A Long Chat With The Villainess | Villainess Series P4 | Audio Roleplay [F4M] | TW: Trauma, Suicidal Thoughts

Springtime has passed and the blazing summer months have come to stay. After the night of the ball you've spent much time by yourself reflecting on what you have done, who you are and what you could be. Perhaps your pride and bitterness really has been detrimental to you. You are not everything your step-mother said you were, and you are more than you thought you could be. During many midnights alone, you begin to think of the relationships and the current world around you. Princess Seia has changed. There is a softness in her there wasn't before. Though you still brush up against one another carefully as if it pricks the both of you. You wonder why Princess Seia has so much faith in you when you have so little faith in yourself. Your relationship with her has become palpable for the most part, but she is often gone for business in Clarus. Your conversations have become short, which you wish weren't. Though she still leaves you little notes and stacks of reports to read. You've also managed to have a few surprisingly pleasant conversations with people around the palace. Life has become routine. You feel settled, like things are somewhat in control. During one of your routine walks, you notice Princess Seia sitting in the gardens and hesitate walking up to her. There are many things you want to talk about but are afraid to. Princess Seia notices your footsteps and calls out your name.

Hey hey! It's finally here! The re-recorded version of Villainess 4! Welcome back to an improved and even longer version of the original episode. I thank you all for being so patient. This has been a really frustrating task for me to take on. I wish it hadn't taken so long, and that my computer didn't act up. I'm still very happy that this is done, and that you can all enjoy it now! In this audio you've spent a few weeks apart from Princess Seia in your life, and you've continued on as usual. You have a set routine of activities and one of them is walking around the palace grounds. As you're taking a walk, contemplating what you might have for lunch and a few other things you notice Princess Seia in the gardens. You end up having a long talk about many topics, ranging from breathing to Theina to hopelessness. After a lengthy conversation, she invites you to Clarus with her for a trip in which you meet someone of great importance to you. I hope ya'll will enjoy this audio and the different topics throughout it! Just like Seia, I think it's important to unpack and discuss your issues and communicate with others! This is still uploaded in MP3 but shouldn't sound as terrible as before....hopefully. The next main audio will be a bit of toss up. It will be released sometime in August! Thank you again for being patient! I hope ya'll stay cosy and sleep well. 

Shiaides <3