Not So Average World - Chapter 38

Chapter 38

Jason was sitting next to Mrs. Braxton in bed. His question seemed to open the door to some not so pleasant memories of hers. He could see it in her eyes, the look of sorrow someone carries after making a turn for worse…

“I should´ve paid more attention to what I was doing.” She started. “But I was blinded, I was still heading towards my goal, but I forgot why I wanted to reach that goal.” She dreamed of success; she fantasized about a happy life with the man she loved.

But her decisions pushed the man she loved away…

At first, everything was perfect, they were building their lives, but that didn´t last forever.

Mrs. Braxton felt like she was achieving so much more. She surpassed him, she completely left him behind.

He was upset when she took the decision of moving out of the state because of her promotion. Even if she came by during the weekends. But not so long after that, those weekend-visits were once every two weeks, then once a month, and then… there were none.

She grew so much more than him, and not only speaking of her career. Mrs. Braxton was 8´6” by the time she realized her husband was only a leech that was dragging her…

She had so much money, so much authority, she was just one step from getting what she wanted. The success and wealth she always dreamed about, one that will give her peace.

The only thing on her way, was her husband´s advice. His words about them having enough. Enough? She´ll tell when they have enough. Until then, no one will stop her on her way to the top…

“I was so blind…” she confessed. Jason could see when a tear escaped her eye. “The only reason I wanted all that was because of him… of us. I wanted to reach the top so that we could have it all. So that we could live happy. And, in the process, I forgot about “we”, and thought only on myself…”

It took years, and during all those years, she only felt more successful. And the fact that she kept growing in size, only proved how much bigger she was.

She wanted to pretend they were both equals in the relationship, to be husband and wife, that their love will only grow as she does. But she forgot about it all.

The chats she had with her friends, the things women said about men being inferior. At first, she didn´t believe in any of that, in fact, she disliked it. But her mind slowly gave as she grew bigger and more successful.

What if they were right? What if her husband was only pulling her down? What if he was a tie she should cut? What if he was only interfering with her life?

He no longer seemed like the supportive man she married, now, he was more like a bitter man, jealous of her success. He´s probably feeling less only because he´s practically at the same spot where he was.

She´s evolved, she´s grown, she´s transcended. And he´s just jealous of her…

But she was wrong. She was so wrong. Deep down, Donovan truly believed things would get better someday. They´ve been married for over half their lives. She´s the only love he needs. However, she wasn´t as lovely lately.

When she finally came back home, he thought he could light up the fire of their love. But things were not that way.

Instead, the 8´6” colossus gave him a stack of papers. Divorce papers.

“I´ve gone way too far, and no one will stop me. And if you want to, then I don´t need you in my life…” The words cut through his heart like a dagger. He was in shock.

“F-fine! I´ll sign. And not because you´ve “gone too far” with your career and, that you think you´re so successful. I´ll sign because, and remember these words, because you´re no longer the woman I married. The one I fell in love with. All of the sweet things you once said, all those warm feelings we once shared, they are gone! And…” his lip quivered a bit, “and they will never come back.”

“Oh, please. Love? Warm feelings? The only thing I need is success. I´ll have all of the warmth I need once I´m at the top.” She regrets those last words.

Donovan was destroyed. But, instead of crying, he went numb. Who was this woman before his eyes? Where was Ettie? Who took her and changed her for this selfish woman? A woman who only thinks on her and money. Success, a higher position, more, more, and more…

He signed and then, he was gone. Forever…

“I didn´t knew what I had… until I lost it.” She told Jason. “I felt that it was the right choice. I was living alone by then, I barely saw him, we didn´t really called each other. But, now, I know why he didn´t call… why would he call such a cold woman as me? I did what I wanted, only thinking on myself. I wanted more, and more, but when I reached the top, when I got this job I´m at… I realized it´s… it´s very lonely up here…” She was in the verge of tears.

Jason placed one hand her enormous leg, letting her know he was there. She turned down at him and smiled. Then, she placed her big hand over his and continued.

“I made a big mistake. We had everything, but it just wasn´t enough. At least that´s what everyone made me think. The bigger the woman is, the more successful she has to be. But why?” she asked. “That´s just what the world wants us to think. That a woman should always be at the top and that men are… disposable. Well, let me tell you something, I´ll never find another Donovan. I… will never share the same memories with any other man… and all of the time we spend together… I just threw it away…”

“But… why don´t you try to get back? Have you… called him? Maybe…” he was trying to give her a solution. It seemed so easy to him.

