of... contentment? It felt right. It felt like any shame was gone in those seconds and I started to cry. I hate admitting this. 😂 I don't cry easily so maybe it was needed idk but that wave of warmth hit a cold inner wall inside me and the dam broke, ha. Just a few seconds. Like a piece snapping into place in a puzzle. Having tears running into my ears, not from sadness but from that positive, protected feeling you provided me. You passionately love us up with your words, let us sink into the safety of your voice, and hold us when we need it. This still continues to be a fascinating experience where we mostly experience you... well, without a present conscious you. So maybe sometimes it's nice to hear. 💜

Happy SuMonday 😀 Rainy day… snuggled under the duvet… Looks like I might return to my early days of tuning in on a Sunday. Hahaha… I can’t with you my loveable muppet…. But… Where’s the link? Signing up… *fluttery laugh* 😘 Fucking me while you’re sucking my clit with your hand… UgH… I need to go find that clip now because I’m so intrigued. Think I know what you mean… 😏 The first thing that came to my mind when I saw the title was the TV series The Handmade’s Tale… 😏 Which I haven’t yet watched, just seen clips. So true… this Sexyverse is just pure and simple, lovingly crafted and thought through audio, and sometimes visuals… gems… catalysts for connected minds and bodies… in so many unique and sometimes shared-experience ways… 🙃 My mind… 😀… I’m here first picturing you and your friends squirting water at each meters away, from your… what a collective Moby visual… 😂 Then I’m like - of course that’s not what he means… it’s something more simplistically technical… 3:17 - *grunt chuckle* 😍 Those kisses… J’ADORE… Uhuh… it’s who gets to grip the bottom lip first in this delightfully intimate duel… 😍 G** the teasing… you don’t have to ask me twice… freakin live for it… the ANTICIPATION… G** you look so FH doing that… 🙄🔥🤤🥵 … making this needy little pussy so wet… *moan* Your “babe”… loving the injection of this new endearment… 🙃 G** you know just the way I love it @ the play by play… slow… deep… opening up… spreading the wetness… putting it back in… It’s such a beautiful thing to be able to do and say things to turn on another… and bring that pleasure right back to you… I’m all about the Giver Pleasure Cycle. 🙃 The way we say “Fuck” together… always… 😏 9:48 - the way she clenched @ that MOAN… FuCk… 🔥😻 My smile as I hear it… 🙄🔥🤤… me giving you the weightlessness of my leg so it hitches up so easily… you sliding underneath me… G** I want it so bad… FUCK… that sensation as you slide in… always hits the synapses just right… FuCk mE… “…fuck you and suck your clit with my hand at the same time…” 🔥🥵💥 Happily dying rn… That “Oh G**” always gets me… The way we let go together… OMFG… “…punish that pussy…” 😏🔥🥵 cumming so fuckin hard all over you… Fuck… SO much… Switch you off…? After I re-listen for the third time… I haven’t had a chance to go through the remainder of those comments yet… I’m sure you had a ball! 😁 When you lay your head down, angels on your pillow. 💛😘💜

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Super hot and very passionate/romantic at the beginning ❤️🥰

Madison Diaz

Which is the guilty pleasure okay list? I can only find 5 playlists of Matthews. Are there more?

Ann

I was listening to the guilty pleasure playlist on my way to work…and wow what a collection 😂👏👏! I have to say though.. the “M” who but “Blue” on there is in so much trouble.🙅🏼‍♀️ Every time I even think about it I have to immediately scream (in my mind) before it gets stuck in my head. Mae….Mona…who did it!? 🦵🍑👋

Katie

Hope you’re resting now, Titania! 💜I did a brief stint in therapy last year which went into childhood stuff and wow was it emotionally draining. Like - I definitely needed to let the subconscious process that stuff. Thanks so much for the thoughts! 😘

Matthew Tower

💜Matthew- I'm late to the comment party as usual, so I'll keep it simple. I really love that you just spent a few minutes just… playing. I laughed along with you as you explored the potential of your squirty-hand, and now I've got a video looping in my head of k!ds playing at the beach and it's so pure and simple and *sigh* I need more of that in my life. I wrestled with some hard ch!ldhood memories this week and made some more progress, and you've inspired me to seek out silliness and joy. Now onto the impure section: unscripted Matthew is a delight. Please, yes, more! So good. I think we're lucky to get this as well as your more measured poetic imagery. Both styles do something amazing to me. It's after midnight here and my melatonin is kicking in… I've already drifted off several times trying to write this. 😅 Off to dreamland. 😴 💙💚💛

