ASMR ⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ fast aggressive ear massage ~ oil + no oil ✧ SR3D

ೃ⁀➷ no talking version: https://youtu.be/TmL1PeFz7KU

I wonder when my mic will come, it’s coming from Japan, but I think it included some kind of express shipping. I hope it hurries up because I want to use it. 😂

I've got seriously irritating hiccups as I write this, I just finished my dinner.

I hope you all are doing well, let me know what you've been up to this week!

I went to Oxford last week, besides that not much besides studying and helping my family around the house etc. England is becoming pretty cold, autumn is definitely here!! Starting to feel nonstop tired, I absolutely hate winter for this reason (sometimes I like it). I get this boost of energy in summer and then in winter, it's like I want to hibernate. What's the weather like where you guys are? This weather makes me feel nostalgic for my high school days, I mean it was only a few years ago but can't believe how fast they went by, but at the same time I don't think you could pay me any amount to do another year there. I think the thing I miss is the sociality of school. Being there everyday around people your age makes you feel real, but coming out of it, and kind of going off in your own direction is a really weird thing. I feel like I'm relating less and less to people and it's really strange. School feels like a limbo stage that everyone is stuck in until they finish, Uni feels like an immense pressure, that when you finish you must know what you've got to do. I've got my next few years planned out, but they seem so scary to me. Also the even bigger shock is needing money to do absolutely everything haha. Having £20 to go into town with some of my school friends made me feel filthy rich. In London, it lasted one day for necessities, such as toilet paper, the train, the bus and my dinner, and a coffee if I treated myself (or the money went that far lol). I still don't know where I'll be in the far future, it's really scary to think about really. I wish the pressure wasn't so heavy! I just really hope I get a good job to be able to live comfortably. Anyway, enjoy my 8:40pm thoughts :) my neck hurts from looking down at my notebook all day, apparently chin tucks are meant to help with that so I try to do that to stretch my neck.

Astra xxx