“It took me long to realize, and when I did, I tried to call him, but he hung up the second he heard my voice… then, he texted me, the woman he once loved was gone, and there´s nothing -I- could do… but I don´t blame him. I literally disposed him when… when I made him feel he was of no use to me…”

Jason had no idea what to say. He was looking up at her face, he could see the sadness, and the tears she was holding back.

A part of him felt uncomfortable for not knowing what to say. Anther part of him felt dumb for just sitting there staring. But she was quick on breaking the silence.

“And, you know, I… at first, when I was young. About your age. I truly believed men deserved respect. But I allowed the… society full of gigantic growing women, to wash my brain. The higher you get, men seemed less and less… useful, as they make it seem.” He swallowed.

For a second, he felt vulnerable. All women are taught men are useless? Well, it seems that, the taller they get, men seem more insignificant. And not only speaking about size.

“But, don´t worry, dear. I´m no longer the same… blinded-woman I was. I´ve learned from my mistakes. Even if it´s a bit too late for me. But I don´t want it to be so late for everyone. That´s why I want the world to understand that… we´re creating a society with a rotten mentality. Well, rotten in the aspect of love. You know, not everything in life is what others tell you it is.” She was sincere.

She was open and talked to him about her heart-breaking experience. How she worked to have it all, but in reality, she didn´t truly had it all.

She was cold, apparently there was a point in her life, more like a few of years, when she was cold and selfish. But now, things are very different, because she´s no longer cold.

The warm hand in his back tells him the contrary.

Jason quivered to her unexpected touch. Her hand covered most of his back.

“I learned from my mistake. And what I understood is, women don´t treat men the way they should. I spent a lot of time thinking on how to change that, and when I met you, it just hit me.” She said.

She doesn´t want him to replace her husband? Right?

“You… it did?” He asked, nervous about a love confession.

“Mhmm, you were so vulnerable. Surrounded by, tiny to me, but they were still seven-foot women trying to bully a little guy like you. That´s when I knew I had to do something. I had, even if it was on my own, to make the change.”

And now, he´s a part of that change?

Is he a tool? No, if she says she wants to make a change, the change she´s working on, then she´s not seeing him as a tool.

He´s a part of the change. How important? He´s still unsure. But this doesn´t really answer one question.

“I… I love the way you think, ma´am.” He said.

“Ettie, call me Ettie, dear.” She smiled. The gigantic milf had such tender eyes.

“S-sure, I like the change you´re looking for, Ettie. But… why… why do you treat me so… nicely?” Not to say why she´s hugging him while sleeping and what happened back at the pool. Together with many other things.

“Why? Oh, don´t be silly. That´s the way all woman should treat a man. Nice, to be respectful, to care.” Maybe she didn´t get the question.

“I… appreciate that, but… I think my question is… why are we so… close. Like, why do we share a bed here? Why… why did you make me rub sunscreen all over your… body.” Her large, sexy and luscious body.

If he focuses enough, he can still feel her tender flesh in his hands. He can still feel her warm skin in the tips of his fingers. Her long legs, the thick, pillar-like legs of a 9´10” giantess.

But why? Why was he able to do so? This truly makes him think she wants him to be some sort of replacement for the love she lost.

“It´s simple. I like it.” His eyes opened widely as his heart skipped a beat.

She looked at him, he was in a loss of words. She thought that was kind of sweet. Maybe he was freaking out and needs some more explanation.

“Aww, don´t be alarmed. I don´t mean it that way. I think that, this type of… well, maybe it´s intimacy, but it´s good, you know. It´s nothing but platonic love. You know, I like you, Jason. But I don´t, trust me, I´m don´t want us to date or anything. Think of me as… a sweet… mature woman who cares for you. As that… older friend who cares. Who´s sweet, attentive. That´s why I protect you from everyone, Ashley included.” So… she´s just being sweet?

“Don´t you think you´re… that we… maybe… it´s too much?” he asked.

“Too much? HAHAHA, don´t be silly. It´s not like I sleep naked next to you. And we don´t shower together either. Trust me, if you were with, let´s say, Ashley. Right now, you´d be waking up with your mouth on her nipple. And if you were with some other of those mean women, you´d be waking up on the floor. No, trust me, you´re safe with me.” She won´t change the way she acts, will she?

Well, at least he knows it won´t go further than this. But there´s a problem, now, for some reason, he´s getting very aroused by gigantic women. Is that… possible?