Titania

Super sore and still majorly high right now (now sure if I’m even spelling correctly or if this makes any sense). But I have a bunch of stories to tell that happened while under anesthesia. One is super embarrassing because my mother was there and another involves you all…but I’ve gotta go back to bed. Meds are super strong. 💜💜

Deanna Tyson

Truth

Ann

So I was in my office today and I thought to myself, 'I really like spreadsheets.' But then my next thought was, 'No...I really like being spread on sheets.' You've ruined me Matthew. I can't even work anymore without you in my head. 🤪 And I wouldn't have it any other way 💜🐳💜🎧

Dawn

Do you need to see my birth certificate? Or will you just take me at my word? No my fingers aren’t crossed 😂🤣😂

Double LL

Matthew I haven’t been there in a while but was thinking maybe a folder for Celebrating Accomplishments. Just a thought. Have a great rest of your day or night. 💜🤗

Ann

So I found this today. Please tell me it's someone's birthday.🎂 https://ibb.co/mtVGbJ2

Dawn

That is my signature hand job move. Making a tight suction with my hand right over the head while I drizzle warm coconut oil over my hand and ....well you know where 😉

Raegan Howard

MAE!!! I was in the city today, and i havent been there for what.. like a year or so?? 🤷‍♀️ Anyway guess what! they're opening a official BOBA shop!!!! 🧋 Very close now to taste the original BOBA flavours in stead of the fruity ones I found after a very hard searching quest! Im gonna level up in BOBA ⬆️🦸🏼‍♀️🧋

NeonVall

I'm verry hungry now 😒

NeonVall

Lucy. I had a dream about waffles 🧇.

Katie

Part 2. Two weeks later, I was diagnosed with breast cancer. A lot of men would have said, “Wow, I’m so sorry, you’ll beat this - sayonara baby! “, and run off in a different direction. Not only did he not run away, he held me in his arms for my first chemo session. He befriended my doctor( I’ve written here about Marty), and was there every step for the next eight months of treatments. I was going to quit the play, and he said, “Hell no, you’re not!” He got cast in a film several months into all of it, and he cut a deal with the producer to cast me in a small role - and pay for part of my plane tickets, as I flew back and forth between LA and Chicago for my weekly chemo. He knows about Matthew, and the intensity of the comfort I receive from this community, and he supports it 100 per cent. I could go on, but it drains me to share what he was like before the nasty depression beast brought him crashing down. I just really miss the intimacy, his closeness, his big arms around me… he sleeps in a separate bedroom now, because he’s sensitive to sound and movement, and, well my heart aches for him. He says his heart aches for me, too. He needs those meds, I mean it really is the difference between life and death for him. I’m praying for a new medication that will still do its job, and leave his man stuff the hell alone. Thank you, to those dear wonderful Members of the Court who’ve waded through this rather plaintive missive. Matthew, I know you’ve read it, because you care about everyone here, and you just shine. I never lose my sense of humor, so I’ll be fine. I hope it was OK to share this - I feel much soothed by the sharing, and I just hope I didn’t bring anybody down who managed to get to the end. Hugs and kisses all around, and please know how deep the gratitude flows in me, for you.

