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Hey everyone, hope you’re having a good week!!
I am ecstatic because I bought my dream camera, with help from it being a Christmas/birthday present. I am so excited to take some photos with it, all of my instagram photos besides one of some orangish flowers (which I took on an art school trip with a camera), are all taken on my phone and edited. :)
I’m so excited to see what I can do with a camera. I’ve been planning to get this camera for over a year so I’m really happy I’ve finally got it. I’ve been dreaming of taking this camera with me to where I plan to study next year (which is a secret hehe). I made a whole vision board based on this! ;’) Anyway, I really can’t wait to take some photos and share them when the lens arrives. My mum is a photographer and is very jealous of my camera so we’re going to go out and play around with it soon (hopefully)!
For some reason I’m just really anxious this week, not really any reason behind it. I think I have some form of OCD, I feel anxious for not being able to control certain things in my life and they’re turning into bad habits where I’m trying to chase this weird feeling of safety. Sort of an overshare, but my sister is also struggling with some sort of OCD, she has trichotillomania, so it must be some kind of genetic thing. It’s tideous, I’m completely aware of it and my unnecessary feelings but it’s hard to get rid of the actual feeling itself.
Besides that, I’ve been watching Oshi no Ko with my little sister and she’s loving it, it finally arrived on Netflix so I’m glad we have something to watch together again. She’s very picky with her shows. Been wanting to watch death note with her but can’t seem to find anywhere to watch it. Honestly thinking of just pirating it and plugging a HDMI cable into my TV, but I feel like the quality will be awful haha.
Let me know what you’ve been up to! It’s 4:32am here, I am really stupid for being up this late but I can’t sleep, and I wanted to upload this video before I did.
Have a lovely week!!
Xemen
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