Bibi

Part 1. Patreon keeps eating this, so I'll do it in two parts. Maybe, just maybe it'll work! I’m putting this at he top of my post, because there may be some triggers for some of you.I listened again (not the 2nd time) to this, and some stuff has come up. I feel a bond with you all, and knowing that I really am a member of this Court of Belles and Beaus infuses me with courage to share. This last listen was insanely erotic for me. It also caused me to ache til I almost just can’t stand it - for a man who can fuck me sideways up against the wall, and then soothe me to sleep. I’m talking about my partner, T. I’m pretty sure i've shared before that T ’s meds - that keep him stable, and able to continue working and living his life have also caused his libido to shut down completely. The only time he thinks about sex at all is when he's worrying about my well-being. I'm not going anywhere. He is The One. Over the course of my relationship with a hot paramedic I was dating (we met while he was saving me from dying from a deadly asthma attack! Matthew, that would be a fun role play idea for you, just sayin’), we went to a great wine bar that T managed. If you like wine bars, and you’re in Chicago, it’s inevitable that you’ll be hanging out with actors. I’ll tell ya, my paramedic had a fantastic knowledge of wine - he even had a sophisticated wine cellar in his basement! He loved this sassy, little French wine bar, and used to have long convos with T about years, growing seasons, vintages, etc. Angel introduced us, there was much ‘man laughter’, and that was that. FYI - Most actors in the world don’t make enough to live on. I did commercial voiceovers that I didn’t care for, and T did the wine bar. Well, T and I were both actors, and about 3 months after Angel and I split up, lo and behold, we were cast in a play together. We weren’t the only ones. There were 6 women, and 2 men. I watched while the other actresses practically stood in line to spend a night with him. T has kind of a younger Kevin Costner thing going. He was what Regency England would have called a ‘Rake’. Since I’d recently parted ways with Angel, and I knew that T had the capacity to break my heart, I moved gingerly around him. I slowly allowed myself to hang out with him more and more as friends, all the while keeping my little heart locked up. About a year later, T introduced me to a producer friend of his, and then we were cast in another play together. Mid-rehearsal, he came over to to my place on a Monday night (in the theatre world, Monday is considered a day off, almost universally). He was helping me look through some music of mine to pitch to the director. By this time, I was totally comfortable being around him, he was still ‘playing the field’, as they say, I was occasionally going out with some guy, and that was that. We were sitting on the floor, looking through CD’s (those were the days, if anyone remembers those!), and he goes, “Shit! I need to hear this!” Then, Van Morrison’s voice filled my living room, with “It’s A Marvelous Night For A Moondance”. I don’t know exactly when the air changed, and we were just looking at each other, sitting on the floor. T said, “It IS a marvelous night for a Moondance. Do you want to dance with me? Do you, Baby?” And then he leaned over, and rocked my world.

Bibi

And then the hand started scurrying around the house, calling itself Thing T. Thing 🤣xx

Matthew Tower

Hey Bibi - that's the one and only possible auto-reply. If you sent the photos by attachment, I 'll see them next time I check the email. xx

Matthew Tower

So it's 3:50 here and i was sleeping. 😴 💤 I woke up after a rather confusing dream.... only hands doing the hand sucking move and jets of water spraying around✊💦🤦‍♀️

NeonVall

Matthew, I sent some of my macro photos (cuz I want everyone to jump onto the deep with me) to the Turret email address, and immediately got an auto reply, " If you'd like to add to the Belles folders you can send reply attachments here* ". I'm confused! Does that mean here, meaning the email address, or here, meaning the turret link? Merci, mon beau barde de l’expérience intime et érotique! 🙏 💋💋💋

Bibi

Hurray for good days! Also wow what a beautiful piece of prose. 🥰

Ann

I did say I would be back once the thoughts came back. But then I fell asleep and had the best day in a week 😎 You’re such a pro at transitions, I always appreciate that. From silly sexy hand movements to oh we’re getting naked now — and it always feel perfectly natural, which is because I guess it is, but you know what I mean. It makes my head spin in a really good way. It’s like tragedy and comedy but here tragedy is sexy and comedy is puns so bad they’re good from my favorite Kiwi 🎭 😘 The hand-face work in this literally made me throw my head back. Whenever you say how hard you get imagining us makes me moan a little louder 😮‍💨 I think we’ve all very much covered the moaning part so I’m just gonna hop right over that before I go down a thoughtless rabbit hole again 🐇🌀😵‍💫 But I didn’t mention the part where I think you came for 15 minutes in a 14 minute audio?? With the “babes” thrown in and a “good girl”?! That’s where I fully flatlined. Just a damn mess 🥵 All of which brings me back to why I had to tell you to fuck off. You can’t just end it like that 😤 My body is mush and needs you to Quora or something…. (but also that was really fucking cute so I’ll allow it this once. Still gonna stay on your lap though 😏🥰) P.S. stumbled upon this Emily Dickinson quote today and it made me think of you all 😌 — "I love to write to you - it gives my heart a holiday and sets the bells to ringing." E. Dickinson, L133 💜🔔💜

rebecca

I am at my after school tutoring/counseling expelled kids portion of my day. While truly sweet boy (needs positive attention) is working on his science I am trying to read some notes I have written so I can organize them for a conference I am presenting at in March. My topic surrounds language and math. Well, funny how I am sitting here reading Matt not math every time the word comes up. Up? 😂 omg I am 12. Anyway it is distracting so very distracting 🤤😬now let’s all hope that when speaking I don’t make the same continual mistake. “Consider what kind of language is needed to perform Matt task’s delineated in both Matt content and Matt / English language proficiency standards”. Matt has taken over. 😅

Ann

D!! 💜Thanks for using these amazing words to really build me up. I remember a Bible verse from Sunday School actually - well, I don't remember the actual verse 🤦🏻‍♂️but it was saying "if you speak beautifully but have no love you're like a noisy gong" or something like that. It's great how some things stay with us. Well, I'm going to be speaking like a very very naughty gong in the next Bad Sex Therapist audio, 😂 but you know - I hope even those who are really sensitive might know that it's produced in love (and a little naughtiness). Biggest hugs! 🥰🤗M xx

Matthew Tower

Thanks Honey! 🥰😘xx

Matthew Tower

Katie you are so special in a wonderful beautiful way. I have no experience like that to draw in. My last partner was my ex husband and not going back there although a couple years ago he tried very hard [insert shudder and 🤮]. If you want to go have fun then go have fun and be confident in you. You are beautiful and worth it. If you don’t want to go in you heart of hearts then don’t. You will still be beautiful and worth it. Not helpful I know. And the funny thing is that I believe what I wrote about you with all my heart but I quietly laugh because I would not believe myself if I told myself the same thing. Anyway I appreciate your willingness to put yourself out there by posting here. You are worth it. You are beautiful 🤗💜

Ann

Not exactly audio related post… So I have a situation… one I think I can find the answer to myself and one that I know no one can answer for me. You all are very wise though so any wisdom is welcomed and warranted… Situation: I have one FWB. It has been like a once-every-three-years thing… I cashed in the week before my birthday in August thinking, “well if this is a dumb idea we will just keep it in our 20s” but it went kinda well. He bought me a bottle of wine and a vibrator- very thoughtful. I have had performance anxiety previously and this solution worked in this instance. Now, normally when we hang out I just 💨 and he 😴 after so we never make it to actual sex. He was my last sexual partner in the penetrative sense…8 years ago. My sex life ended almost as soon as it began…🎻. Anyway, so he texts me and asks me to come over (many factors come into play, especially it’s an hour drive) and I am intrigued, because it’s an invitation. So, here’s the thing…is this my ideal booty call and/or invitation, no not really. It is someone I know and I am comfortable around. But my feelings for wanting to go remind me a little of the “big cock ex audio” and I am very aware of this so it doesn’t bother me being said out loud, but being with someone is one of the few times I feel worth something… specifically to a man. And I also have a lot of insecurity about the “haven’t been fucked in forever,” category. It would nice to resolve that. And I’m young right, why the fuck not?! A lot of you have said many lovely things to me about self worth and that is definitely something I am working on. I want to confidently say don’t go, but my insecurity says what it always has and that is, you don’t get a lot of opportunities… There’s a conversation between Monica and Phoebe on Friends that I love so much, because it’s just so relatable and it’s something like. Monica: Guess what I’m thinking. Phoebe: It’s been so long since you’ve had sex you’re wondering if they’ve changed it? Monica: No! …but now that’s what I’m thinking! 😋 So there really isn’t a question I guess, just a call for relatability if anything… Oh and because the universe has a really weird way of playing with my mind… his name might be Matt… but it would be a waste of time to try and compare..🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️😩 (And I’m posting this very quickly before I lose my nerve)

Katie

Yasss!!! This is just what I needed, Matthew! Thank you! 😊 I'm a big fan of silly, playful, Matt. That intro had me smiling like a school girl! Simplicity...play... these are things I talk about with my clients all the time! I suddenly wanted to be running along the beach or hillside with "grinning, playful, Matt" flying a kite and laughing at jokes in the sunshine! Don't get me wrong, I'm down for all the other fun, too! 😉 I did have to really stop and consider the comments on the simplicity of simply talking or writing. I hear you on the contrast from all the visual and complex pieces of technology etc. to simple words...and yet... what holds more power or magic than words? They can build up or tear down. They're transcendent. They open worlds of possibility and take you places more vivid than a picture at times. They can divide or unite, deeply wound, or even heal. Even the Bible paints a picture and warns of how powerful words can be. Look at this beautiful community and all the love, support, and sentiment shared...built on written and spoken words. On the one hand simple and stripped down. On the other more profound than we can sometimes wrap our minds around. Perhaps two sides of coin? Either way I'd say you yield more than one powerful weapon, Matthew. 🐳✒️ Thank you for using them BOTH for good. 🥰🙌😘💜🤗

D

Matthew! We (Weee!) Belles were so chatty this weekend it feels like a really long time since I’ve heard your voice!!! …regardless that it’s available on demand…😋 I love what you said in the beginning about simple things and letting our imagination give them meaning. Less really is more… unless its your voice (at the end…? Yeah, right. Never.) 🥰 I was never really good at the hand, water, squirt thing…until recently… Ayyy! 😅👏😹🤜🤛🤦‍♀️🌊💦⛵️😳… These kisses were by far my favorite 🥵🥵🥵! Every part so so sexy! A good kiss or kiss sound gets me wet faster than ever touching the downstairs. So so so so good. Many thanks. 😁 I seem to have a thing with the number 3… 3am, TTT, 3 listens, 3 💦, 3 more hours of sleep… 🎶☘️🏘 3 hugs🫂🤗, 3 kisses😘💋& 3 Moby grazes 🐳, ❤️❤️❤️

Katie

The way I was thinking "yeah, I don't think it works that way, chief, but okay, suspension of disbelief", and then you called it out yourself 😂😂 your moans and gasps are convincing as always, always love them 🥰 "cum for me now, babe" oh I'm weak 🥴💜

Honey D.A.

Do you need some aftersun to rub on it? For the first degrees burn works really well and cooling. Dont know If you need help? But I'm a nurse, I've seen it al 😉 👐

NeonVall

Into the dishwasher with them, Kelly! 💜I saw someone doing this recently - where did I see this? 😃Hmmm... Imagining their roommate's face in the morning xx

Matthew Tower

Ok really fast before I go to sleep one time I got out of the shower and was freezing. Decided to stand in front of the heater to warm up. Long story short I burnt my🍑 So cook times may vary on that meme lol goodnight. Xx.

Venusinaphrodite_

What is that??? A 'leaf blower'???

Matthew Tower

Yeah - we talked about it ages ago in the comments, Katja 💜- and I made a mental note to think more about it! Voila. 😂xx

Matthew Tower

Another volunteer here for clinical trials! I love your weird little quirks. Not sure if it would get the job done for my tough pu$$y, but a good pounding and my magic wand would be a perfect backup plan. I know I said I love how you’re able to speak while c*mming, but if ever you just want to moan, I’ll be happy to listen to that. 🤤 No, I will never have enough of you. I’m still pretty dazed, Jesus. Don’t even have my panties back on. I gotta go clean my toys. Haha.

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

💜Elo... 🎙👅I might need to try an audio where I actually lick the grille of the mic then! 😂xx

Matthew Tower

Who said there has to be a dinner bill? Why go out to eat when you can eat out on the kitchen table…or counter😉 I promise I won’t be upset if you knock the place settings off the table when you sit down for your meal

Venusinaphrodite_

Emily, this is really interesting and makes so much sense. Is this why small children like to play in large boxes instead of the toy that was in the large box? And does this also explain why blanket forts never go out of style. ⛺️

rebecca

🥵😮‍💨 let me straighten myself up and catch my breath real quick. Nerd ramble ahead 🤓🤓🤓 The theme of this one is tangentially related to my field of study- my degree is in Human and Family Science. My favorite scientist is Maria Montessori. Her theory deals with early childhood learning/development and that obviously involves toys. The… uh…… SFW kind. 😅 Anyways, her method requires mostly neutral-looking toys so that the child’s imagination has room to fill in the rest. It’s really, really good for our brains. Which brings me to your audio- you mentioned old standards like dolls, the human voice, etc and why they never go out of style. I think that’s related to the intrinsic human quality that seeks to assign meaning and connection to the people and things around us (see also pareidolia). ♥️

Emily Dawn

Ann....i feel like shes actually gonna hurt me LMAO

Tara Davenport

I need to go to bed now. TARA please don't hurt Kelsey because I need her around... because she is nice and interesting. FarFalla! Where are you? Matthew I absolutely loved this. It was so casual and intimate. Brilliant work as always. Lucy will listen to your playlist in the morning. I am still enjoying them. Rebecca you are awesome! Don't forget it. All the Belles Beaus and MotC are so incredible. I am the luckiest girl in the world to be part of the stellar group. 💜💜💜 My day was overwhelming but this...ALL of this helped. Kelsey good night 🤗 AND I GOT A PENGUIN TOY!!! Best day ever!

Ann

Neon! 💜 You can do the hand thing?! ✊🏻💦You might just need to do it a little harder... 😜And yes - I know no off-switch, but the 700 comments!!! 😳 I still haven't quite made it through yet! 😂 Even though I can see most of the last ones are talking about the 700 comments. 🤣😘xx

Matthew Tower

Depends, am I kicking your ass or spanking it🥷🏼

Venusinaphrodite_

https://ibb.co/R7F1BJH Boom baby!!!!! You are welcome ladies 🤣🤣🤣💜

Dawn

🎶Let's go back to the basics🎶 I remember when you talked about that simplicity a while back! It was interesting to think about why exactly are those forever-around things so important, especially for nowadays. On another note! That mental image of you teasing yourself, goddd and hearing about using my fingers made me literally ache. Although that suction thingy might be a bit too niche lol and ”you heard enough of me” love the self awareness. Kiddin! You saying it just so we can all deny 🙄😆😘

Katja

KELS…SHOW YOURSELF 🔫

Tara Davenport

Every time when you get close to my ear, I feel like I'm dying to it and as horny as I have never had before..🤯💦💦💦

Elo

Oh wow!!!! I want one of those!!!!! I NEED one of those. I am seriously lacking in the toy department. 🤥

Ann

Kris💜 you are so very worth all the love and happiness in the world. You are beautiful and maintain the beauty in the face of such ugliness. I am so happy you are here and maybe silently gaining strength and maybe laughs by scrolling through the comments. I don’t envy your job and couldn’t do it myself. You are like a beautiful loved super hero and even hero’s need rest. Sleep well. 🤗💜

Ann

I like it. Word -conscious is fun. Keep it up. 🤗💜

Ann

“Results focused media”!! I love it…. I should have said mainstream pornography, which is very male ejaculation focused (at least in my experience). I don't want to call that "erotica" just like I don't want to call this space "porn". Maybe I'm being too word-conscious, I don't know.

Kata

Waiting patiently for your return. *taps foot impatiently*

rebecca

TW: g*n violence, ab*se, d**th This last week has been taxing. Days of draining clinics-- tending to an infected gunshot wound to the groin, discovering a parent and licensed pharm tech had been giving their 5 year old drug induced seizures, learning a patient had passed away due to total renal failure (their appt was to discuss options to prevent that)--a solid 45 mins of crying during one of the most emotionally taxing therapy sessions I've ever had, and relapsing into negativity and feeling gross about my body have clouded what could have been joyful moments. Today, though not as difficult as previous days, still had its own set of challenges. Despite those set backs there were plenty of reasons to smile. A small one's first steps were taken while rooming their mom, an organ transplant patient was reacting well as their body accepted a new kidney, one patient was crushing tears of joy as their medication was finally working for them and many of their day-to-day struggles had practically vanished. And the laughter. I don't know how it started but during a lull in clinic the team got to talking, which turned into an unending stream of quips, which erupted into full bellied, tear inducing laughter. We practically forgot all the horrible things we see on a daily basis, all the heartbreaking stories we carry throughout the days, all the faces of suffering and every bitter "sorry" we have to say because that's all we can do at that point. My point to all of this is to say that this audio, this page, the people here and what we're able to share is additional reason to smile during the day, even when such a thing feels impossible. Falling in love with each new piece people care to share of themselves, having a voice reaffirm that I am loved, beautiful, and deserving of happiness, all of it is precious to me. I'm kind of bad at and usually awkward at directly interacting with people but I do scroll through comments and smile at what everyone has to say. I might not remember to say this again but I love you lot dearly 💜 Sweet dreams everyone 💜💜💜💜

Kris

I totally agree with you Victoria 😤. I was driving and just sat there with my headphones on in silence for the rest of the trip. Kind of like “NO!!! Come back! Denial. Sigh 😔

Ann

I believe this fits today https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdkt4mEy/

Dawn

Hugs and love D!!!💜

Dawn

Can we carpool to yours? I’ll make sharing worth your while. Let’s see if you can make it home to finish that line😛 unfortunately for you I think you’re stuck being my Valentine this year I apologize in advance lol

Venusinaphrodite_

Honestly I was disappointed when you turned the mics off, I love your post-climax rambling! Its intimate and human, but also quite funny sometimes.

Victoria Williams

I'll flip a coin. 🪙Head at mine or tail at yours. 😉[﹡Thank-you to my recent pick-up line research for Valentines audio 😂]

Matthew Tower

🤣Indy 💜- I was gonna call the audio 'Sucker!' 'cause I thought it would be funnier than sexy, but actually, I found it so damned unexpectedly hot 😩💦💦💦xx

Matthew Tower

Mmmhm, yes, Dawn. 💜Psych experiment sounds good... Do I get to lie on the couch? 😏

Matthew Tower

Oh Bestie your talents never cease to amaze me. I love how “handsy” you can get. Sorry I’m laughing at this while meeting with my chiropractor. He’s got nice hands too ( but I like yours more…ssshhhh 🤣🤣). I’ve purchased more items from the merch shop. Can’t wait to show you guys. The last couple of days have been good. I had a mild reaction to some new meds but I’m ok. Blood labs have gone back up a little. Slowly but surely things are going ok. Thursday I have to have a surgery to remove some bone and bone marrow. Not looking forward to that. But it’s just more samples they are wanting. I’ve got a little bone decaying but it’s not anything to worry about. I’m doing ok. 💜💜💜 love you all!!

Deanna Tyson

😃Damn! I didn't think of that, LL 💜... 😅And now I just had a go, and yes that would totally work but I CAN'T BEND MY WRISTS DOWN FAR ENOUGH!!. 😂🤣It's the wrong angle. I'm afraid you'll just have to come and do it for me. 😏xx

Matthew Tower

My Tuesday savior. 😇🥰😍 I will see you all soon…😩⏳😴

Katie

💜Jenn, that's funny because actually the next audio is a Bad Sex Therapist fantasy and you'll be helping with some research, and the next Turret update is something with all moans. So you're right on there... 😘xx

Matthew Tower

😂Sabi 💜- yes I did try it out on Moby, but his most sensitive part was a little too large for the trick to work on properly... And lucky, or how would ever get any work done? 🤣 As for the essay, TU expects students to submit all coursework by the published deadline date and time, after which penalties will be applied of one spank per day overdue. xx

Matthew Tower

Right?!

Titania

Hey.. 😲🤤 Haha Got a facepalm moment in the beginning and really thought: Did he really just mean that hand sucking movement?🤝 I just had to smile and laugh. Thought well this is all the sexy for the evening but fun.. *3 seconds later* Jeez my god!🥵 the sounds the moaning. being guided by your fantasy and what a fantasy it was! for a moment it was just the two of us in a steamy world .... Got a confession to make, don't know if it really works.. 😵😵🤣🤣🤣 hahahaha ok. Thank you for the laugh and the steaming fun. That is also called balance, right? And to switch you off?? heard enough?? who are you to determine that? it's never enough! maybe I'm needy but I cannot do that anymore! maybe not always the sound. But switching you off feels like cutting some rope and suddenly an entire island floats away with everyone else on it as wel. so no off-switchies.…or do you need us to switch off? Some rest en time to read the 700+ comments? 😅😂😘💜

NeonVall

Yours or mine🤔😉 Xx.

Venusinaphrodite_

“Switch me off. That’s enough. You’ve had enough of me.” Matthew sweet love, and I mean this from the bottom of my heart, fuck off 💕

rebecca

Still in the afterglow. You are adorable, but, also, you are the worst. You freaking made me laugh every time I was close to coming with that damn “sucking you with my hand” thing. I ended up having to replay that couple of minutes a few times until I was desensitized to it enough to 💦. So I’m sending you a virtual (playful) punch in the arm. Punk. Don’t ever change.

IndyJane

I have 3 weeks of vacation I have to use soon...just saying. I never did my experiment for my Psych class and I believe it was a requirement

Dawn

Way to make me feel like a failure, Matthew. I can’t do your one handed toy trick 🥺. Wait! You know what I can do is the same trick with 2 hands, but in my version I end up with this handy dandy opening between my thumbs…😋…. I can make it bigger or smaller as needed 😈… hmmmmm wonder what I could use that for besides squirting water? Any ideas ….. 😂🤣😂🤣

Double LL

Does the line form here? I’d hate to wait in the wrong place. You made me lose all other thoughts, so I’ll be back when I get those thoughts. Except this one thought that isn’t going away — the moaning. The moaning. I can’t even emoji right now.

rebecca

Yes I totally want to be your test subject! Any other research I can help you with? 💋🐳💜 And if you want to make a whole audio of just your moans I don’t think any of us would complain! 🔥🔥

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Yes.

rebecca

“Alright, switch me off, that’s enough, you’ve had enough of me” that was so fucking adorable ???? Also no, now i’m going to binge all audios out of spite 😎 All your audios are my favorite audio, but this 100% is one of my top 3 in the category “matt’s oooo moments”, because we could hear you came so hard and the fucking stuttering and and and the comment about you “pumping cum all over yourself” SIR???? I’m listening to it again after the fact and it’s making me feel all sorts of ways 🥵🥵 and the SQUISHY SOUNDS, holy hell Every single time you say “fuck” i c̶u̶m̶ pass out and it sounds dumb when i say it after listening to all of your audios 85 million times but your ACCENT, i’m asjakdjshdksdkj i will never get over it, you’re just so 💕💖💓💘💕💘💖💘💗 So, last week i promised a 45 page essay: Matt said he’d like to lie there and moan but he’d also like to keep talking to us. This suggests the belief that he can’t just lie there and moan for literally an hour without any repercussions. In this essay i will… ✍🏻✍🏻 PS: i’m just curious, you said you haven’t had any ✨research partners✨ to test your trick on yet but have you tried using it on yourself? 👀 unfortunately, i’m not a moby owner, so i can’t test it out myself, but maybe you’d like the challenge ;)

sabi

Im on the my 7th bus to get around campus today 😇 obviously I can’t listen here ….or…..nah I can’t. BUT I HAVE A QUESTION IS CHOP SUEY CONSIDERED A RAGE SONG??!?

Tara Davenport

It can't be too perilous, can it? https://youtu.be/3zoP6qeKmhA

Titania

I volunteer as tribute.

Titania

“Part of me just wants to lie here and moan” please…please do, yours are my favorite sound. Also this felt really intimate like getting retold from your point of view how I actually touch myself. The hip gyration then thrust is key✨I don’t know whether to blush or to…

Venusinaphrodite_

Hey Bibi! 💜 So welcome! Hope you’ve got another brewing… xx

Matthew Tower

💥Zactly, Niamh💜 Though I think we’d have to add your hardworking imagination to the mix… xx

Matthew Tower

That is such a lovely pat on the back, Katherine! Thanks for the 💜warms. xx

Matthew Tower

"The interactivity of audio" Real freedom! Thanks Matthew ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Bibi

Haha - hope it’s fun Sabi! 💜It was for me 😮‍💨

Matthew Tower

When I saw the clip.. I Could feel the squeaky beat ✊🤌

NeonVall

I could listen to you ramble all day, it is magical what we do together when you think about it! Just a voice and some ears to listen to it and boom, instant connection 💜💜

Niamh

You make me laugh, which is so absent from other results-focused media. You've created an audioverse where I can feel safe and desired, a place I can keep that part of myself safe and healthy until I can share it with another person.

Kata

Same. I’m not seeing them under the Tower Audios profile on Spotify

Meg_just_Meg

Hehe, literally a handmade toy ✊✊

Meg_just_Meg

I think you’re missing links to the new playlists. Looking forward to listening in a little while!

IndyJane

YES FINALLY, since your comment the other day i’ve been counting down the seconds lol I’ll be back 👁👁

sabi